MY Masiku omwe mtolankhani wawayilesi yakanema pamapeto pake adatha ndipo masiku anga ngati mlaliki wanthawi zonse wachikatolika komanso woyimba / wolemba nyimbo adayamba. Munali munthawi iyi yautumiki wanga pomwe mwadzidzidzi adapatsidwa ntchito yatsopano ... yomwe imalimbikitsa kulimbikitsidwa kwa bukuli. Mukuwona kuti ndawonjezera zina mwa malingaliro anga ndi “mawu” amene ndalandira kudzera mu pemphero ndikuzindikira mwa uzimu. Iwo ali, mwina, ngati nyali zazing'ono zomwe zikuloza ku Kuwala kwa Chivumbulutso Chauzimu. Otsatirawa ndi nkhani yofotokozera ntchito yatsopanoyi mopitilira ...

Mu Ogasiti wa 2006, ndinali nditakhala piyano ndikuyimba gawo la Misa "Sanctus," lomwe ndidalemba kuti: "Woyera, Woyera, Woyera ..." Mwadzidzidzi, ndidadzimva kufunitsitsa kuti ndipite kukapemphera pamaso pa Sacramenti Yodala.

Kutchalitchiko, ndidayamba kupemphera ku Ofesi (mapemphero ovomerezeka a Tchalitchi kunja kwa Misa.) Ndidazindikira nthawi yomweyo kuti "Nyimboyi" ndi mawu omwewo omwe ndimangoyimba kuti: "Woyera, woyera, woyera! Ambuye Mulungu Wamphamvuzonse ...”Mzimu wanga unayamba kufulumira. Ndinapitiliza, ndikupemphera mawu a Wamasalmo, "Ndikupereka nsembe yopsereza kunyumba kwanu; kwa inu ndidzakwaniritsa zowinda zanga ... ”Mkati mwa mtima wanga munakhala chikhumbo chachikulu chodzipereka ndekha kwa Mulungu, mwanjira yatsopano, pamlingo wozama. Ndidakumana ndi pemphero la Mzimu Woyera yemwe “amapembedzera ndi kubuula kosamveka"(Aroma 8:26).

Momwe ndimayankhulira ndi Ambuye, nthawi imawoneka kuti ikutha. Ndidapanga zowinda za iye kwa Iye, nthawi yonseyi ndikumva mkati mwanga changu chakukula kwa miyoyo. Ndipo kotero ndidafunsa, ngati chifuniro Chake, kuti ndikhale ndi nsanja yayikulu yolalikirira Uthenga Wabwino. Ndinalingalira dziko lonse lapansi! (Monga mlaliki, ndichifukwa chiyani ndikanafuna kuponya ukonde wanga patali pang'ono kuchokera kunyanja? Ndikulakalaka ndikukoka nyanja yonse!) Mwadzidzidzi zidakhala ngati kuti Mulungu akuyankha kudzera m'mapemphero a Ofesi. Kuwerenga koyamba kunachokera m'buku la Yesaya ndipo amatchedwa, "Kuyitana kwa mneneri Yesaya".

Aserafi anali pamwamba; aliyense wa iwo anali ndi mapiko asanu ndi limodzi: ndi awiri anaphimba nawo nkhope zawo, awiri anaphimba nawo mapazi awo, ndi awiriwo anakweza pamwamba. Woyera, Woyera, Woyera, Yehova wa makamu! analira wina ndi mnzake. ” (Yesaya 6: 2-3)

Ndinapitiliza kuwerenga momwe Seraphim adathawira kwa Yesaya, ndikumakhudza milomo yake ndikutulutsa, ndikuyeretsa pakamwa pake pantchito yomwe ikubwera. "Kodi nditumiza ndani? Ndani atipite ife?Yesaya anayankha,Ndili pano, nditumeni!”Apanso, zinali ngati kuti zomwe ndinkangokhalira kukambirana ndi munthu wina zikusindikizidwa. Kuwerengerako kunapitiliza kunena kuti Yesaya adzatumizidwa kwa anthu omwe amamvera koma osamvetsetsa, omwe amayang'ana koma samawona chilichonse. Lemba likuwoneka kuti limatanthawuza kuti anthu adzachiritsidwa akadzangomvera ndikuyang'ana. Koma liti, kapenamotalika bwanji?”Akufunsa motero Yesaya. Ndipo Yehova anayankha,Kufikira mizinda itakhala bwinja, yopanda wokhalamo, nyumba, yopanda munthu, ndipo dziko likhala bwinja.”Ndiko kuti, pamene anthu adzichepetsedwa, ndikugwetsedwa pansi.

Kuwerenga kwachiwiri kunali kochokera ku St. John Chrysostom, mawu omwe amawoneka ngati akuyankhulidwa mwachindunji kwa ine:

Inu ndinu mchere wa dziko lapansi. Sikuti chifukwa cha inu nokha, akutero, koma chifukwa cha dziko lapansi kuti mawu apatsidwa kwa inu. Sindikukutumizani m'mizinda iwiri yokha kapena khumi kapena makumi awiri, osati ku fuko limodzi, monga ndidatumizira aneneri akale, koma kudutsa nyanja ndi nyanja, kudziko lonse lapansi. Ndipo dziko lino lili mumkhalidwe womvetsa chisoni ... amafuna kwa amuna awa maubwino omwe ali othandiza makamaka makamaka ngati akufunikira kuthana ndi mavuto ambiri ... ayenera kukhala aphunzitsi osati a Palestina okha koma onse dziko. Musadabwe, ndiye akutero, kuti ndimalankhula nanu kupatula enawo ndikukuphatikizani ndi bizinesi yoopsa ... zomwe zikukwaniritsidwa m'manja mwanu, muyenera kukhala achangu kwambiri. Akakutukwanani ndi kukuzunzani komanso kukunenezani pa zoyipa zilizonse, akhoza kuchita mantha kuti abwere. Chifukwa chake akuti: "Pokhapokha mutakhala okonzeka kuchita izi, ndakusankhirani pachabe. Zotembereredwa zidzakhala gawo lako koma sizidzakupweteketsa iwe ndipo zidzakhala mboni zakukhazikika kwanu. Ngati, chifukwa cha mantha, mukulephera kuwonetsa mphamvu zomwe mukufuna kukwaniritsa, gawo lanu likhala loipitsitsa. ” — St. John Chrysostom, Malangizo a maola, Vol. IV, tsa. 120-122

Chiweruzo chomaliza chinandikhudza kwambiri, chifukwa usiku wapitawo, ndinali ndi nkhawa za mantha anga olalikira popeza ndilibe kolala wachipembedzo, mulibe digiri ya zaumulungu, komanso [ana eyiti] oti ndiwasamalire. Koma manthawa adayankhidwa Poyankha: "Mudzalandira mphamvu Mzimu Woyera atadza pa inu - ndipo mudzakhala mboni zanga kufikira malekezero adziko lapansi."

Pakadali pano, ndidadandaula ndi zomwe Ambuye amawoneka kuti akunena kwa ine: kuti ndimayitanidwa kuti ndikachite zamatsenga zaulosi. Kumbali imodzi, ndimaganiza kuti ndikunyada kuganiza choncho. Kumbali inayi, sindinathe kufotokoza zaulemerero zomwe zinali mkati mwanga.
Mutu wanga ukutembenuka ndi mtima wanga kuyaka, ndinapita kunyumba ndikutsegula Baibulo langa ndikuwerenga kuti:

Ndidzayima pamalo anga olondera, ndikuyimilira pa linga, ndikuyang'anira kuti ndione zomwe adzandiuze, ndi yankho lomwe adzandiyankhe. (Habibi 2: 1)

Izi ndizo zomwe Papa John Paul Wachiwiri adatifunsa ife achinyamata pamene tinasonkhana naye pa World Youth Day ku Toronto, Canada, mu 2002:

Mumtima wausiku titha kukhala amantha komanso osatetezeka, ndipo modikirira timadikirira kubwera kwa kuwala kwa m'bandakucha. Okondedwa achinyamata, zili kwa inu kukhala alonda a mmawa (cf. 21: 11-12) amene amalengeza za kubwera kwa dzuŵa amene ali Khristu Woukitsidwa! -Uthenga wa Atate Woyera kwa Achinyamata Padziko Lonse, XVII World Youth Day, n. 3

Achichepere adziwonetsa kuti ali ku Roma komanso ku mpingo mphatso yapadera ya Mzimu wa Mulungu ... sindinazengereze kuwafunsa kuti asankhe mwanjira yayikulu chikhulupiriro ndi moyo ndikuwapatsa ntchito yayikulu: kukhala "m'mawa" alonda ”kumayambiriro kwa zaka chikwi zatsopano. —POPA JOHN PAUL II, Novo Millenio Inuente, n. 9

Kuyitanidwa kuti "muyang'ane" kunabwerezedwa ndi Papa Benedict ku Australia pomwe adapempha achinyamata kuti akhale amithenga a nthawi yatsopano:

Kulimbikitsidwa ndi Mzimu, ndikukopa masomphenya olemera achikhulupiriro, m'badwo watsopano wa akhristu ukuitanidwa kuti athandizire kumanga dziko lapansi momwe mphatso ya Mulungu ya moyo imalandilidwa, kulemekezedwa ndi kusamalidwa - osakana, kuopedwa ngati chiwopsezo, ndikuwonongedwa. M'badwo watsopano momwe chikondi sichidyera kapena chodzikonda, koma choyera, chodalirika komanso mfulu yeniyeni, yotseguka kwa ena, yolemekeza ulemu wawo, chofunafuna zabwino zawo, chowala chisangalalo ndi kukongola. M'badwo watsopano womwe chiyembekezo chimatimasula ku kudzichepetsa, kusasamala, ndi kudzilimbitsa komwe kumapha miyoyo yathu ndikuwononga ubale wathu. Okondedwa achichepere, Ambuye akukufunsani kuti mukhale aneneri am'badwo watsopano uno ... —POPE BENEDICT XVI, Kwambiri, Tsiku la Achinyamata Padziko Lonse, Sydney, Australia, Julayi 20, 2008

Pomaliza, ndidakhala wofunitsitsa kutsegula Katekisimu - buku la masamba 904 - ndipo, posadziwa zomwe ndingapezeko, ndidatembenukira kwa izi:

M'misonkhano yawo "m'modzi m'modzi" ndi Mulungu, aneneriwo adapeza kuwala ndi mphamvu pantchito yawo. Pemphero lawo silithawa kudziko losakhulupirika, koma kutchera khutu ku Mawu a Mulungu. Nthawi zina pemphero lawo limakhala mkangano kapena dandaulo, koma nthawi zonse chimakhala kupembedzera komwe kumayembekezera ndikukonzekera kulowererapo kwa Mpulumutsi wa Mulungu, Mbuye wa mbiriyakale. -Katekisimu wa Katolika (CCC), 2584, pamutu pake: "Eliya ndi aneneri ndi kutembenuka mtima"

Zomwe ndalemba pamwambapa sikuti ndizinena kuti ndine mneneri. Ndine chabe woyimba, bambo, komanso wotsatira wa Mmisili wa ku Nazarete. Kapenanso monga wotsogolera mwauzimu wa zolembedwazo ananenera, ine ndimangokhala “mthenga wamng'ono wa Mulungu” Ndi mphamvu ya chochitika ichi pamaso pa Sacramenti Yodala, ndi zitsimikizo zomwe ndinalandira kudzera mu chitsogozo chauzimu, ndidayamba kulemba molingana ndi mawu omwe adayikidwa mumtima mwanga ndikukhazikika pazomwe ndimatha kuwona "linga".

Lamulo la Dona Wathu Wodala kwa St. Catherine Labouré mwina limafotokozera mwachidule zomwe ndakumana nazo:

Mudzawona zinthu zina; fotokozani zomwe mukuwona ndi kumva. Mudzalimbikitsidwa m'mapemphero anu; fotokozani zomwe ndikukuuzani komanso zomwe mudzamve m'mapemphero anu. — St. Catherine, Autograph, Pa 7 February, 1856, Dirvin, Saint Catherine Labouré, Zosungidwa Zakale za Daughters of Charity, Paris, France; p. 84

Aneneri, aneneri owona, omwe amaika miyoyo yawo pachiswe chifukwa cholengeza "chowonadi"
ngakhale zitakhala zovuta, ngakhale ngati "sizabwino kumvera" ...
“Mneneri wowona ndi amene amatha kulilira anthu
komanso kunena zinthu zamphamvu zikafunika. "
Mpingo ukusowa aneneri. Mitundu iyi ya aneneri.
“Ndinganene zambiri: Akufuna ife onse kukhala aneneri. "
-POPA FRANCIS, Homily, Santa Marta; Epulo 17th, 2018; Vatican Insider