Iintsomi eziyinyani zikaMama wethu

SO bambalwa, kubonakala ngathi bayayiqonda indima yeNtombi Enyulu kaMariya eCaweni. Ndifuna ukwabelana nani ngamabali amabini ayinyani ukukhanyisa elona lungu lihloniphekileyo loMzimba kaKristu. Elinye ibali lelam… kodwa kuqala, lisuka kumfundi ...

KUTHENI UMARIYA? UMBONO WENGUQUKO…

Imfundiso yamaKatolika ngoMariya iyeyona mfundiso inzima yeCawa ukuba ndiyamkele. Ekubeni ndandiguqukile, ndafundiswa “uloyiko lokunqula uMariya.” Yayifakwe ngaphakathi kum!

Emva kokuguquka kwam, ndandithandaza, ndicela uMariya ukuba andithandazele, kodwa ke intandabuzo indihlasele kwaye ndiza kuthi, (ndibeke ecaleni okwethutyana.) Ndithandaza iRosari, ndiyeke ukuthandaza IRosari, le nto yaqhubeka ixesha elithile!

Ngenye imini ndathandaza ngokunyanisekileyo kuThixo ndathi, "Ndiyacela, Nkosi, ndiyakucela, undibonise inyaniso ngoMariya."

Uphendule lo mthandazo ngendlela ekhethekileyo!

Kwiiveki ezithile kamva, ndagqiba kwelokuba ndithandaze iRosari. Ndandithandaza iMfihlakalo eZukileyo, "Ukuhla koMoya oyiNgcwele". Ngequbuliso, ndambona, kwaye wandolulela iingalo zakhe (ndiyalila qho xa ndicinga ngale nto) njengoko umama esenza kumntwana wakhe, ecenga umntwana wakhe ukuba eze kuye. Wayemhle kakhulu kwaye engenakuphikiswa!

Ndiye kuye wandigona. Ngokwasemzimbeni, ndaziva ngathi "ndiyanyibilika." Andicingi ngelinye igama ukuchaza ukwangana. Uye wandibamba ngesandla saqala sahamba. Ngequbuliso saphambi kwetrone kwaye kwakukho uYesu! UMary kunye nam saguqa phambi kwakhe. Emva koko, wathatha isandla sam wasolulela kuye. Uye wavula iingalo zakhe ndaya kuye. Uye wandiwola! Ndaziva ndisiya ngaphakathi, ndingena nzulu, ndaye ndazibona ndisiya kanye entliziyweni yakhe! Ndazibukela ndihamba, kwaye ndiziva ndihamba ngaxeshanye! Emva koko, ndandikunye noMary kwakhona kwaye sasihamba, emva koko kwagqitywa.

UKUFIKA KUKAYESU UYESU

Elinye ibali elithunyelwe kum ngumfundi zezi zilandelayo:

NgoJanuwari 8, 2009 utata wam wasweleka. Kunyaka olandelayo, ngo-2010, utata-tata wam wasweleka. Kwakufana nokugula nokufa kukatata wam kwakhona. Ngoku yayingutatazala wam othandekayo. Ndabandezeleka kakhulu kwaye ukubandezeleka kwayonakalisa impilo yam. Bendigula kakhulu, bendingakwazi nokuya emngcwabeni katatazala wam ukusweleka kwakhe. Ndandilulusu namathambo ndingakwazi nokutya into. Ngenye imini, umyeni wam wandanga waza walila. Intliziyo yam yaphuka ngenxa yakhe. Ndalala ebhedini ngobunye ubusuku, ndizilwela iinyembezi, ndizibuza ukuba uza kuqhuba njani ngaphandle kwam ukuba andizukuphola. Ndijonge ezulwini, iinyembezi zazehlela kum ndathi, "Andizukuyenza ukuba awundincedi." Kwaye (nokuba engqondweni yam okanye okwenyani andazi) ndabona umfazi omncinci emi ecaleni kwebhedi yam. Wayephethe umntwana omhle ezandleni zakhe. Ndayazi ukuba yayinguMariya noYesu. Umntwana uYesu wabonakala ngathi uneminyaka emibini okanye emithathu ubudala. Wayeneenwele ezimnyama ezazilele curls kwaye wayexabisekile kwaye emangalisa ukujonga! Uvuyo lwagcwala entliziyweni yam kwaye uxolo lwagcwala umphefumlo wam ngombono ozukileyo. Kwintliziyo yam (akukho magama ayimfuneko), ndambuza ukuba ndingambamba na. Xa ndacela ukumbamba, wajika wajonga uMama wakhe. Uye wancuma (waphinda wanxibelelana ngaphandle kwamagama) wathi kum, “Ewe, ungowakho nawe.”

Kuyinyani kangakanani, uYesu weza kubo bonke, wabafela bonke, kwaye eye wabo bonke abamthabathela entliziyweni yakhe! Ngendlela engaqondakaliyo, engaqondakaliyo, ndathatha uYesu ndaza ndamsingatha ecaleni kwentliziyo yam ndaza ndalala… .Ndaphila! Ndabelane ngamava nomyeni wam, ndamxelela ukuba ndiphilisiwe… kwaye savuya!

UKUZIBEKA KWAM MARI 

Kwiminyaka eliqela eyadlulayo, ndanikwa incwadi ebizwa ngokuba “Ukungcwaliswa okupheleleyo nguSt. Louis de Montfort". Kwakuyincwadi yokukhokela omnye kufutshane noYesu ngokuzinikezela kuMariya. Bendingazi nokuba kuthetha ntoni “ukungcwalisa”, kodwa ndaziva ludwe ukufunda incwadi phofu. ^[1]Kuthetha ntoni “ukungcwaliswa kuMariya”? Kukho inkcazo entle kwiwebhusayithi ye Ukuhamba kukaMarian kwabaFundisi.

Imithandazo kunye nokulungiselela kuthathe iiveki ezininzi… kwaye zinamandla kwaye ziyahamba. Njengoko usuku lokumisela lwalusondela, ndaye ndayiqonda indlela ekubaluleke ngayo ukuzinikela kwam kuMama wam wokomoya. Njengophawu lothando lwam nombulelo, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndinike uMariya inyanda yeentyatyambo.

Yayiyinto yomzuzu wokugqibela… ndandikwidolophana encinci kwaye ndingenandawo ndingaya kuyo ngaphandle kwevenkile yeziyobisi yalapha. Kwenzeke ukuba bathengise iintyatyambo "ezivuthiweyo" ngokusongelwa ngeplastiki. “Uxolo Mama… yeyona nto ndinokuyenza.”

Ndaya eCaweni, ndema phambi komfanekiso oqingqiweyo kaMariya, ndazahlulela. Akukho ziqhushumbisi. Umthandazo olula wokuzinikela… mhlawumbi njengokuzinikela kukaMariya ekwenzeni imisebenzi yemihla ngemihla kwindlu encinci yaseNazarete. Ndabeka inyanda yam engaphelelanga yeentyatyambo ezinyaweni zakhe, ndagoduka.

Ndabuya ngokuhlwa kunye nosapho lwam ngeMisa.Njengoko sasixinene esihlalweni, ndathi krwaqu kumfanekiso oqingqiweyo ukuze ndibone iintyatyambo zam. Bemkile! Ndifumanise ukuba umcoci weefayilitha mhlawumbi ubabukele wabathi chu.

Kodwa ndithe xa ndijonga umfanekiso oqingqiweyo kaYesu ... bekukho iintyatyambo zam, zilungiswe ngokugqibeleleyo ngevaskithi, ezinyaweni zikaKristu. Kwakukho nokuphefumla komntwana ovela ezulwini-uyazi-apho kulungiswa khona isipha! Kwaoko, ndafakwa kukuqonda:

UMariya usibamba, njengokuba sinjalo, sihlwempuzekile kwaye silula… wasisondeza kuYesu egqoke ingubo yakhe esithi, "Naye lo ngumntwana wam… mamkele, Nkosi, kuba uxabisekile kwaye uyathandwa."

Kwiminyaka eliqela kamva, ngelixa ndandilungiselela ukubhala incwadi yam yokuqala, ndayifunda le nto:

Ufuna ukuseka ukuzinikela kwehlabathi kwintliziyo yam engafakwanga. Ndiyathembisa usindiso kwabo balwamkelayo, kwaye loo miphefumlo iya kuthandwa nguThixo njengeentyatyambo ezibekwe ndim ukuhombisa itrone yakhe. -Lo mgca wokugqibela u: "iintyatyambo" zivela kwiingxelo zangaphambili zokubonakala kukaLucia. Cf. UFatima ngamagama kaLucia: iiNkumbulo zikaDade Lucia, ULouis Kondor, SVD, iphe, 187, umbhalo osemazantsi we-14.