Anthony Mullen (1956 - 2018)
Mushakabvu National Coordinator
yeInternational Movement yeMurazvo weRudo
yeMoyo Musingaenzaniswi waMaria
“SEI mungandibatsira here kuparadzira shoko raMai Vedu? ”
Ayo aive mamwe emazwi ekutanga Anthony ("Tony") Mullen akataura neni makore anopfuura masere apfuura. Ndakafunga kuti mubvunzo wake waive neushingi sezvo ndanga ndisati ndambonzwa nezve muoni weHungary Elizabeth Kindelmann. Zvakare, ini ndaigara ndichigamuchira zvikumbiro zvekusimudzira kumwe kuzvipira, kana kumwe kuoneka. Asi kunze kwekunge Mweya Mutsvene waisa pamoyo wangu, handaizonyora nezvazvo.
"Zvakaoma kuti nditsanangure," ndakapindura, "Unoona, izvi hazvisi my blog. NdeyaMai vedu. Ndini ndinongotakura chete. Handitombowana mukana wekutaura yangu pachake pfungwa ndoda kutaura zvinoda vamwe. Zvine musoro here izvi? ”
Mashoko angu aiita kunge achabhururuka pasi pe radar yaTony. "Ungangoverenga mameseji acho uye kundizivisa zvaunofunga?"
"Zvakanaka," ndakadaro, ndakatsamwa zvishoma. “Munganditumirawo bhuku racho here?”
Tony akadaro. Uye pandakaverenga meseji dzakatenderwa neChechi idzo Mai Vedu dzavakapa pamusoro pemakore makumi maviri kuna Kindelmann, ndakaziva pasekondi kuti vanozove chikamu Iro Zvino iShoko kuti Mweya Mutsvene arikutaura kuChechi panguva ino. Pane zvinyorwa zvinoverengeka pano, nekuda kwekushinga kwaTony, pachipo chinoshamisa che "Murazvo weRudo" urwo Denga riri kuwedzera kudururira vanhu, sekutanga kwe "Pentekosti nyowani" (ona semuenzaniso: Kuuya Kwemhedzisiro yenyasha uye Iko Kutendeuka uye Kukomborera).
Kubudikidza neMurazvo weRudo rweMhandara Yakaropafadzwa, kutenda kuchadzika midzi mumweya, uye kumeso kwepasi kuchavandudzwa, nekuti "hapana chinhu chakadai chakaitika kubvira Shoko razova Nyama. ” Kuvandudzwa kwepasi, kunyangwe kuzere nekutambudzika, kunouya nesimba rekureverera kweMhandara Yakaropafadzwa. -Iko Kwayedza yeRudo rweMwoyo isina Kufa yaMariya: Chinyorwa cheMweya (Kindle Edition, Nzvimbo. 2898-2899); yakatenderwa muna 2009 naCardinal Péter Erdö Cardinal, Primate naArchbishop. Tarira: Papa Francis akapa Vaapositori vake Kukomborera Pamurazvo weRudo rweiyo Isingaenzaniswi Mwoyo waMaria Movement muna Chikumi 19, 2013.
Iniwo ndaiziva kuti Tony aizove chikamu chehupenyu hwangu. Kwemwedzi uye makore ari kumberi, taipanana mafoni akawanda nemaemail, kutaura pamwe chete kumisangano, nekuronga mazano ekuti tinganyatsobatsira sei Ishe naMai vedu.
Kufona kwega kwega kana meseji yezwi kubva kuna Tony yakatanga nenzira imwecheteyo: “Ngaarumbidzwe Jesu Kristu, uye akaropafadzwa iwo Murazvo weRudo rweMweya Wakachena waMaria. Ameni? ”
“Ameni.”
“Ipapo ngatitangei nemunamato…” Tony aida kuti mazwi ese nezviito zviitwe nekuvapo kwaJesu, pamwe naAmai Vedu vekudenga.
Ini ndiri muzambiringa, imi muri matavi. Anogara mandiri, neni maari, achabereka zvibereko zvakawanda, nekuti kunze kwangu hamugoni kuita chinhu. (Johani 15: 5)
Pese pandaitaura naTony parunhare kana pachangu, tingave tichifamba kana kutyaira, aigara achifunga nezveHumambo hwaMwari. Paisawanzova nechitchat isina basa, uye aisambogona kutaura nezvake-kunze kwemhuri yake nemukadzi wake, waaida zvikuru uye waakarasikirwa mushure mekufa kwake kusingatarisirwe makore mashanu apfuura.
Rimwe zuva pataigadzirira kutaura kumusangano, ndakapinda mumba yekutandarira neSvondo masikati, uye TV yakanga yasiiwa nemumwe wevana vake. Waive mutambo wenhabvu.
"Unoona bhora, Tony?"
“Handina basa nazvo. Asi ini handizvitarise nemusi weSvondo, kwete pazuva raIshe. ” Ndiwo chete murume murume Tony aive, akabatikana kwazvo nekushandira Jesu munzira ipi neipi yaaigona uye nekutendeka nepese paigona napo - nekubatsira vamwe kuti vaitewo saizvozvo. Kunyangwe ari pabasa rake rekunyika akazove mumwe wevanyanzvi vepamusoro mukusimudzira mapurojekiti epamoyo, zvaive pachena kuti Tony aive asiri wekuvaka humambo hwake, asi hwaKristu.
Mazuva akati wandei apfuura, ndakapedza kutumira yangu kunyora paFacebook uye zvakaitika kuona kutepfenyurwa kwepamoyo kwaTony achipa hurukuro. Ndakagadzirira kwekanguva-kekupedzisira kunzwa izwi rake. Akanga achitaura nezvechivi chekubata, uye kangani isu tinokanganisa ne "vadiki". Akanga achinyorovera asi neushingi achidana vateereri vake kutendeuka kwechokwadi. Ndakasekerera ndega ndichifunga manzwiro aiita saJohane Mubhapatidzi, uye nemabatiro akaita Tony nguva dzose nezvekurarama Evhangeri kubva pakutendeuka kwake — zvine mutsindo nekuita chaizvo zvinokumbirwa neDenga. Asi "radical" ndizvo zvatiri isu tese kuva.
Ida Ishe Mwari wako na zvose mwoyo wako, ne zvose mweya wako, ne zvose pfungwa dzako, uye ne zvose simba rako. (Mako 12:30)
Rimwe zuva, Tony akati kwandiri zvakare, "Ungandibatsira sei kuparadzira shoko raMukadzi Wedu?" Ndakamutsanangurira kuti ndinoita nenzira yangu, uyezve, kuti webhusaiti yangu yanga isiri yangu; uye kuti kana Mai Vedu vaida kuti ndiite 
kusimudzira zvinopfuura izvo, hazvo, iye anongofanira kutaura naye. Takaseka. Asi ipapo pfungwa yakauya kwandiri: “Tony, wadii wangotanga yako pachake blog? Hazvina kuoma kudaro. ” Ndakamunongedzera munzira kwayo, achibva aenda. Mushonga Woumwari inhaka yepamhepo yaTony yepfungwa dzekukurumidzira dzaive dzichipisa mumoyo make: mabatsira sei vamwe kukura mukubatana naMwari na vachipindura kumashoko eDenga.
Uye vashoma vanoziva kuti Tony akabatsira kugadzirisa Kukunda kweUmambo hwaMwari muMireniyamu uye Nguva Yekupedzisira naFr. Joseph Iannuzzi - bhuku rave rakakosha mukuwanazve kunzwisiswa kwakakodzera kweChitsauko cheMakumi maviri cheBhuku raZvakazarurwa, uye "nguva yerunyararo" iri kuuya.
Muhurukuro dzangu dzeveruzhinji, ndinowanzo taura kuvanhu kuti Amai vaMwari havasi kuoneka pasi pano kuzonwa tii nevana vavo. Ini ndinofunga vashoma vakatora mameseji emaMarian ekuonekwa kwemazana maviri emakore apfuura zvakanyanya kupfuura Tony. “Tinofanira kurega kutaura nezvazvo uye nekungoti do zvaari kutiudza, ”aiwanzodaro. Wakave iwo musoro wenyaya dzekukurukurirana kwedu kwakawanda. Akanyatsoona kuti mazwi aMai Vedu aive "mushonga woumwari" kune ino inowedzera nguva yerima. Akange achitipa nzira yekudzokera kuna Jesu, nzira yerunyararo… uye isu tanga tichinyatsozviteerera.
Asi kwete Tony. Akararama zvaaiparidza. Aitsanya katatu pavhiki uye kazhinji aimuka usiku kuti anamate. Pese pataive pamwe chete, tainamata kana kushanda pa "basa raIshe." Kushingairira kwaAnthony kwakava kwandiri uye nevamwe vazhinji mwenje unokatyamadza umo kushaikwa kwedu nekugutsikana zvakaratidzwa. Zvakare, mumwe aigona kuona achigadzira maari mazwi eEvhangeri:
Kana paine munhu anoda kunditevera, anofanira kuzviramba uye atore muchinjikwa wake zuva nezuva anditevere. Nekuti ani nani unoda kuponesa upenyu hwake, ucharasikirwa nahwo; asi ani nani unorasikirwa neupenyu hwake nekuda kwangu, iye uchahuponesa. (Ruka 9: 23-24)
Tony aive kurasikirwa hupenyu hwake nekuda kwaJesu; rwendo rwake, iwe ungati, rwaive muchinjikwa. Asi musi waMarch 10, 2018, iye akaponeswa it. Mangwanani iwayo, Tony akafonera mwanakomana wake ndokuti, “Fonera 911… ndinofunga ndiri kurwara nemoyo.” Vakamuwana akarara pasi, maoko ake akatambanuka akavhurika sekunge akatambanudzwa pamuchinjikwa - mucherechedzo, izvozvi, wekuti hama iyi munaKristu yairarama sei hupenyu hwayo pakati pedu: kusiyirwa Kuda kwaMwari.
Ini ndanga ndakagara mukamuri yehotera ndichiverenga email kubva kuna Daniel O'Connor uyo aibvunza kana ndanga ndanzwa nezvekupfuura kwaTony. Handina kukwanisa kutenda zvandaiverenga. Ini naDaniel, Tony neni tanga tangotaura pamusangano weKuda kwaMwari mwedzi mishoma yapfuura. Ipapo ndakatambira izwi izwi kubva kuna mukuwasha waTony uyo akafona kuzotaura nhau dzinoshungurudza.
Maawa mashoma asati afa, Tony akange anditumira email ichitora dhayari raSt. Faustina:
Kushuvira Kudururwa kweMweya Mutsvene Kuti Vese Vazive Kristu…
"Nekusuwa kukuru, ndakamirira kuuya kwaIshe. Zvikuru zvishuwo zvangu. Ndinoshuvira kuti vanhu vese vasvike pakuziva Ishe. Ndinoda kugadzirira Marudzi Ose pakuuya kweIzwi Rakaita Munyama. O Jesu, ita kuti Tsime reNgoni Yako ribude zvakanyanya, nekuti vanhu vari kurwara zvakanyanya uye nekudaro vane rudo rukuru kupfuura nakare kose. ” [Dhayari,n. 793]
Mukati uye neMweya Mutsvene chete ndimo munogona kuti vanhu vatendeuke ndokuti… “Jesu ndiIshe”… uye takapihwa munamato wekuzadzisa chishuwo chaSt Faustina naMai vedu kuAmsterdam kuna Ida Peerdeman, chinotenderwa neChechi: “Ishe Jesu Kristu, Mwanakomana waBaba, tumira mweya wako pamusoro penyika. Regai Mweya Mutsvene ugare mumoyo yeNyika Dzese, kuti vachengetedzwe kubva mukuora, njodzi nehondo. Dai Mai veMarudzi Ose, Mhandara Yakaropafadzwa Maria, ave Murevereri wedu, Ameni! ”
Zuva iro, Ishe vakauya kune hama yedu. Inzwi raTony parizvino riri kubatana nemamirioni mudenga ari kuchema achiti: Jesu ndiye Ishe!
Usiku hwekupedzisira mushure mezuva rakaoma rekuchema kurasikirwa neshamwari yangu inodiwa, ndakagara pamubhedha wangu ndokutarisa pasi pabhuku rimwe chete patafura yangu yehusiku. Echoes ehurukuro yakadzoka kubva makore akati wandei apfuura…
“Wati wambonzwa nezvebhuku here Kushamwaridzana naMwari?”Tony akabvunza.
"Kwete, handina."
"Unofanira kuchiwana, Mark," akadaro. Ndakaenda online, uye kopi chete yandaigona kuwana panguva iyoyo yaive inodarika zana remadhora.
"Handikwanise, Tony."
"Hapana dambudziko. Ndichakutumirai imwe chete. ”
Ndiwo waingova moyo moyo waive naTony. Muchokwadi, zuva raakashaika, aive achizopinda mu "Horo yeMukurumbira" yechimwe chikoro chesekondari nekuda kwezvaakaita mabasa erudo. Izvo hazvina kundishamisa. Rupo rwaTony kwandiri nevamwe rwunozivikanwa nevakawanda muMuviri waKristu. Akapa, akapa, uye akawedzera zvimwe….
Ndakatura mafemo, ndokuisimudza Kushamwaridzana kwaMwari kubva panzvimbo yangu yeusiku, uye nakavhurika kuti iverenge kubva kuPendekosti Svondo.
O Mweya Mutsvene, rudo rwakadzama rwaBaba neMwanakomana, Rudo rusina kusikwa ruchigara mumweya wevakarurama, burukai muuye kwandiri sePentekosti nyowani uye mundiunzire zvakawanda zvezvipo zveNyu, zvezvibereko Zvenyu, uye zveNyasha dzenyu; sununguka wega kwandiri seanotapira Muroora wemweya wangu.
Ndinozvitsvenesa chose kwamuri; ndipinde, nditore, unditorese zvakakwana. Iva mwenje unopinda unovhenekera njere dzangu, kufamba kwakapfava kunokwezva uye kunongedza kuda kwangu, iro simba rinoshamisa rinopa simba kumuviri wangu. Pedzisa mandiri Basa rako rekutsvenesa uye rudo. Ndiitei akachena, akajeka, akareruka, echokwadi, akasununguka, ane rugare, akapfava, akadzikama, akanyarara kunyangwe mukutambura, uye achipisa nerudo kuna Mwari nemuvakidzani.
Kuzvikwidziridza munzvimbo dzakakwirira uye murazvo unopisa moto, tungidza mandiri moto werudo rwenyu nemurazvo werudo rwekusingaperi.
Tony akange averenge bhuku iro kakawanda uye akanamata iye ega mazwi. Vashoma vanogona kutaura kuti vairarama zvakare.
Hama, iwe zvino wave murazvo wekusingaperi weMweya Wakachena waMaria, apo iwe unopisa zvakajeka mukati Memoyo waKristu. Tinyengetererei.
Semhuri yakaungana kumba kwaTony mushure mekufa kwake, vakawana rakareba rehuni. Mukati, paive ichi chifananidzo cheMai Vedu icho Tony aive atumidzira Ndinoyeuka achindiudza kufara kwaakaita nezvazvo.
Sekuziva kwangu, haana kumbozviona.
Haachafaniri kudaro.
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Ndine shungu kwazvo kuti handikwanise kubva kuCanada kuenda kuPhiladelphia pamariro. Ini ndichave nemi mose mumweya varipo, kunyanya vana vake vana avo izvozvi, sevakuru vechidiki, vanozviwana vava nherera. Dai rudo runononoka uye kupupura kwevabereki vavo kungave sosi yenyaradzo. Uye dai iwo Murazvo weRudo uve kunyaradzwa kwavo uye kupora mumwedzi nemakore ari mberi.
Ruzivo rwaTony uye zvemariro zviri pazasi. Ingotinya pikicha.
Mukurangarira hama yedu, shamwari, uye baba…
