Imifanekiso yokuhambisa iintliziyo

 

 

NDINE Ndifumene isiqwenga sempendulo kwiimbono zam zokugqibela ezingekazalwa. Kukho uluvo oluqinileyo phantse kubo bonke abo babhalileyo ukuba le mifanekiso iyimfuneko kwidabi lokuphelisa ukubulawa kosana ngaphakathi esibelekweni. 

Nazi iisampulu ezimbalwa zeeleta ezishukumayo nezishukumisayo endizifumeneyo ezingqina amandla okuxela-kunye nokubonisa inyani…

 

Ndiphantse ndikuthumelele i-imeyile izolo ukuze NDIKUKHUTHAZE ngaloo mifanekiso. Ndiyazi ukuba kwakunzima ukwenza. Kwakunzima ukubona—kwaye Ndisebenza kwiCrisis Pregnancy Centre. Loo mfanekiso wandenza ndalila. Ndiye ndakhululeka kancinci ukuba ibindikhathaza kakhulu. Ndixolile kukwazi ukuba ndisaziva kancinci kwaye ayiyosiqhelo. Oko khange ndihoye. Yayaphula intliziyo yam, kwaye ngelishwa into eboniswa ngulo mfanekiso iyinyani yonke imihla kwilizwe lethu. Usuku nosuku ngaphandle. Ngubani othethela abangenalizwi? Wenze. Enkosi. Loo mfanekiso wayikrazula entliziyweni yam nalapho ndisebenza khona, sijongana nobunyani boku imini yonke. Ukuqala kwam ukubona loo mfanekiso izolo, kuthathe okwesibini ukuba amehlo am agxile kwaye ndibone ukuba yintoni kanye kanye. Ekuqaleni into endayibonayo yayingathi zizandla zihlamba igazi phezu kwesitya sesilivere, njengoPilato. Iyahlekisa indlela esebenza ngayo ingqondo/amehlo… “Asiyongxaki yam…” Ke yingxaki kabani le? Ngubani othethela abangenalizwi? Ngubani okhusela abangakwaziyo ukuzikhusela? Ndiyakholwa ukuba ngutata uFrank Pavone othi, “IMelika ayizukukwala ukukhupha isisu, de iMelika ibone ukuqhomfa.” Ndiyabulela kwakhona ngaloo mifanekiso, Mark. Qhubeka nomlo omhle!

Kuye kwafuneka ndikubhalele ndikubulele ngokuprinta umfanekiso wezandla zomntwana omncinci. Ndiye ndaqhomfa kathathu. Ndazalelwa kwibanga lamaKatolika kwaye ndaya kwisikolo sebanga lobuKatolika nakwiSikolo samaBanga aPhakamileyo… Ndiye ndaphiliswa kakhulu, kodwa ndathi ndakubona ezo zandla zincinane [kumfanekiso], kwenzeka into emangalisayo. Kuye kwafuneka ndiziprinte kwaye ndiye ndakhala ndaza ndawaphuza… Enkosi ngokuwaprinta nokulandela ukhokelo lukaThixo.

Ndivumelana nawe ngentliziyo yakho yonke ukuba kufuneka upapashe le mifanekiso. Ndingusisi okhuphe isisu, ndikhuphe isisu kabini, kuba ndawa ngenxa yobuxoki bokuba ligaqa nje letissue, engekabikho nomntwana. Ndinqwenela ukuba umntu ebendibonise le mifanekiso ngaphambi kokuba ndenze "ukhetho" lwam. Kudala ndixakwa yinto endayenza kwintsana zam. Yinceba nobabalo lukaThixo kuphela olundigcinayo ekuphelelwe lithemba. 

Aba nobumba banamandla kuba bakwabalisa elinye icala lebali—elidla ngokubakho Mbini amaxhoba ngokuqhomfa, usana kwaye umama. Kunjengokuba omnye umbhali watshoyo, ukuqhomfa akuyonto yokuzikhethela kuba kukhokelela umama kwityala elibi nehlazo. 

Xa ndandiselula, ndathabatha indawo yokuqhomfa eBoston. Ndabubona ubuso babasetyhini bephuma ezikliniki emva kokuba bekhuphe izisu—abanye babo bekhala ngomsindokazi, kungekho namnye kubo “owonelisekanga” lukhetho abasandul’ ukulukhetha, bonke behlazekile ngenxa yokuziva benetyala, beneentloni okanye bebhidekile. Nangona kunjalo, ubukho bethu ngaphandle kwendawo yokusila, siphethe iifoto ezifanayo naleyo ubuyithumele izolo, ngokungaguquguqukiyo bebuya kulijika ibhinqa ekungeneni kwindawo yokusila lize lisindise umntwana abemthwele.

 

INGXELO YONYULO

Kuzo zombini eKhanada naseUnited States oku kuwa, kuya kubakho unyulo lomanyano. Abezopolitiko bethu baya kusixelela ukuba ezona zinto zibalulekileyo abaza kuzenza kukuqinisa uqoqosho, ukuphucula impilo, nokomeleza ukhuseleko lwelizwe. Kodwa lixesha lokuba thina bavoti sibaxelele ukuba yintoni eyona ngxaki: isisu. Ngoko thetha ulwimi lwabo. Ngaba ufuna ukuqinisa uqoqosho? Yeka ukubulala abarhafi bexesha elizayo. Ngaba ufuna ukuphucula ukhathalelo lwempilo? Yeka ukuchitha iidola zerhafu ekukhupheni izisu kwaye ubeke ezo dollar ezongezelelweyo apho zifuneka khona. Ngaba ufuna ukomeleza ukhuseleko lwesizwe? Qala ngokukhusela ubomi ngaphakathi kwemida yakho.

Kodwa isizathu esibaluleke kakhulu kunokuba "ukufumana iidola ezininzi," kukuba, ngokulula, oko ngumntu lo siyabulala. Kwaye kwiindawo ezininzi zokukhupha isisu, loo mntu uva intlungu eyoyikekayo njengoko anjalo ikrazukile or kutshiswa esibelekweni. 

Xelela abagqatswa bakho bezopolitiko ukuba lo ngumba, kwaye ngulowo unokuthi ubavotele okanye ungabavoteli. Ndibamb’ ongezantsi xa ndisiva amaKatolika ethetha ngokuvotela lo okanye laa mgqatswa ngenxa yesi sizathu okanye eso sizathu xa lo mbutho wezobupolitika ukuxhasa ngokuphandle ukuqhomfa neendlela zomtshato ongaphandle kwemida kaThixo. Bacinga ntoni? Apho kukho izinto eziphambili? Kwafika ixesha lokuba siqale ukuthetha omnye nomnye kwaye sicele umngeni omnye komnye. Andiqondi ukuba eli lizwe okanye eli lizwekazi okanye eli hlabathi lingakwazi ukungena kolunye unyulo apho umntwana ongekazalwa engenguye umba. Kukho iHolocaust enegazi phakathi kwethu. UThixo makasincede xa siqhubeka singayihoyi le nto. 

Ndibulela kubo bonke abo babhalileyo, ngenkalipho, ulweyiseko nemithandazo yenu. Cela iNkosi ukuba ikubonise indlela yokukhusela umntwana ongekazalwa kwaye wenze indima yakho ukuphelisa obu lwaphulo-mthetho eluntwini.  

Ukuba sithi kuThixo kolu lonyulo luzayo ukuba ukuqhomfa kusemva koqoqosho, ukhuselo namandla, siya kuba sizilungelelanisa nengqumbo. Ndikholelwa ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba iMelika iya kugwetywa ngento esiyithethayo kolu lonyulo. —umfundi ovela eUnited States 

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