NGEMVA NgoJuni ka-2013, ndinibhalele iinguqu endizibonileyo malunga nobulungiseleli bam, indlela enikezelwa ngayo, yintoni eboniswayo njl.njl. Ingoma Yomlindi. Emva kweenyanga ezimbalwa ngoku ndicinga, ndingathanda ukwabelana nawe ngento endiyibonayo kwinto eyenzekayo kwihlabathi lethu, izinto endithe ndaxoxa ngazo nomphathi wam wokomoya, nalapho ndiziva ndikhokelwa khona ngoku. Ndifuna nokumema igalelo lakho ngqo ngovavanyo olukhawulezileyo apha ngezantsi.
AS Ndikubhalele ebutsheni bale nyanga, ndichukunyiswe ngokunzulu ziincwadi ezininzi endizifumene zamaKrestu kwihlabathi liphela ezixhasa kwaye zifuna ukuba obu bulungiseleli buqhubeke. Ndiphinde ndathetha noLea kunye nomphathi wam wokomoya, kwaye senze izigqibo malunga nendlela yokuqhubeka.
Iminyaka, bendihambahamba kakhulu, ngakumbi e-United States. Kodwa siqaphele indlela isixa sabantu esiye sancipha ngayo kwaye nokungakhathali kweziganeko zeCawe kuye kwanda. Ayisiyiyo loo nto kuphela, kodwa i-parish mission e-US ubuncinci yohambo lweentsuku ezingama-3-4. Kwaye okwangoku, ngemibhalo yam apha kunye nokusasazwa kwewebhu, bendifikelela kumawakawaka abantu ngexesha. Kuyavakala kuphela, ke, ukuba ndisebenzisa ixesha lam ngokufanelekileyo nangokufanelekileyo, ndilichithe apho kuluncedo khona kakhulu kwimiphefumlo.
Umphathi wam wokomoya ukwathe, esinye seziqhamo ekufuneka sijonge "njengomqondiso" wokuba ndihamba kwintando kaThixo kukuba ubulungiseleli bam-obusebenze ixesha elizeleyo ngoku iminyaka eli-13-babonelela usapho lwam. Ngokwandayo, siyabona ukuba izihlwele ezincinci kunye nokungakhathali, kuye kwaba nzima ngakumbi nangakumbi ukuthethelela iindleko zokuba sendleleni. Kwelinye icala, yonke into endiyenzayo kwi-intanethi ayihlawulelwa, njengoko kufanelekile. Ndifumene ngaphandle kweendleko, kwaye ke ndifuna ukunika ngaphandle kweendleko. Nantoni na ethengiswayo zezi zinto sityale kuzo iindleko zokuvelisa, ezinje ngencwadi yam neeCD zam. Nabo bayanceda ukubonelela ngenxalenye yobu bulungiseleli kunye nosapho lwam.