NJE, Kufanele ukuba ndiyisebenzise ngoku. Nanini na xa ulele uNkosi Melele amazwi asentliziyweni yam, ndilwe idabi — ngokomoya nangokwenyama. Kwiintsuku ngoku, ngalo lonke ixesha ndifuna ukubhala, ngokungathi i-radar yam ijamile, kwaye ukwenza isivakalisi esinye phantse akunakwenzeka. Ngamanye amaxesha kungenxa yokuba “igama” alikakulungeli ukuthetha okwangoku; ngamanye amaxesha-kwaye ndicinga ukuba le yenye yazo-kubonakala ngathi kukho konke ukuphuma Imfazwe ngexesha lam.
Ukufika kwam ekhaya ndivela kwindalo emfutshane kwindalo kwiveki ephelileyo, ndikulungele ukuqala ukukubhalela amagama endicinga ukuba abalulekile kule yure, ndafumana ihashe lam, Belle, [1]cf. I-Belle, kunye noQeqesho lweNkalipho ngomngxunya owoyikisayo emlenzeni wakhe kwingozi ngelixa besimkile (simsindisile ngexesha nje, nangona ngoku kufuneka simnyange kathathu ngemini ngamayeza kunye namabhandishi). Emva koko umatshini wokuhlamba impahla wasweleka. Ke namhlanje, oomatshini bam behashe baqhekeka. Ibiyingxaki enye emva kwenye ifuna ixesha elininzi kwaye ibaleke ibuye umva, njl.
Ndikhathazekile.
Ke, ndinamafutha ezandleni nasezingubeni zam zigutyungelwe kukungcola, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiphume eofisini yam ndikubhalele nje inqaku elikhawulezayo lokucela imithandazo yakho kwaye ndikwazise ukuba andilelanga kumlindo wam. Ngapha koko, ngokuchaseneyo: kuninzi okwenzekayo, kakhulu kangangokuba mna ufuna Ukutsho, ukuba ngumthwalo, njengoko uhlala usenza, xa ndinelizwi entliziyweni yam endingenakuthetha ngalo:
… Ingathi kuvutha umlilo entliziyweni yam, uvalelwe emathanjeni am; Ndidiniwe ndibambe umva, andinako! (Yeremiya 20: 9)
Izinto ziqala ukwenzeka ngokukhawuleza kwihlabathi lethu… uninzi luzakuthathwa lungalindelwanga. Ndiyathetha, ukuba andikwazi ukuhlala ndazi ukuba kwenzeka ntoni ezindabeni — kwaye ndibukele kwaye ndifunda iCawe kunye neziganeko zehlabathi kumxholo womthandazo mihla le — ingaba umntu ophakathi uhlala njani elungile? Kodwa njengoko ndithethayo, le yinxalenye yesaqhwithi. Ukusondela kwethu kwiliso, imimoya ikhawuleza, kokukhona amaxesha enesiphithiphithi, kokukhona siya kufuna ukuhamba ngokholo nangobabalo.
Ke, kufuneka ndibuyele kwitrektara yam. Kodwa ndiza kukubhalela ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba ndifumane umzuzu… umzuzu ngaphandle kwengxaki!
Ke nina, bazalwana, anisebumnyameni, ukuba imini leyo iniqubule njengesela. Kuba nina nonke ningoonyana bokukhanya, nenzala yemini. Asingobobusuku okanye ubumnyama. Ngoko ke masingalali, njengabanye aba; masiphaphe sibe ziingcathu. Abo balalayo balala ebusuku; nabanxilayo banxila ebusuku. Ke thina bangabemini masibe ziingcathu; masinxibe isigcina-sifuba sokholo nothando nesigcina-ntloko esilithemba losindiso. Kuba uThixo akasimiselanga ngqumbo; usimisele ukuzuza usindiso ngayo iNkosi yethu uYesu Kristu; owasifelayo, ukuze nokuba sihleli, nokuba silele, sidle ubomi kwakunye naye. Kungoko ndithi, Thuthuzelanani, nakhane, kwanjengokuba nisenjenjalo. (1 Tes.5: 4-11)
Eli lelona xesha linzima enyakeni,
ke umrhumo wakho uxatyiswa kakhulu.
Imihlathi
| ↑1 | cf. I-Belle, kunye noQeqesho lweNkalipho |
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