"Nkosi, Ndophukile. Ndiyanikela."
Lawo ngamazwi aphakamise imilebe yam amaxesha amaninzi kwezi veki zimbalwa zidlulileyo. Ukusukela isaqhwithi esaphambuka kwifama yethu ngaloo mini kaJuni, kuye kwakho isilingo esinye emva kwesinye phantse yonke imihla… izithuthi zitshintshana zisophuka, usulelo emhlathini wam, ukuqhubeka nokulahlekelwa kukuva okwenze ukuba ingxoxo ibenzima kwaye umculo uvakala ungathandekiyo. Emva koko ikhadi lam letyala lasetyenziselwa ubuqhetseba, uphahla lwaqala ukuvuza kwinkampu yethu, kwaye inkampani yeinshurensi yabuyela kuthi kumonakalo wesiphepho isithi ukucoca kuqikelelwa kwi-95,000 yeedola-kodwa baya kugubungela kuphela i-5000 yeedola. Kwangelo xesha, umtshato wethu wawubonakala ngathi uza kuqhuma njengoko amanxeba adlulileyo kunye neepateni zavela ngesiquphe. Ngaphantsi koxinzelelo, kwakungathi siphulukana nayo yonke into, nkqu nenye.
Kodwa kwabakho ikhefu elifutshane "kwesiqhwithi", imitha yokukhanya edlula kwilifu elinendudumo kunye noloyiko olothusayo lweziganeko. Omnye yayingumtshato wentombi yethu yesithathu komnye umfana omhle. Yayingumsitho ongcwele kunye nomsitho wenene. Phantse kuye wonke umntu owayezimase, yashiya into engacimekiyo kwimiphefumlo yabo. Kwaye emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa kamva, intombi yethu endala yabhengeza ukuba umzukulwana wethu wesithathu wayesendleleni. Sakhwaza ngovuyo ngeendaba ezimnandi, njengoko babezama ukumitha iinyanga. Kodwa xa iVangeli yowesifazane owophayo ifundwa kule Cawa iphelileyo, unkosikazi wam wangqiyama ukundixelela ukuba ufundile ukuba intombi yethu ngoku iphunyelwa sisisu. Isaqhwithi sabuya nesikhukula sezinyembezi.
Kufika inqaku xa amagama eqala ukusilela; xa onke amabala ethu obuKristu eza engenanto; xa konke umntu anokukwenza kukubila kwaye wopha kwaye akhale: "Bawo, hayi ukuthanda kwam kodwa okwakho." Ndiye ndacinga kakhulu ngeLady yethu ebime ngokuthula phantsi koMnqamlezo. Xa ujongene nokubandezeleka okungachazekiyo, ukushiywa, kunye nokungaqiniseki… asinamagama abhaliweyo avela kuye. Into esiyaziyo kukuba yena Wahlala apho kude kube sekupheleni okukrakra. Akazange ashukumise amanqindi kwabo babangela iintlungu, kwabo bamshiya uNyana wakhe, kwabo bangathandabuzekiyo, bahlekisa ngaye okanye bahamba nje. Kakhulu akakhange abuze okanye asongele uThixo wakhe.
Mhlawumbi, ngaphakathi entliziyweni yakhe, wathi cwaka, “Nkosi, ndaphukile. Ndiyanikela."
Yindalo yomntu ukufuna ukufumana intsingiselo, injongo ethile emva kokubandezeleka kwethu. Kodwa ngamanye amaxesha, akukho mpendulo. Ndikhumbula xa uPopu Benedict wayetyelele i-Auschwitz "camp camp" ngo-2006. Emile kwizithunzi ezinde zobubi obungachazekiyo, wathi:
Kwindawo enjengale, amagama ayasilela; Ekugqibeleni, kuya kubakho inzolo eyoyikekayo- ukuthula oko kukodwa kukukhala okusuka entliziyweni kuThixo: Kutheni na, Nkosi, ukuba ubuthe cwaka? -Idilesi yoBawo oyiNgcwele, Meyi 28, 2006; IVatican.va
Ngexesha leMisa kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, ndiye ndajonga phezulu emnqamlezweni oxhonywe phezu kwesibingelelo. Kwaye la mazwi afika kum esithi kudala ndizama ukufaniswa noVuko lwaKhe endaweni yoMnqamlezo. Ndacinga ukuba ingaba uThixo uyasivumela na esi "saqhwithi" ukuze ndiqhubekeke "ndibethelele" inyama yam ngokuchanekileyo ukuze ndibenakho ukuthatha inxaxheba ngakumbi nangakumbi kwiziqhamo Zovuko. Kungokufa kuphela kwiminqweno kabani nokuzingca apho oku kunokwenzeka-njengoko uSt. Paul wabhala:
Zonke izinto ndizibalela ekuthini ziyilahleko ngenxa yokulunga kakhulu ekumazini uKristu Yesu iNkosi yam. Ngenxa yakhe ndamkele ukulahleka kwezinto zonke kwaye ndizithatha njengenkunkuma, ukuze ndimzuze uKrestu kwaye ndifumaneke kuye… kuxhomekeke ekukholweni ukumazi namandla ovuko lwakhe kunye nokwabelana ngeembandezelo zakhe. ngokumfanekisela ukufa kwakhe, ukuba kungathi ngandlela ithile ndakuzuza ukuvuka kwabafileyo. (KwabaseFilipi 3: 8-10)
Okwangoku, "andiyiva" le nxaxheba kwaphela. Ndiva ubuhlwempu bam kuphela, ukusikelwa umda, kunye nokuswela isidima. Ndiva ukungahloneli Thixo ngaphakathi kwam, loo mqobo wokuqala wemvukelo ohamba kuthi sonke. Kwaye ndifuna ukubaleka… Kodwa ke kwathi qatha kum ngenye imini ukuba uYesu akazange athi, “Kulungile, Bawo, ndibethwe ndathweswa isithsaba ngameva. Kwanele. ” Okanye, “Ndiwele phantsi kwalo mnqamlezo izihlandlo ezithathu. Oko konele." Okanye, "Kulungile, ndibethelelwe emthini ngoku. Ndithathe ngoku. ” Hayi, kunoko, wazishiya ngokupheleleyo kuYise — ku yakhe ixesha, yakhe icebo, yakhe indlela.
Kwaye u Yesu waxhoma iiyure ezintathu ngaphezulu de la thontsi legazi laKhe elalifuna ukuphalazwa lawa emhlabeni.
Ndinibhalela namhlanje ukuba nizise, ukuba kunokwenzeka, ilizwi lenkuthazo kuni kwabo bakwiinkqwithela zenu, nokuba ziphi na, kubandakanya ubunzima bomtshato. Mna noLea sabuyela ezingqondweni, saphinda saxolelana saluvuselela uthando lwethu (ndingathi uthando olungenakuqhekeka) omnye komnye. Uyabona, rhoqo, abantu bandibeka kumanqwanqwa njengohlobo oluthile lwesanta, okanye bacebisa ukuba ngandlel 'ithile ndithandwe nguThixo (kwaye ayingabo). Kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo andithandwa ngakumbi kunoThixo-uMntu, uYesu Krestu, athe uYise wamvumela ukuba asokole kwaye afe kabuhlungu. Andithandwa ngakumbi kunoMama osikelelweyo, "ozele lubabalo," nangona kunjalo wayemiselwe ukubandezeleka kakhulu kunye noNyana wakhe. Andithandwa ngakumbi kunoMpostile uPawulosi omkhulu, owahlupheka kakhulu, waxhathisa, waphukelwa ngumkhombe, walamba, wathintela nemiqobo, nangona waye wakhethwa ukuba azise iVangeli kuzo zonke iintlanga. Ewe, uPawulos waxulutywa ngamatye washiywa kucingwa ukuba ufile ngenye imini. Kodwa uLuka ubhala ukuba waphinda wangena eListra kwaye…
… Yomeleza imimoya yabafundi kwaye ibakhuthaza ukuba bazingise elukholweni, esithi, "Kuyimfuneko kuthi ukuba sithwale ubunzima obuninzi ukungena ebukumkanini bukaThixo." (IZenzo 14:22)
Kufike enye inqaku ngexesha leMisa kule nyanga iphelileyo apho ndabona khona ngokufutshane indlela uSathana afuna ukwaphula ngayo ukholo lwam. Ukuba icawe ibingenanto ngalo mzuzu, ngendikhwaza, “Andisoze ndimlahle uYesu wam! Buyela emva kwam! ” Ndabelana nawe ngale nto, hayi kuba ndinokholo lobuqhawe, kodwa yenene ukholo, esisipho sikaThixo. Ukholo oluyinyani kufuneka ekugqibeleni lufunde ukuhamba ebumnyameni ngokungathi lu ubusuku obumnyama. Amaxesha aliqela kule nyanga ndizibone sendisebeza…
Mfundisi, siya kubani? Nguwe onamazwi obomi obungunaphakade. (Yohane 6:68)
UPeter akazange athethe oku kuba eneempendulo. Kwakungenxa yokuba yena akazange. Kodwa wayesazi ukuba uYesu, kuYe, wayeyimpendulo. Impendulo. Kwaye yonke into uPetros awayeyazi ukuyenza ngalo mzuzu yayimlandela-ebumnyameni bokholo.
UYesu uyiNdlela, iNyaniso, noBomi beli hlabathi laphukileyo… kule ndoda yaphukileyo. Into eseleyo yeyam, nawo onke amadolo ukugoba kule nyaniso yoyikekayo; yam, kunye neelwimi zonke ukuba ndivume into eyenziwe nguPeter. Kungelo xesha kuphela apho siya kuqala ukwazi amandla-amandla angummangaliso kunye nenyaniso-yovuko.
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