Ukubona

"IT kuyinto eyoyikekayo ukuwela ezandleni zoThixo ophilayo, ”Kubhala iSt Paul. ^[1]cf. Heb 10: 31 Ayikuko kuba uThixo unguzwilakhe-hayi, uluthando. Kwaye olu thando, xa lukhanya kwiindawo ezingathandiyo zentliziyo yam, lubhenca ubumnyama obunamathele emphefumlweni wam-kwaye yinto enzima ukuyibona leyo.

USt Faustina wayekhe wanamava awathi, embonweni, wabizelwa kwisihlalo sokugweba sikaThixo. Ubhala athi:

Ngequbuliso ndabona imeko egcweleyo yomphefumlo wam njengoko uThixo eyibona. Ndiyibone ngokucacileyo yonke into engamkholisiyo uThixo. Bendingazi ukuba nezona zono zincinci ziya kubabalwa. Onjani wona umzuzu! Ngubani onokuyichaza? Ukuma phambi koThixo uYedwa!—St. UFaustina; Inceba kaThixo kumphefumlo wam, Iidayari, n. 36 

Uninzi lwethu luya kuba nexesha elinzima kakhulu lokwazi imeko eyiyo yemiphefumlo yethu ngaxeshanye. Yiyo loo nto uYesu, ethantamisa, esebenzisa "ukukhafula" kobabalo lwaKhe kancinci kancinci emehlweni ethu okomoya, njengoko wenzayo kwindoda eyimfama kwiVangeli yanamhlanje.

"Ngaba ikhona into oyibonayo?" Ukujonga phezulu le ndoda yaphendula yathi, "Ndibona abantu abakhangeleka ngathi yimithi kwaye behamba." Emva koko wabeka izandla emehlweni ale ndoda okwesibini kwaye wabona ngokucacileyo…

Kodwa ngaba sifuna ukubona? Njengokuba uYesu wayekhalile kwiVangeli yayizolo, Anikaqiqi na, anikaqondi na? Ngaba lukhuni iintliziyo zenu?
Ngaba unamehlo kodwa awuboni, uneendlebe kwaye awuva? ” Kuba ukubona kufuna ukujongwa ngokunyanisekileyo emphefumlweni, into eyinyani yokwazi ukuba umntu akasileli kubungcwele kuphela, kodwa uhlala efuna iimfuno zeVangeli zokuba "umthande ummelwane wakho." Oku kunokuba nzima kakhulu ukukuvuma! Uninzi lwabo babaleka kule ndlela imxinwa yokujika bangene kwindlela ebanzi nelula apho kumnandi khona ukuva, “Kulungile. Awukho mbi kangako. Ungumntu olungileyo… njl. ” Nangona kunjalo, inyani yeyokuba ndingumoni, kwaye ukuzithanda nokuzingca kunzulu kakhulu; ukuba andingomntu ulunge kakhulu kwaphela, kwaye ndihlala ndifana nqwa nalowo ubekwisifundo sokuqala namhlanje “Ozijonga esipilini. Uyazibona, emva koko ahambe kwaye alibale ngokukhawuleza ukuba wayenjani. ” Kodwa ukubona oku iqiniso Malunga nam ngokwenyani linyathelo lokuqala elisa kwinkululeko yokwenene kuKristu. Njengoko bendisoloko nditsho, eyona nyaniso yokuqala esikhululayo yinyaniso yokuba ndingubani, kwaye andinguye.

Ungoyiki ukuzibona unjalo! Akatshongo na uYesu ukuba uzokuvula amehlo eemfama? Ubumfama bokomoya bubi kakhulu kunobumfama ngokwasemzimbeni, kuba obokuqala bubumnyama obunamandla okuhlala ngonaphakade. Obu bubumfama obuthethwa nguSt.James kufundo lokuqala lwanamhlanje, olushwankathelwe ngala mazwi:

Yibani ngabenzi belizwi, ningabi ngabevayo kuphela, nizikhohlisa.

Ke uYesu uze kuvula amehlo ethu, ukuba asihlangule ekuzikhohliseni, asityhilele imiphefumlo yethu ngokuchasene nomgangatho welizwi lakhe ofana nekrele elintlangothi-mbini, "Ungene phakathi komphefumlo nomoya, amalungu nomongo, kwaye uyakwazi ukubona ukubonwa neengcinga zentliziyo." ^[2]cf. Heb 4: 12 Le yinkqubo ebuhlungu, kodwa eyimfuneko: yintlambululo-miphefumlo ehamba kancinci, ukanti ayenzelwa yena, kodwa yeyethu.

… Yintlungu esikelelekileyo, apho amandla angcwele othando lwakhe ahamba ngathi ngathi lilangatye, lisenza sikwazi ukuba sithi ngokupheleleyo size ngaloo ndlela sibe ngabakaThixo ngokupheleleyo. —UBENEDICT XVI, Thetha uSalvi "Usindisiwe ngethemba", n. I-47

Kwaye, "Yamkela ngokuthobekileyo ilizwi ebelityalwe kuwe, nelikwaziyo ukusindisa imiphefumlo yakho." Ewe, ilizwi likaThixo, “Umthetho ogqibeleleyo wenkululeko” oza njengomoya ovuthuzayo, usonge umkhusane wenkohliso, utyhila njengokuba wenzayo kuAdam noEva ukubalusizi, lusizi, amahlwempu, iimfama, kwaye ze. ” ^[3]cf. ISityhi 3:17 Sonke singqiba. Ke kutheni sizama ukuzifihla kuThixo xa sibona imeko yemiphefumlo yethu-ngokungathi ezi ziindaba kuye? Akakhange ayibone imeko yentliziyo yakho ngaphambi kokuba uyibone? Ewe, kwaye uthumela ukukhanya kwakhe emphefumlweni wakho, ilizwi eliqinisekisa ngobunono, ukuze ubone, kwaye ukhululeke. Njengoko isitsho kwiNdumiso yanamhlanje:

Ngubani na oya kuhlala entabeni yakho engcwele, Nkosi? Ngohamba ngokugqibeleleyo, esenza ubulungisa; ocinga inyaniso ngentliziyo yakhe…

Hayi, musa ukoyika ukuzibona unjalo, kuba kuphela ngugqirha oyiNgcwele oveza amanxeba akho ukuze abe nemvume yokuphilisa. Ulindele ukuvuma izono, emva koko, ukuba utshintshiselwano olungcwele lwezono zakho ngenxa yothando lwaKhe olunenceba nokuphilisa. Yiya-kwaye umxelele yonke into, ukuze naye, akunike yonke into—oko kukuthi, Ngokwakhe.

Musa ukoyika uMsindisi wakho, mphefumlo onesono. Ndenza inyathelo lokuqala lokuza kuwe, kuba ndiyazi ukuba uwedwa awukwazi ukuziphakamisela kum. Musa ukubaleka kuYihlo, mntwana; kukulungele ukuthetha ngokukhululekileyo noThixo wakho onenceba ofuna ukuthetha amazwi oxolelo kwaye andise ubabalo lwakhe kuwe. Uthandeka kangakanani umphefumlo wakho kum!… Sukuphikisana nam ngobubi bakho. Uya kundivuyisa ukuba ubeka kum zonke iinkxwaleko neentlungu zakho. Ndizakufumba ubuncwane benceba yam phezu kwakho… Sukuzixakekisa ngembandezelo yakho — usabuthathaka kakhulu ukuba ungathetha ngayo — kodwa, endaweni yoko, jonga kwiNtliziyo yam ezaliswe kukulunga, kwaye uzaliswe ziimvakalelo zam. Zama ukululama nokuthobeka… Akufanele utyhafe, kodwa zama ukuba uthando lwam lilawule endaweni yokuzithanda kwakho. Yiba nokuzithemba, mntwana wam. Sukutyhafa xa ndicela uxolo, kuba ndihlala ndikulungele ukukuxolela. Rhoqo xa uyicela, uyayizukisa inceba yam. —UYesu ukuya eSt Faustina, Inceba kaThixo kuMphefumlo wamKwidayari, n. 1486, 1488

Le yenye yeengoma zam endizithandayo endizibhalileyo-andidinwa ukuyicula, ngakumbi xa ndikhokela abanye kwiNdumiso. Kuba ndihlala ndimangalisiwe kukuba uThixo angathanda "umntu onjengam"…