Ilahlekile

ILIZWI NGOKU NGOKUFUNDA KWENKOSI
kaDisemba 9, 2014
Isikhumbuzo seSt. Juan Diego

Imibhalo yeLigugu Apha

IT phantse ezinzulwini zobusuku ukufika kwam kwifama yethu emva kohambo oluya edolophini kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo.

“Ithole liphumile,” watsho umfazi wam. “Mna nabafana saphuma sakhangela, kodwa asamfumana. Bendimva engcangcazela esiya emantla, kodwa isandi besisiya kude. ”

Ndiye ndangena kwilori yam ndaza ndaqalisa ukuqhuba ndisiya edlelweni, elalikufutshane nekhephu kwiindawo ezithile. Naliphi na ikhephu elingaphezulu, kwaye oku kungayityhala, Ndacinga ngaphakathi. Ndabeka itraki nge-4 × 4 ndaza ndaqala ukuqhuba ujikeleza i-Ashera yemithi, amatyholo, kunye nefenceline. Kodwa kwakungekho nkonyana. Okudide nangakumbi kukuba kwakungekho mzila. Emva kwesiqingatha seyure, ndiyekile ukuba ndilinde kude kube kusasa.

Kodwa umoya wawuqalisa ukubhudla, kwaye kwakunekhephu. Umkhondo wakhe unokugqunywa kusasa. Iingcinga zam zatsaleleka kuluhlu lweengcuka ezihlala zijikeleza umhlaba wethu, zigculela izinja zethu ngamaxolo azo omgunyathi ahlala egqobhoza ebusuku.

“Andinakumshiya,” ndatsho kumfazi wam. Ndaza ke ndathatha isibane, ndaphuma kwakhona.

UPHANDO

Kulungile, St. Anthony. Ndicela undincede ndifumane imikhondo yakhe. Ndaqhuba ndaya kumda wepropathi yendawo yethu, ndikhangela ngeliso elibukhali naluphi na uphawu lwempuphu. Ndithetha ukuthi, wayengenakuvele anyamalale emoyeni. Ngequbuliso, apho babe… bevela ehlathini kangangeenyawo nje ezimbalwa ecaleni kocingo. Ndathatha indawo ebanzi ndijikeleze imithi ndaza ndabuyela ngakumda wocingo owaqala ukuya emantla umgama ongaphezu kwemayile. Kulungile, iingoma zisekhona. Enkosi St. Anthony. Ngoku ndicela undincede ndifumane ithokazi lethu...

Umoya, ikhephu, ubumnyama, ukubhomboloza… konke kumele ukuba kwaliphazamisa ithole. Iitrekhi zandithatha ndatyhutyha amabala, imigxobhozo, iindlela, imisele, iziporo zikaloliwe, iimfumba zeenkuni, phezu kwamatye... Iimayile ezintlanu ihambile ngoku into esele iluhambo olungaphezu kweyure ezimbini ukuya ebusuku.

Emva koko, ngequbuliso, loo mizila yathi shwaka.

Ayinakwenzeka loo nto. Ndahleka, ndijonge phezulu esibhakabhakeni ebusuku ndikhangela isiphekepheke esijikelezayo kunye nokukhululeka okuhlekisayo. Akukho mntu wasemzini. Ndiye ndaphinda ndawalandela amanyathelo akhe, ndibuyela emhadini, ndinqumla kweminye imithi, ndaza ndabuyela apho bema khona ngequbuliso. Andikwazi kunikezela ngoku. Andiyi kunikezela ngoku. Nceda undincede, Nkosi. Kufuneka esi silwanyana sondle abantwana bethu.

Ngoko ndathatha uqikelelo olungephi, ndaze ndaqhuba nje ikhulu leemitha eziyadi. Kwaye zazilapho-impuphu zivela kwakhona okomzuzwana nje ecaleni kwamatayara awayegqume imikhondo yakhe yangaphambili. Bahamba ke, ekugqibeleni bajika besiya edolophini, babuyela emingxunyeni nasemasimini.

UHAMBO LWASEKHAYA

Kwakungo-3:30 ekuseni xa izibane zam zabamba ukubengezela kwamehlo akhe. Enkosi Nkosi, enkosi... Ndabulela "uTony" ngokunjalo (endimbiza ngokuba nguSt. Anthony ngamanye amaxesha). Ndime apho, ndididekile, ndidiniwe (ithole, hayi mna), ngokukhawuleza ndaqonda ukuba andiphathanga ntambo, lasso, okanye iselula ukuze ndifowunele uncedo. Ndizakugodusa njani ntombazana? Ke ngoku mna yajikeleza emva kwakhe, yaza yaqalisa “kumtyhala” kwicala eliya ekhaya. Xa sele ebuyile endleleni, ndiza kumgcina eqhubeleka kuyo de sifike ekhaya. Mhlawumbi uya kukhululeka xa ehamba kumhlaba othe tyaba.

Kodwa kwathi nje ukuba lisibekele isithsaba sendlela, ithole lazingisa ukuba libuyele emhadini, libuyele lisenza isangqa, lijikeleze izikhondo nemithi ematyeni kwaye… kwakungekho ndlela yakuhlala endleleni! “Uyenza nzima le nto, ntombazana!” Ndakhwaza ngefestile. Uthe ke akuba ezolile, ndahlala emva kwakhe, ndimkhwelisa kancinci ukuya ekhohlo, kancinci ukuya ekunene, kwimingxunya, amasimi kunye nemigxobhozo de, ekugqibeleni, emva kweyure, ndakwazi ukubona izibane zasekhaya.

Kumgama omalunga nesiqingatha sekhilomitha ukusuka apho, weva ivumba likamama wakhe waza waqalisa ukukhala kwakhona, ilizwi lakhe lirhabaxa kwaye lidiniwe. Sithe xa sibuyela eyardini kwabe kungena oohori abaziqhelileyo, watsiba wabaleka ukuya ngasegeyithini ndamvulela wangena wangqala kwelacala likanina...

LUNGISELELA INDLELA

Sonke siyazi ukuba kunjani ukulahleka, ngokomoya ezilahlekileyo. Siyaphambuka kwinto esiyaziyo ukuba ilungile. Sihamba sikhangela amadlelo aluhlaza, sitsalwa lilizwi leNgcuka ethembisa ulonwabo—kodwa ihambise ukuphelelwa lithemba. Umoya unentumekelelo, ke yona inyama ithambile. ^[1]cf. Mat 26:42 Kwaye nangona sazi ngcono, asenzi ngcono, kwaye ke, siyalahleka.

Kodwa uYesu ngamaxesha onke, rhoqo iza kusikhangela.

Ukuba umntu uthe wanekhulu lezimvu, ize kulahleke enye kuzo, akayi kuzishiya na ezimashumi asithoba anesithoba ezintabeni, aye kufuna leyo ilahlekileyo? (IVangeli yanamhlanje)

Ngenxa yoko umprofeti uIsaya wabhala: Thuthuzelani, bathuthuzeleni abantu bam. . . Kuba uMsindisi uze ngokuchanekileyo ngenxa yabalahlekileyo—kwaye oko kuquka umKristu owazi ngcono, kodwa akenzi ngcono.

Ngoko uIsaya uhlabela mgama ebhala:

Yigeceni entlango indlela kaYehova; Lungisani umendo kaThixo wethu enkangala; (ukufunda okokuqala)

Uyabona, sinokwenza kube nzima ukuba iNkosi isifumane, okanye sinokuyenza lula. Yintoni eyenza kube lula? Xa sidiliza iintaba zekratshi nezihlambo zokucamagusha; xa sicheba ingca ende yobuxoki sizimele kunye namatyholo okuzingca apho sizenza ngathi silawula. Oko kuthetha ukuba singakhawuleza siyincede iNkosi isifumane xa siba tho bekile. Xa ndisithi, “Yesu, ndikho, konke endikuko, njengokuba ndinjalo… ndixolele. Ndifumane. Yesu ndincede.”

Kwaye Uyakwenza.

Kodwa ke, mhlawumbi, kuza inxalenye enzima. Ukufika ekhaya. Uyabona, indlela sele ilungisiwe, inyathelwe kwaye ihanjwe kakuhle ngabangcwele kunye nemiphefumlo enyanisekileyo ngokufanayo. Ngumendo entlango, umendo othe tye wentliziyo kaBawo. Indlela yile intando kaThixo. Elula. Ngumsebenzi welo xesha, loo misebenzi ifunwa lubizo lwam nobomi. Kodwa le ndlela inokunyathelwa kuphela ngamanqina amabini mthandazo kwaye ukuzincama. Umthandazo yeyona nto isigcina siqinile emhlabeni, sihlala sithatha inyathelo elisingise eKhaya. Ukuzincama linyathelo elilandelayo, elisalayo ukujonga ekhohlo okanye ekunene, ukubhadula emingxunyeni yesono okanye ukuphonononga ilizwi leNgcuka ibiza, ibiza…. esoloko ebiza umKristu ukuba amke endleleni. Enyanisweni, kufuneka sibukhabe ubuxoki bokuba sisiphelo sethu ukuba silahleke ngokuphindaphindiweyo size sifumaneke size silahleke kwakhona kumjikelo ongapheliyo. Kuyenzeka, ngoMoya oyiNgcwele nangesenzo sentando yethu, ukuba sihlale “kumadlelo aluhlaza” kufutshane “kumanzi okuphumla,” ^[2]cf. INdumiso 23: 2-3 nangona sineziphene. ^[3]"Isono esingapheliyo asimvimbeli umoni ubabalo olungcwele, ubuhlobo noThixo, uthando, kwaye ngenxa yoko ulonwabo olungunaphakade." -IKatekism yeCawa yamaKatolika, n. I-1863

Kwangokunjalo asikukuthanda kukaYihlo osemazulwini ukuba kulahleke namnye waba bancinane. (iVangeli)

Bazalwana noodade, singabo benza ubomi bokomoya buntsonkothe, okokuqala kukubhadula kwethu yaye okwesibini, ngokuhamba indlela ende egodukayo. Kungenxa yoko le nto uYesu wathi simele sibe njengabantwana abancinane ukuze singene eBukumkanini bukaThixo—isango elikhokelela kubomi obungunaphakade—kuba indlela inokufunyanwa ekuqaleni kuphela. ukuthembela.

Le Advent, vumela uYesu ukuba akukhokele ngeendlela ezithe tye, echasa izilingo zokubhadula ekungcoleni, ekunyolukeni nasekuzaneleni. Ngaba uyamthemba? Uyathemba ukuba iNdlela yaKhe iyakukukhokelela eBomini?

Xa uYosefu wakhokelela uMariya eBhetelehem, wathabatha eyona ndlela ikhuselekileyo, iqinisekileyo... apho badibana khona naLowo wayebakhangela lonke elo xesha.