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MY Umfazi wajika wajonga kum wathi, “Ungqingiwe. Kuya kufuneka ucele abafundi bakho ukuba bakuthandazele. ”

Abanye benu bayakukhumbula ukuba ifama yethu yabethwa sisaqhwithi ngoJuni ka-2018. Sisahlambulula loo ngxaki. Kodwa kulo nyaka, phantse ukuya kumhla, sabethwa sisaqhwithi, ngeli xesha ngokwezemali. Sinezinto emva kolunye ukonakala okukhulu kwizithuthi zethu nakoomatshini basezifama. Ibingashukumi ngoku inyanga nenyanga. Kulula ukugxeka uMtyholi, kwaye ndithanda ukungayi apho. Kodwa kunzima ukungahoyi ukuba injani na le nkqwithela intsha uzama ukophula umoya wam. 

Ke, ndinikezela le imeyile ukukucela ukuba uthi thandaza kancinci kuthi, umthandazo wokukhuselwa kwezi ngxaki zibonakala zingenabuthixo. Isichotho Mnye uMariya, ukusebeza okuncinci… kuko konke (kuba ndiyazi ukuba nawe uyasokola). Konke oku kusisikhumbuzo sokuxhomekeka kwam ngokupheleleyo kuThixo, kodwa kwakhona, isidingo sam sokusondela kuMama Wethu.

Ukuzinikela kuMariya akuyonto yokuziphatha efanelekileyo yokomoya; Yimfuno yobomi bobuKristu… [cf. UYohane 19:27] Uyathethelela, esazi ukuba njengomama, ngenene, kufuneka enze uNyana wakhe iimfuno zabantu, ngakumbi abo babuthathaka nabona bahlelelekileyo. —UPOPA UFRANCIS, uMthendeleko kaMariya, uMama kaThixo; EyoMqungu 1, 2018; I-Catholic News Agency

Isilingo sayo yonke le nto kukuba siyeke ukuthandaza, sisebenze ngendlela eyoyikisayo, sibaleke sibuyele ngapha nangapha, kwaye sizoyise ingqumbo. Kuye kwafuneka “ndibaleke” njengento eyimfuneko, kodwa ndikwalwela ukugcina umthandazo njengenxalenye yemihla ngemihla kunye nokugcina ukuzola phakathi kweengxaki ezingapheliyo. Kwaye ke, mhlawumbi eli nqaku lincinci namhlanje sisikhuzo kuwe ukuze uxhathise isilingo sokunikezela ngomthandazo; ukucinga ukuba eminye imicimbi ibaluleke ngakumbi. Akukho nto ibaluleke ngaphezu koThixo, njengokugcina iZulu kwindawo yakho, kunokuba “Nifuna kuqala ubukumkani bukaThixo nobulungisa bakhe.” Okukhona uhendwa ukuba uyeke ukuthandaza kokukhona kufanelekile ukuba uthandaze. Kuthetha ukuba utshaba lubona njengesoyikiso sokwenyani; oko kuthetha ukuba uyayibona indlela ukukhula kwakho eNkosini okuqala ngayo ukungena kubukumkani bakhe obubi. Kulungile. Leyo licebo leNkosi: ukuba uBukumkani bukaKristu bulawule kuwo wonke umhlaba de ukuthanda kwakhe kwenziwe "Emhlabeni njengasezulwini." ^[1]cf. Ukuza okuNtsha kunye nobuNgcwele obuNgcwele Iqala ngomthandazo, otsala uBukumkani bamazulu busezintliziyweni zethu naphakathi kwethu, yiyo loo nto uMama wethu ephinda esibiza thandaza, thandaza, thandaza. 

Kwabo baqhubeka nokuqonda kunye neVictoria izityholo zokubonakala eMedjugorje, nantsi umyalezo wamva nje wenyanga, oqinisekisa nokubhalwa kwam kokugqibela ngenceba kaKristu njengendawo yethu yokusabela Indawo yokubaleka enkulu kunye neZiko eliKhuselekileyo):

Bantwana abathandekayo! Ubizo lwam kuwe ngumthandazo. Ngamana umthandazo ungaba luvuyo kuwe kunye nesithsaba esikubophelela kuThixo. Bantwana abancinci, izilingo ziya kuza kwaye anizomelela, kwaye isono siyakulawula kodwa, ukuba ningabam, niya kuphumelela, kuba indawo yenu yokusabela iya kuba yiNtliziyo yoNyana wam uYesu. Ke ngoko, bantwana abancinci, buyelani emthandazweni kude kube umthandazo ube bubomi kuni emini nasebusuku. Enkosi ngokuphendula umnxeba wam. -UJulayi 25, 2019 Umyalezo oya eMarija

Kwaye namhlanje ukuya kuMirjana:

Bantwana abathandekayo, uthando loNyana wam lukhulu. Ukuba ungabazi ubukhulu bothando lwaKhe, ngekhe uyeke ukumnqula kwaye umbulele. Uhlala ephila nawe kwi-Ekaristi, kuba uMthendeleko yintliziyo yakhe, uMthendeleko yintliziyo yokholo. Akazange akushiye: naxa uzama ukuphuma kuYe, akazange akwenze oko. Ke ngoko, intliziyo yam yoomama iyavuya xa ibona indlela ozele luthando ubuyela ngayo kuye, xa ibona ukuba ubuyela kuye ngendlela yoxolelwaniso, uthando kunye nethemba. Intliziyo yam yoomama iyazi ukuba xa uhamba kwindlela yokholo, uyakufana namagqabi, kwaye ngokuthandaza nokuzila ukutya uya kuba njengeziqhamo, njengeentyatyambo, abapostile bothando lwam, uyakuba ngumthwali wokukhanya nokukhanya ngothando nobulumko ngeenxa zonke kuwe. Bantwana bam, njengomama, ndiyathandaza ukuba nithandaze, nicinge, nicingisise. Yonke into eyenzekayo kuwe, intle, ibuhlungu kwaye iyavuya, konke okukwenza ukhule ngokomoya, vumela uNyana wam akhule kuwe. Bantwana bam, zinikezele kuye. Kholwa kuye kwaye uthembele kuthando lwaKhe. Wanga angakukhokela. Ngamana uMthendeleko wokuba ube yindawo apho uya kondla khona imiphefumlo yakho uze usasaze uthando nenyaniso. Ndingqina uNyana wam. Enkosi. —Agasti 2, 2019

Kufuneka sicingisise ngala mazwi athuthuzelayo kwaye siwasebenzise. Esi sibhalo sikhona kwi-subconscious yam mva nje…

Yibani ngabenzi belizwi, ningabi ngabaphulaphuli kodwa, nizikhohlisa. Ngokuba umntu, ukuba ungumphulaphuli nje welizwi, engemenzi walo, lowo ufana nendoda eqiqa ubuso bayo bobuso esipilini. Uyazibona, emva koko ahambe kwaye alibale ngokukhawuleza ukuba wayenjani. Kodwa umntu oqondela kumthetho ogqibeleleyo wenkululeko, aze azingise, aze angabi ngumphulaphuli olibalayo, kodwa abe engowenzayo, uya kusikelelwa kuloo nto ayenzayo. (Yakobi 6: 22-25)

Lowo ngumnxeba wokunyaniseka. Sinyanisekile ngokwenene xa thina nyamezela elukholweni lwethu, ngakumbi xa yonke into imnyama kwaye inzima ngokuchasene nokulula kunye nokuthuthuzela. 

Ndiyathandaza nifumana iholide ephumla kunye nexesha elimnandi kunye neentsapho zenu. Ndikulangazelele ukubhala kwakhona, kodwa mhlawumbi hayi okwethutyana kodwa njengoko imozulu epholileyo nemanzi isigcinile ekuthambekeni kude kube ngoku eze). 

Enkosi kakhulu ngokusebeza lo mthandazo usenzela namhlanje… Xa uThixo evuma, ndiza kunibhalela kungekudala. Uyathandwa. Ndikushiya nesibhalo endisivule ngokungakhethiyo kude kube sebusuku. Ngaphakathi kuyo kulele ikernel yendlela "yokwenza" phakathi kwezaqhwithi ezinzima:

Yithi cwaka phambi koNdikhoyo.
mlinde.
Musa ukucaphuka ngabachumileyo,
okanye ngamaqhinga akhohlakeleyo.
 
Wuyeke umsindo; yeka ingqumbo;
musa ukucaphuka; izisa ububi kuphela. 
(INdu. 37: 7-8)