AS Ukulungiswa kunye nokulungiswa sele kuqalile ukuvutha kwifama yethu ukusukela kwisaqhwithi kwiinyanga ezintandathu ezidlulileyo, ndizifumana ndikwindawo yokuphuka ngokupheleleyo. Ishumi elinesibhozo leminyaka lenkonzo yexesha elizeleyo, ngamanye amaxesha siphila kumda wokutshona, ukuhlala wedwa nokuzama ukuphendula ubizo lukaThixo lokuba "ngumlindi" ngelixa ukhulisa abantwana abasibhozo, bezenza umlimi, kwaye begcina ubuso obuthe tye… bathathe umthwalo wabo. . Iminyaka yamanxeba ivulekile, kwaye ndizifumana ndiphefumla ngokwaphuka kwam.
Kwaye ke, ndiyahamba ebusuku, le ndawo ye ubumnyama bokholo apho umntu kufuneka ahlutywe abekwe ekuhleni emnqamlezweni… umnqamlezo wam… nako konke ukungasebenzi kwam, isono, nobuhlwempu buvezwe ngokupheleleyo. Yindawo apho zonke intuthuzelo zithi shwaka njengee-phantoms kwaye kukho kuphela isikhalo sengcuka yasentlango ehamba ngobuxoki, izilingo kunye nokuphelelwa lithemba. Kodwa ngaphaya kobumnyama kukho isifingo esitsha. Andiyiboni. Andiyiva. Andikwazi…hayi ngengqondo yam, ngaphandle kokwazi ukuba uYesu Krestu sele eyile indlela. Ke ngoko, ndimelwe kukungena naye engcwabeni; ndimele ndihle ndiye naye kwelabafileyo endawenzileyo, ukuze mna, ndibe mna oyinyaniso ndenziwe ngokomfanekiselo kaThixo, ndinokuphakama. Kukoku ke ndihamba ngobu busuku, ndinentliziyo eyaphukileyo nekrazukileyo, ndishiya yonke into ngasemva. Kaloku andisenanto endinokunika yona.
Kufuneka sazi kwaye, ngakumbi ukuya kwinqanaba, sizive emathanjeni ethu, yintoni engalunganga ngathi; kufuneka siyijonge ebusweni kwaye siyamkele ngokunyaniseka okungagungqiyo. Ngaphandle kolu “phengululo lweendlela zokuziphatha,” ngaphandle kolu hambo lokuya kwisihogo sethu sangaphakathi, asiyi kuziva sinyanzelekile ukutshintsha indlela yethu yokubakho nokubona. Kwaye, kwangaxeshanye, kufuneka sikuvuse oko kufana nothixo kuthi, oko kutyebileyo, okuziinkolise nokungaqhawukiyo, oko kuhambisana nezicwangciso zikaThixo ezisindisayo. —UBhishophu uRobert Barron, Kwaye Ngoku Ndiyabona; ucaphulo: hjangangxi
Ndinithanda nonke. Ngalo lonke ixesha. Enkosi ngokundinika ikhefu ngeKrisimesi.
Uyathandwa.
