NGAPHAMBILI iinyanga ezininzi zomlo, umthandazo, ukuhlela, ukukrwela entloko, ukubonisana nomlawuli wam wokomoya, ukuguqa phambi kweSigramente Esikelelekileyo, iigaloni zekofu, nobusuku obude kude kube sezingqondweni… nangoku ayenzanga incwadi yam.
Iindaba ezimnandi zezokuba uyilo lokugqibela luphume luza kuhlelwa ngale ntsasa.
UHAMBO OLUMANGALISAYO
Ukuqala kwam ukubhala kwam kwi-Intanethi rhoqo kwiminyaka emithathu eyadlulayo, isicwangciso sam yayikukuyigcina imfutshane kwaye ifikelele kwinqanaba. Ndandingafane ndisebenzise imifanekiso ngelo xesha (jonga Apha, umzekelo, okanye Apha.) Kodwa njengoko uMama Teresa wathi, "Ukuba ufuna ukwenza uThixo ahleke, mxelele izicwangciso zakho." Andizange ndicinge ukuba emva kweminyaka embalwa, ndiza kubhala amakhulu okucamngca kwi "blog" yam, efumene phantse i-2 yezigidi zokutyelelwa kwabafundi emhlabeni jikelele kwaye isasazwa ngamanye amajelo kwinani elingaziwayo labafundi. Kwakumalunga neli xesha kunyaka ophelileyo xa umalathisi wokomoya wale mibhalo (onyulwe ngumalathisi wokomoya womphefumlo wam) wandikhuthaza ukuba ndiwashwankathele kwincwadi. Uwashwankathela njani amaphepha angama-1500 kwincwadi, ngakumbi xa incwadi isabhalwa? Impendulo, ngokucacileyo, kukungena kwiinyanga zokujijisana, umthandazo, ukuhlela, ukukrwela intloko, ukubonisana ... uyayifumana inqaku.
Ngokunyanisekileyo, inkqubo ibaluleke kakhulu njengesiphumo sokugqibela. Ngapha koko, incwadi kweli nqanaba iqulathe ukuqonda endingekabhali ngako-iinyaniso ezingaphaya kwendalo ezindishiye ndimangalisiwe. Siyaphila, ngaphandle kothandabuza, awona maxesha angaqhelekanga embalini. Incwadi iya kuba yile nto umlawuli wam acele ukuba ibe yiyo: a isishwankathelo yemibhalo. Oko kukuthi, sele ndiyiqalisile inkqubo yokuqulunqa incwadi (iincwadi) ezilandelayo.
Kwaye ke, andiyi kwenza zithembiso, kodwa ndithandazela ukuba ngexesha laseNtwasahlobo liqhakaze ngokupheleleyo eCanada, izityalo zityalwa, kunye nekhephu inkumbulo ekude (iphupha elibi), ndiya kuba nencwadi elungiselelwe abo ufuna "umfanekiso omkhulu". Ndiqinisekile ukuba iya kuba luvuko olunamandla kunye nendlu yesibane kwabo bayaziyo ukuba, kukho into eyenzekayo kwihlabathi lethu, kodwa abanakuyibeka ngamazwi. Ndithetha oku ngenxa yokuba ndithembele ngokupheleleyo kwigunya lokufundisa leCawe ukuze ndithethe eli tyala. (Umhleli wam ubhale ngale ntsasa esithi, “Ndiyabona ukuba lo msebenzi uthanjisiwe kwaye ubalulekile…”
IWEBIST
Njengoko benditshilo mva nje, silungiselela ukusasazwa kwewebhu yethu yokuqala-uguqulelo lukamabonwakude lwebhlog yam ebizwa YamkelaHope.tv. Siza kuqalisa imveliso kungekudala kwaye sinethemba lokufumana umboniso nge Divine Mercy Sunday… UThixo ethanda ( ikofu eninzi, iqubuda…), nangona izakuba ngoMeyi.
IWARDROBE
Oku, ngokuqinisekileyo, yayilongezo olungenantsingiselo kumgca wam wesifundo, iqhinga lombhali lokuhlala edwelisa izinto "ezithathu" kuba "ivakalelwa nje ngokufanelekileyo." Ndikhumbula xa umhleli kamabonwakude wandixelela oku kwiminyaka eliqela eyadlulayo. Wayengazi yena Emnye amandla ebewakhupha engqondweni yam enkenenkene.
Kule veki, iZulu belithe cwaka kakhulu, kwaye ke andiphindanga ndongeze imibhalo emitsha. Mhlawumbi eli lithuba elihle lokuba abanye babafundi bam bacofe "Amangenelo angaphambili"ezantsi kwe Ijenali yemihla ngemihla kwaye ubambe.
Ndifuna ukubulela wonke umntu othumele iminikelo yokwenziwa kwencwadi kunye nokusasazwa kwewebhu. Kufuneka uyazi ukuba yayiyiyo ngokuchanekileyo ububele bakho obanele ukuba sifikelele kweli nqanaba. Andizange, kuyo yonke iminyaka yam yobulungiseleli, ndibe namava okuthululwa kothando nenkxaso njengoko ndiye ndayifumana kuni. Andithandi ukuphawula kakhulu kwiileta zomntu endizifumanayo ("mandinciphe...!").Noko ke, kukho uguquko olunamandla lwenzeka ngalo mpostile umangalisayo kunye nabazalwana noodade bevangeli bajoyina ukholo lwethu lobuKatolika ngale mibhalo. Kunqabile ukuba umvangeli akwazi ukubona isivuno; lubabalo kum ukubona uYesu. esebenza ngamandla.Abo bancama kakhulu ukuthumela maxa wambi iidola nje ezimbalwa-bayazi ukuba uYesu uya kukubuyisela ngokuphindwe kalikhulu ngeendlela ongenakucingeka ngazo kubomi obuzayo.
Ndiyanithandazela nonke, yonke imihla. Isicelo sam esikhethekileyo kuwe kukuthandaza ngakumbi eye-yam abalawuli bomoya. Ngokucacileyo obu bulungiseleli buthatha amanyathelo amakhulu ngoku—amanye endingakhange ndithethe ngawo. Ke nceda uthandaze ukuba ubulumko obukhulu, ukhuseleko, kunye nobonelelo lunikwe la madoda angcwele.
Uthando noxolo nobabalo malube nomoya wenu njengoko singena kwiVeki yePassion yeNkosi yethu. Wanga ungafumana inguquko enzulu yentliziyo ngoMnqamlezo weNkosi noMsindisi wethu, uYesu Kristu. Ndicela nindithandazise nosapho lwam ngokunjalo...
