ILIZWI NGOKU NGOKUFUNDA KWENKOSI
NgoLwesibini, nge-15 kaNovemba, 2016
Isikhumbuzo seSt. Albert the Great
Imibhalo yeLigugu Apha
NINI UYesu udlula ngakuZakeyu, akamxelela nje ukuba ehle emthini wakhe, kodwa uYesu uthi: Yihla ngokukhawuleza! Umonde sisiqhamo sikaMoya oyiNgcwele, esimbalwa kuthi esisebenzisa ngokugqibeleleyo. Kodwa xa kusiziwa ekulandeleni uThixo, kufuneka singabi namonde! Kufuneke si ze mathidala ukumlandela, ukubaleka uye kuye, ukumhlasela ngewaka leenyembezi kunye nemithandazo. Emva kwayo yonke loo nto, yile nto yenziwa ngabathandi…
Kwelinye icala, uThixo unomonde kakhulu kuthi. Ndithetha ukuthi, Naye uyasisukela, engayekeleli. Kodwa xa Efumana iintliziyo zethu zivaliwe, iingcango zethu zivaliwe, Usuka eme apho ankqonkqoze ngeendlela eziliwaka ezahlukeneyo.
Yabona, ndimi emnyango ndinkqonkqoza; Ukuba uthe umntu waliva ilizwi lam, waluvula ucango, ndongena endlwini yakhe, ndidle naye, naye adle nam. (Ufundo lokuqala lwanamhlanje)
Kwakutheni ukuze uYesu athi “ngokukhawuleza” kuZakeyu? Kuba akakho umntu owazi ngakumbi ubume bomntu kuneNkosi yethu. Uyazi ukuba asinazigqibo, siyonqena, siyathandabuza, yaye sisoloko sihendelwa ukuba sihlale simi kumalungu enkululeko yethu yokuzikhethela. Ke xa uYesu efika, enikela ubabalo olutsha, isiqalo esitsha, indlela entsha, uthi kuwe nakum, “Yiza, ngokukhawuleza!” Mmamele Yena… ungawathathi la mathuba namathuba okuguquka, ukuqalisa kwakhona, kube lula. Sukuthi, “Ah, andingomntu umbi kangako…”
Ngokuba uthi, Ndisisityebi, ndisisityebi, andiswele nto; ukanti ungazi ukuba uludwayinge, ulusizana, ulihlwempu, uyimfama, uhamba ze; abo ndibathandayo ndiyabohlwaya, ndibaqeqeshe. Nyamekela ngoko, uguquke. (Ufundo lokuqala lwanamhlanje)
Ndigqiba ukufunda i-autobiography kaMirjana Soldo, omnye wababoni abathandathu bembonakalo yeMedjugorje. Yincwadi emangalisayo, ethobekileyo enokuqonda okunqabileyo kubomi kunye namava omntu otyholwa ngokuba ubona iNtombi Enyulu enguMariya. Eyona nto yandichukumisayo yindlela uMirjana awayeyibona ngayo nangona wayeyibona 
Inenekazi lethu kube kanye ngenyanga kwindibano engachazekiyo yobabalo… kusafuneka asebenzele usindiso lwakhe njengaye wonke umntu. Inenekazi lethu alimkhululi kwiminqamlezo yakhe, izilingo, kunye nesidingo sokholo olunzulu ngenxa yokuba limbona. Hayi, uMirjana—njengoZaccaheus—kuye kwafuneka akhethe ukuthembela kuYesu, athabathe iminqamlezo yakhe, aze amlandele njengabo bonke abanye abantu kwintlambo yethunzi lokufa. NjengoPetros, emva kokwenziwa kumila kumbi nokubona uYesu, uMoses noEliya kwimbonakalo yozuko… imboni isesichengeni kwaye iyakwazi ukumkhanyela uKristu njengaye nabani na. Ndingakuxelela kwakhona ukuba, nangona ngamanye amaxesha ubabalo olungaqhelekanga kunye nokufakelwa kokukhanya endikufumene kwesi sipostile sibhalayo, ukuba, xa zithe zathotha, ndiphinde ndishiywe phantsi kobunzima benyama yam, kwizilingo zobomi, kunye nezilingo zobomi. Inyaniso kukuba, njengabo bonke abantu, kufuneka ndigqibe yonke imihla ukuba “ndiphume emthini wam” ndilandele uYesu. Akukho ndlela imfutshane eya ngonaphakade: indlela idlula emnqamlezweni kumntu wonke.
Ke namhlanje, uYesu uyadlula kuwe, kanye ngalomzuzu. Unkqonkqoza kucango lwentliziyo yakho. Vula intliziyo yakho, xa usesemhlabeni, xa usenokuthi ewe ebomini obungunaphakade. Okanye, Uthi...
Ukuba akulindanga, ndiya kuza njengesela, yaye akusayi kulazi ilixa endokufikela ngalo. (Ufundo lokuqala lwanamhlanje)
Ndamva esithi,
Ndikho, musa ukoyika. Musa ukuzifihla emva kocango lwentliziyo yakho. Musa ukuzifihla kumthi woloyiko. Kunoko yihla, ngokukhawuleza. Ndivulele intliziyo yakho. Ndivumele ndingene, ewe, ebubini bendlu yakho, ekuguleni komphefumlo wakho, ndidle nawe. Ndinyula ngokucokisekileyo iintliziyo ezinesono, ukuze ndizifezekise. Musa ukoyika, kuba ndinamandla onke, ndinako ukuloyisa uloyiko lwakho olukhulu, ndiyakwazi ukwaphula elona khoboka lakho likhulu, ndikwazi ukuphilisa ezona ntlungu zakho zinzulu. Kodwa ke ndithi kuwe: Khawuleza, mntwana wam! Musa ukuthandabuza ukundamkela Mna entliziyweni yakho. Kuba awuwazi umhla okanye ilixa, xa sele udlulile kuwe, kuya kuba kusemva kwexesha ukuba uvumele Uthando lungene ekhayeni lakho nasentliziyweni yakho. NdinguYesu, kwaye soze ndikulahlekise. Kodwa kukuwe ukuba uvule umnyango wenkululeko yakho yokuzikhethela kuM.
Khawuleza, mzalwana wam! Khawuleza, dade wethu! Balekani kuye, njengokuba ninjalo. Namhlanje ngumhla wosindiso. Mamkele kubo bonke ubuthathaka bakho kunye nokona kwakho, uthembele kuthando lwakhe noxolelo. Uya kuthi naye ke kuni,
Namhlanje usindiso lufikile kule ndlu… kuba uNyana woMntu weza kufuna nokusindisa oko kulahlekileyo. (IVangeli yanamhlanje)
Kwaye, njengoZakeyu, guquka kwaye ulungise iindlela zakho ngokunyanisekileyo, ukuze iNkosi ihlale ifumana ikhaya entliziyweni yakho.
Kufuneka siqhubeke nobulungiseleli bethu.
Enkosi ngemithandazo nenkxaso yenu.
Ukuhamba noMark kwi The Ngoku iLizwi,
cofa kwibhena engezantsi ukuya rhuma.
I-imeyile yakho ayizokwabelwana naye nabani na.
