Belle
UYE ihashe lam. Uyathandeka. Uzama nzima ukukholisa, ukwenza into elungileyo ... kodwa uBhele woyika ngayo yonke into. Ewe, loo nto yenza ukuba sibabini.
Uyabona, phantse kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu eyadlulayo, udade wethu ekuphela kwakhe wasweleka kwingozi yemoto. Ukusukela ngala mhla, ndaqala ukoyika yonke into: ndisoyika ukuphulukana nabo ndibathandayo, ndisoyika ukusilela, ndisoyika ukuba andimkholisi uThixo, kwaye uluhlu luyaqhubeka. Kule minyaka idlulileyo, olo loyiko luye lwaqhubeka ukuvela ngeendlela ezininzi… ndisoyika ukuphulukana neqabane lam, ndisoyika ukuba abantwana bam bangonzakala, boyike ukuba abo basondele kum abandithandi, bayoyika amatyala, bayoyika ukuba mna Ndihlala ndithatha izigqibo ezingalunganga… kulungiselelo lwam, bendisoyika ukulahlekisa abanye, ndisoyika ukusilela iNkosi, ewe, ndisoyika ngamanye amaxesha amafu amnyama aqhaqha ngokukhawuleza aqokelela umhlaba.
Ngapha koko, khange ndiqonde ukuba bendisoyika njani de uBelle kunye nam saya kwiklinikhi yamahashe kule mpelaveki iphelileyo. Esi sifundo sasibizwa ngokuba “Kukuqeqeshelwa Inkalipho. Kuwo onke amahashe, i-Belle yenye yezona zinto zoyikisayo. Nokuba ibingumtshangatshangiso wesandla, ukurhabaxa kwebhatyi, okanye ukubhabha kwesityalo (intonga), i-Belle ibiphethe izikhonkwane kunye neenaliti. Yayingumsebenzi wam ukumfundisa ukuba, kunye nam, ebengadingi koyika. Ndiza kuba yinkokeli yakhe kwaye ndimkhathalele kuyo yonke imeko.
Kwakukho i-tarp eyayilele emhlabeni ukufundisa amahashe ukuba angakhathali kwizinto zangaphandle ezibangqongileyo. Ndikhokele u-Belle kuyo, kodwa yena 
uphakamise intloko kwaye akangekhe athathe elinye inyathelo ukuya phambili. Wayekhubazekile ngenxa yoloyiko. Ndathi kwikliniki, “Kulungile, ndiza kuthini ke ngoku? Unenkani kwaye akashukumi. ” Wajonga i-Belle emva koko wandijonga wathi, “Akanenkani, uyoyika. Akukho mntu uneenkani malunga neli hashe. ” Wonke umntu kwibala lemidlalo wamisa amahashe akhe wajika wajonga. Emva koko wamthatha ngentambo ekhokelayo, kwaye ngononophelo, ngomonde wanceda u-Belle ukuba athabathe inyathelo elinye ngaphesheya kweta. Kwakuyinto entle ukumbona ephumla, ethembekile, kwaye esenza into ebonakala ingenakwenzeka.
Akukho mntu waziyo, kodwa bendilwa neenyembezi ngalo mzuzu. Kuba iNkosi ibindibonisa ukuba ndinguye kanye njengo-Belle. Ukuba ndiyoyika ngokungeyomfuneko izinto ezininzi, ukanti, uyinkokeli yam; Ulapho apho endikhathalela kuyo yonke imeko. Hayi, ugqirha akazange ahambe nge-Belle ejikeleze i-tarp-wamthatha ngayo. Kananjalo, iNkosi ayizukuzisusa izilingo zam, kodwa ifuna ukuhamba nam idlule kuzo. Akayi kususa isaqhwithi apha esiza-kodwa Uza kuhamba nawe kwaye ndigqithe kuyo.
Kodwa kufuneka themba.
THEMBELA NGAPHANDLE KOKOYIKA
Ithemba ligama elihlekisayo kuba umntu usenokuqhubeka nokushukuma okunika ukubonakala kokuthenjwa, ukanti woyike. Kodwa uYesu ufuna ukuba sithembele kwaye Musa ukoyika.
Ndishiya uxolo kuni; uxolo lwam ndikunika. Hayi njengoko ndikunika lona ihlabathi. Mayingakhathazeki intliziyo yenu, mayingabi nabugwala. (UYohane 14:27)
Ndithini ke ndingoyiki? Impendulo kukuthatha inyathelo elinye ngexesha. Njengokuba ndibukele i-Belle ithatha inyathelo kuloo tarp, yayiza kuphefumla nzulu, ikhothe imilebe, kwaye iphumle. Ke uya kuthatha elinye inyathelo kwaye enze okufanayo. Oku kwaqhubeka kangangemizuzu emihlanu de ekugqibeleni wathabatha inyathelo lakhe lokugqibela ngaphaya kweta. Wafunda ngenyathelo ngalinye ukuba wayengeyedwa, ukuba i-tarp ayizukumoyisa, ukuba angayenza.
UThixo uthembekile kwaye akazukuvumela ukuba ulingwe ngaphaya kwamandla akho; kodwa ngesilingo uya kuthi akunike indlela yokuphuma, ukuze nibe nako ukuthwala. (1 Kor. 10:13)
Kodwa uyabona, uninzi lwethu lujonga izilingo zethu okanye isiqhwithi esikhulu esilapha, kwaye siqala ukoyika kakhulu kuba siqala ukubala ukuba siza kudlula njani zonke—Ngomphunga wethu. If 
Uqoqosho luyadilika, kuza kwenzeka ntoni? Ndizakulamba? Ndiza kufumana isibetho? Ngaba ndiza kubulawa? Ngaba baya kukhupha iinzipho zam? Ngaba uPopu Francis ukhokelela kwiCawa? Kuthekani ngamalungu osapho lwam agulayo? Ndirhola? Imali endiyongileyo?… kwaye uqhubeke njalo de kube kusetyenzwe umntu ukuba abe luloyiko kunye noxinzelelo. Kwaye, sicinga ukuba u Yesu ulele esikhepheni kwakhona. Sithi ngaphakathi kwethu, “Undishiyile ngenxa yokuba ndona kakhulu” okanye obunye ubuxoki obusetyenziswa lutshaba obunokusibuyisela umva, ukutsala iingcambu apho uKristu asikhokelela khona.
Zimbini izinto uYesu awazifundisayo ezingenakwehlulwa. Inye kukuphila usuku lube lunye ngexesha.
“Kungoko ndithi kuni, musani ukubuxhalela ubomi benu… Musani ukuxhalela ingomso; ingomso liya kuzinyamekela. Buyanele imini obayo ububi.… Ngubani na kuni onokuthi ngokuxhala ongeze ebukhulwini bakhe ikubhite ibe nye? (Mat 6:25, 34; Luka 12:25)
Konke oku kufunwa nguYesu kuwe: Inqanaba elinye ngexesha lokulinga kuba ukuzama ukusombulula konke ngaxeshanye kunzima kakhulu ukuba ungakuthwala. Kwileta eyayisiya kuLuigi Bozzutto, uSt Pio wabhala:
Musa ukoyika iingozi ozibona zisekude phambili… Yiba nenjongo eqinileyo, nyana wam, yokufuna ukukhonza nokuthanda uThixo ngentliziyo yakho yonke, kwaye ngaphaya koko ungacingi ngekamva. Cinga nje ngokwenza okuhle namhlanje, kwaye xa kufika ingomso, iya kubizwa namhlanje, emva koko ungacinga ngayo. —Novemba 25, 1917, Isikhokelo sokomoya sikaPadre Pio semihla ngemihla, Iphepha likaGianluigi Pasquale, iphe. 109
Kwaye oku kuyasebenza kwezo zilingo zincinci zemihla ngemihla eziphazamisa ngesiquphe umkhombandlela wakho wangoku. Kwakhona, inyathelo elinye ngexesha. Thatha umoya omninzi, kwaye uthathe elinye inyathelo. Kodwa njengoko benditshilo, uYesu akafuni ukuba woyike, uthabathe amanyathelo ngexhala. Kwaye kananjalo uthi:
Yizani kum nonke nina nibulalekayo, nisindwayo ngumthwalo, ndoninika ukuphumla.
Ngamanye amazwi, yizani kum nonke nina niphantsi kwedyokhwe yoxinzelelo, uloyiko, ukuthandabuza kunye nokukhathazeka.
Thabathani idyokhwe yam niyithwale, nifunde kum; ngokuba ndinobulali, ndithobekile ngentliziyo; noyifumanela ukuphumla imiphefumlo yenu. Kuba idyokhwe yam imnandi, nomthwalo wam ulula. (Mat 11: 28-30)
UYesu sele esixelele ukuba yintoni idyokhwe elula: ukuhlala usuku lube lunye ngexesha, "ukufuna kuqala ubukumkani", uxanduva lomzuzwana, kunye 
Shiya konke kuye. Kodwa into ayifunayo kukuba sibe "nentliziyo ethobekileyo nethobekileyo". Intliziyo engayeki ukubuya umva ezintsweni, ikhulise kwaye ibambelele xa isithi “Kutheni? Ngoba? Kutheni?! ”… Kodwa kunoko ithatha inyathelo elinye ngexesha, intliziyo ethi," Kulungile Nkosi. Ndilapha ezinyaweni zeli tarp. Bendingayilindelanga le nto kwaye andiyifuni. Kodwa ndiza kuyenza le nto kuba iNtando yakho eNgcwele iyivumele ukuba ibekho. ” Kwaye ke thatha inyathelo elilandelayo lasekunene. Nje enye. Kwaye xa uziva uxolile, uxolo lwaKhe, thatha inyathelo elilandelayo.
Uyabona, uYesu akanyanzelekanga ukuba asuse ukulingwa kwakho, nanjengokuba isiqhwithi esikweli lizwe lethu singahambi. Nangona kunjalo, isaqhwithi uYesu afuna ukusinqanda phambili ayisiyiyo ukubandezeleka kwangaphandle, kodwa sisivuthuvuthu soloyiko kunye namaza oxinzelelo oluyinyani abakhubazekileyo. Ngenxa yokuba esi saqhwithi sincinci entliziyweni yakho yeyona nto ikuphuca uxolo kwaye ibambe uvuyo. Kwaye emva koko ubomi bakho buba sisiphango esijikeleze abanye, ngamanye amaxesha isiqhwithi esikhulu, kwaye uSathana azuze olunye uloyiso kuba uye waba ngomnye umKristu oxhalabileyo, ophakamileyo, onyanzelekileyo nolwahlulayo njengaye wonke umntu
AWUKHO WEDWA
Ungaze ukholelwe ukuba uwedwa. Obu bubuxoki obubi kakhulu obungenasiseko. UYesu wathembisa ukuba uyakuba nathi kude kube sekupheleni kwexesha. Nokuba ebengasenzanga eso sithembiso, besiya kuhlala sikholelwa ukuba siyinyani kuba iZibhalo zisixelela njalo uthixo Luthando.
Uthando alunakuze lukulahle.
Ngaba umama angalulibala usana lwakhe, angabi nakuthantamisa umntwana wesibeleko sakhe? Nokuba angakulibala, soze ndikulibale mna (Isaya 49:15)
Lowo unguLuthando akasoze akushiye. Ngenxa yokuba ekukhokelele kunyawo lwetarp oko akuthethi ukuba ukushiyile. Ngapha koko, ihlala iluphawu ngokuchanekileyo ukuba unjalo kunye kuwe.
Nyamezela iimvavanyo zakho "njengoqeqesho"; UThixo uniphatha njengoonyana bakhe. Kuba nguwuphi na unyana ongohlwayiyo uyise? (Heb 12: 7)
Oku akuthethi, nangona kunjalo, ukuba u Yesu uza kubonakala kuwe okanye uyakuziva ubukho baKhe. INkosi isoloko ibonakalisa ukubonelela kwayo ngomnye umntu. Umzekelo, ndifumene iileta ezininzi kule nyanga iphelileyo kangangokuba kuye kwaba nzima ukuphendula zonke. Maninzi amazwi okhuthazo, amazwi olwazi, amazwi wentuthuzelo. INkosi ibikade indilungiselela ukuba ndithathe inyathelo elilandelayo ngapha kwetarp, kwaye uyenzile ngothando lwakho. Kwakhona, umphathi wam wokomoya undicelile ukuba ndithandaze uNovena kuLungu wethu oQeqeshayo wamaQhina kule veki, ukuba asuse iqhina Ukoyika ebesoloko endikhubaza kwezi veki zimbalwa zidlulileyo. Andinakukuxelela ngoku unamandla oku kuzinikela. Iinyembezi ezininzi zokuphilisa njengoko uMama wethu ekhulula amashumi eminyaka phambi kwam. (Ukuba uziva ubotshelelwe ngamaqhina, nokuba ziyintoni na, ndiyakubongoza ukuba ubuyele kwenye yezona ntuthuzelo zeNkosi: uMama wakhe kunye nowethu, ngakumbi ngokuzinikela.) [1]cf. www.thethebluerosary.org/maryundoerknots
Okokugqibela, kwaye ndithetha ngokwenyani, nam ndilapha kunye nawe. Ndihlala ndisiva ukuba ubomi bam benzelwe ukuba yindlela encinci yokuba abanye bahambe kuyo. Ndisilele kuThixo amaxesha amaninzi, kodwa amaxesha amaninzi abonakalisile
ukuba ndiqhubeka njani, kwaye ezi zinto ndabelana nawe. Ngapha koko, ndizibamba kancinci. Ukuba ukhangela ongcwele ongcwele nobekekileyo, le yindawo engalunganga. Ukuba ufuna umntu ovumayo ukuhamba nawe, onoburhabaxa kwaye otyumkileyo, emva koko ufumene iqabane elilungeleyo. Kuba ngaphandle kwayo yonke into, ndiza kuhlala ndimlandela uYesu, ngobabalo lwaKhe, ngapha nangapha kwesi saqhwithi sikhulu. Asiyi kulalanisa inyaniso apha, bazalwana noodade. Asiyi kuzinkcenkceshela iimfundiso zethu apha. Asizukuvuma ukukholwa kwethu kobuKatolika xa wanika yonke into emnqamlezweni ukuyikhusela. Ngobabalo lwaKhe, lomhlambi mncinci uyakulandela uMalusi Olungileyo apho asikhokelela khona… phezulu naphezu kwale tarp, esi saqhwithi sikhulu. Sizakudlula njani?
Inyathelo elinye ngexesha. Uthembekile. Ukuthembela. Ukuthanda. [2]cf. Ukwakha iNdlu yoXolo
Kodwa kuqala, kufuneka simyeke azolise izivuthuvuthu zeentliziyo zethu…
Wasithulisa isaqhwithi sathi cwaka, amaza olwandle azola. Bavuya kuba ulwandle luzolile, kuba uThixo wabazisa ezibukweni ababelilangazelela. Mabayibulele iNkosi ngenceba yayo… (Ndumiso 107: 29-31)
KUFUNDWA NGOKUBA
Enkosi ngokuxhasa le nkonzo yexesha elizeleyo.
Imihlathi
| ↑1 | cf. www.thethebluerosary.org/maryundoerknots |
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| ↑2 | cf. Ukwakha iNdlu yoXolo |