Yiza!

IT Kucacile ukuba abaninzi banamava anamandla ngexesha le Ukudibana noYesu Iziganeko esizinika kutyelelo lwethu eMelika.

Nabu obo bungqina buvela kumntu “otsalwe” kumsitho waseOhio kule veki…

Bendothukile phezolo… bendingakwazi ukuthetha. Makhe ndikuxelele ukuba kutheni.

Izolo ekuseni bendisemsebenzini, njengesiqhelo. Ukwenza izinto ezifanayo zesiqhelo. Kodwa ndeva ubizo olunamandla olumangalisayo lweNkosi ukuba ndiye kuthandaza ebandleni. Kuthe kwasa ndaqalisa ukuva ilizwi elivakalayo.

Yiza. Yiza ukudibana nam kwiSigramente Esikelelweyo.

Kuthe xa kufika ixesha lesidlo sasemini ndaya ecaweni. Ndathi ndakuguqa, waphinda uYehova wathetha kum.

Yiza.

Kwaye ngoko nangoko, kwafika imifanekiso engqondweni yam. Umfanekiso wakho kunye noLea, i-monstrance eneSikelelo esisikelelekileyo eveziweyo, kunye nokukhanya okubomvu nokumhlophe okuphuma kuyo… imoto eluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka iqhuba kwisiphango… kwaye Waphinda wathi:

Yiza. Ntombi yam Mercy, yiza ungoyiki.

Ndiye ndabuyela emsebenzini ndajonga iwebhusayithi yakho, kuba kudala ndingekho kwi-Intanethi. Kwaye umbhalo wokuqala endawubonayo wawu "Ithemba lokugqibela losindiso" eyayithetha ngeCawe yeNceba kaThixo… kwaye yandenza ndacinga ngemonstrance “endiyibonile” kunye nokukhanya okubomvu nokumhlophe okuphuma kuyo. Ndithe xa ndisehla ndabona ukubhala kwakho "Isaqhwithi esigqibeleleyo" kunye namagama ambalwa okuqala: "UMark kunye nosapho lwakhe bangene eUnited States .... Jonga iShedyuli yakhe yoBulungiseleli” Ndaze ndazicingela “Akukho ndlela yokuba angasondela kum…” Kodwa ndicofe kuyo ndabona umhla woku-1 kuAprili–eOhio…. Ndaye ndahleka kakhulu. UThixo unoburharha obumangalisayo.

Ibiyiyure ezine ngemoto ukusuka ekhaya, kodwa ibiyeyona ikufutshane ubusiza apho ndihlala khona… Ndaqala ke ukuzithethelela. Ndandingakwazi ukuphumla imini yonke. Kuninzi kakhulu ukwenza. Babeza kuthini abantwana bam xa ndingekho? Kwaye ndandingenayo imoto. Eyam ibisevenkileni ilungiswa.

Kwaye akukho kudlala - kwimizuzu emibini elandelayo - umphathi wam wathi kum, "Uza kulisebenzisa nini ixesha lakho leholide?" Umyeni wam wafowuna wathi “Ungathanda njani ukuba nexesha wedwa ngokuhlwanje… ndiza kubukela abantwana,” Waze umlungisi wam wehlisa imoto erentwayo, eyam yayiza kuthatha ixesha elongezelelweyo. Qikelela ukuba yayinombala onjani imoto? Ewe, blue. Iimpawu bezingenakucaca ngaphezu kokuba bezineon kwaye zidanyazayo! Ndandisazi ukuba mandiye eWintersville.

Ndahamba ke. Kuhambo lweeyure ezine ukuya eWintersville, ndadibana “neqela eliphikisayo.” Umoya, izaqhwithi zemvula, iingcinga ezimbi, kunye noloyiko olukhulu… Kwaye kanye ngaphambi kokuba ndifike, ilanga latyhutyha amafu okomzuzwana nje, kwaye iNkosi yabethelela entliziyweni yam:

Mxelele ukuba alungiselele ukuthululwa okukhulu koMoya oyiNgcwele…

Bendifuna ukunixelela zonke izinto ezimangalisayo ezindizise apho, nokuba ndingubani, nomyalezo iNkosi ibifuna ndininike wona… Kodwa ke ndadibana noYesu. Andizange ndibe namava anamandla kangaka obukho bukaThixo. Yaye yandishiya ndiphefumla. Ayikho enye into eyayibalulekile. Ndabona uYesu.

Umbonile nawe?

Kwileta yesibini, uphendule umbuzo wam malunga nokuba uthetha ukuthini:

Lo mzuzu ndingena emnyango phezolo, ndeva umbane ubaleka emzimbeni wam… Ndandingazange ndive loo nto ngaphambili, kodwa ndandisazi ukuba nguThixo. Yaqhubeka ngokucula nokushumayela kwakho… wade wathi “Musa ukoyika” ngelizwi likaBawo wethu Oyingcwele othandekayo. Emva koko imvakalelo yombane yaphela… kwaye endaweni yoko ndaziva ngathi inqanawa izaliswe ngamanzi. Intsuba yewayini enewayini entsha. Kwaye ndaziva ndihluthi endaweni yokuba ndingenanto. Ukuphuphumala endaweni yequla elomileyo. Kwaye uxolo… uxolo olunjalo.

Kwaye ke ngexesha lokunqula… uYesu. Xa wawusimema ukuba siguqe phambi Kwakhe, ndandifuna ukubaleka ndiwe ezinyaweni zakhe. Kodwa ndandingakwazi nokuhamba ndithe xa ndiguqa kwavela uxinezeleko olunje ngentloko entloko, lwandibamba apho. Kwaye bendinokumjonga kuphela. Ndathi ndisajonge kwiSakramente eNgcwele, ngequbuliso, nanko uYesu emi emva kwesibingelelo. Wema apho ephakamise iingalo zombini, kwaye umbindi we-monstrance, uMthendeleko oSikelelweyo, wawuphambi kwaKhe, apho yayiya kuba khona intliziyo Yakhe. Izibane ezibomvu neziluhlaza ezazisemva Kwakhe zabonakala ziphuma kuYe, kwaye entliziyweni Yakhe… kwaye zachukumisa wonke umntu… kwaye wayejonge ngqo emehlweni am. Waze wasisikelela, wancuma oku kotata encumela umntwana wakhe omncinci xa embona esenza into enobubele nothando…. njengekratshi nothando nolangazelelo zonke zixubene. Kwaye ke Wayemkile, umnyama waba sisithunzi.

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