I Ndifumene iileta ezininzi ukuphendula ukucamngca kwam okokugqibela. Njengesiqhelo, uThixo uthetha ngoMzimba. Nantsi into abayithethayo abanye abafundi:
… Njengokuba ndandithandaza umthandazo oxabisekileyo weGazi, ndakhokelwa ukuba ndivule ibhayibhile naphi na, ndikhala eNkosini ngentliziyo yam yonke… Into endayivulayo, yandishiya ndingathethi. Yayiyisiprofeto kum kwaye ndayithatha njengempendulo yeNkosi yethu:
Musa ukuphuma uye endle, ungahambi ngendlela; ngokuba utshaba lunekrele, kunxunguphala ngeenxa zonke. (Yeremiya 6:25)
Kwaye entliziyweni yam ngobo busuku, ndaziva ukuba kunjalo Rhashiya, isiza ivela eMantla… iXilongo lalivuthela… le yayiyimpendulo yeNkosi yethu. Ngoku, ngoku, ndiyifundile le uyibhalileyo… andiyiboni "njengento eyenzekileyo" kodwa njengomqondiso ovela kwiNkosi yethu…
Isuka komnye umfundi:
Nam ndinomfanekiso omncinci weLinenekazi lethu laseMedjugorje. Yayiyinto yokuqala eyenziwe ngo-1987 okanye malunga nelo xesha. Undinikile ubhuti. Umhlophe kwaphela. Ndifumene isandla sakhe saphukile nakulenyanga iphelileyo… andazi ukuba yenzeke njani okanye nini le nto; isandla silele ezinyaweni zakhe kwisinxibi kwigumbi lokulala. Njengokuba uMongameli wethu ebesitsho yonke le minyaka, "Ngomthandazo nokuzila ukutya, singazinqanda iimfazwe ………… simamele??
Ubhala enye:
Ndinomfanekiso omncinci we-Nenekazi lethu laseMedjugorje endabuya nawo kunyaka ophelileyo. Kwiinyanga ezimbalwa kamva, ndiyilahlile kwaye isandla sayo sasekhohlo saphuma. Ndiyiphinde ndayincamathisela yaphinda yabuya. Amaxesha aliqela ndizamile ukuyincamathelisa kwakhona kwaye ayizukuhlala. Ndiyigcinile kanjalo kwaye ndinesandla ngasemva komfanekiso oqingqiweyo apho uboniswa khona.
Kwileta evuselelayo, omnye umfundi wabhala:
Ngaba uMama oBusisiweyo angaze asincede? Ekuthandazeni iMemorare ngale ntsasa- “Khumbula, OyiNtombikazi enguMariya onenceba, engazange yaziwe ukuba nabani na obalekela ukukhusela, ucele uncedo lwakho, okanye afune ukuthethelela ushiywe engenamntu…”Ndama kula magama ndinemvakalelo eyomeleleyo kwaye engummangaliso yokuba uMama wethu eme ngasemva. Kwaye kwangoko ndayiva intlungu yakhe entliziyweni yam. Intlungu yomama xa ebona abantwana bakhe bewa kwaye bonzakala ngokumasikizi - kodwa ngubani ongakwaziyo ukuyenza ukunqanda. Ngaphezulu kunanini na ngaphambili ndiziva ukuba ixesha elikhulu lotshintsho likufuphi- kwaye inceba leyo iza kudibana nobulungisa kungekudala.
Isuka komnye umfundi:
Isandla sasekhohlo somfanekiso wam omncinci waseMedjugorje kaMariya usophule ixesha elithile emva. Khange ndicinge ukuba [isandla sakhe] siyarhoxiswa, kodwa okukhona ndibona ubudlelwane phakathi kwam… ndibone abantu bekhohlakele kwiinzame zokukhohlisa nokutshabalalisa isimilo somnye nomnye. Ndiyabona nje ububi obundirhangqileyo. Ngaba le micocosm encinci ye Imfazwe?
Ubusuku obudlulileyo, besinomoya ovuthuzayo apha ezinzulwini zobusuku kwaye bendisazi ukuba izakuqhushumba amaphepha edesikeni yam kwelinye igumbi, kodwa andivukanga ndavala ifestile. Ekuseni ekuphela kwamaphepha aphephezelayo ayephambi komnyango wegumbi lam lokulala, omabini ejonge kwigumbi lokulala. Omnye yayingumfanekiso kaMariya endandiwukhuphe kwintengiso ... phantsi komfanekiso wakhe yayingamagama "Mamela uMama wakho"Omnye naye wakhutshwa kwimagazini yayinguMariya kunye namazwi avela kuYohane"Yenza le nto akuxelela yona"Kwinkonzo yeYure ngaloo ntsasa kwakukho amagama athi"Mamela kwaye uqonde imiyalelo akunike yona."
YENZA Nantoni Na akuxelela yona
Le leta yokugqibela mhlawumbi ichaza eyona nto ndiva ngayo ukuba iNkosi ithi kuthi namhlanje.
Ndininike imiyalelo. Ndikuxelele into efunekayo. Yenza oko, wobudla ubomi.
"Ukuphila" ayibhekiseli kubomi bethu basemhlabeni, obudlula njengegqabi elivela emoyeni. Kunoko ubomi bethu bokomoya. Mangaphi amaKatolika avuka ntsasa nganye, agcwalise isisu sawo, aqhube iimoto ezinesiphephetha-moya, abukele umabonakude omkhulu wesikrini ebusuku, ayokulala kumqamelo ofanelekileyo…. ukanti imiphefumlo yabo ilambile, iyabanda, iyodwa, kwaye ifela intuthuzelo kaThixo? Siya kumfumana kuphela ukuba simkhangele. Oku kufuna umgudu. Kuthatha unyamezelo. Kuthetha ukuhamba ngamanye amaxesha ebumnyameni obupheleleyo, ukholo olungaboniyo, ukholo olunyulu, lonke ukholo. Kodwa andizukuncama. Endaweni yoko ndiza kunikela kuye kwakhona ingqondo yam yonke, umzimba wam, umphefumlo wam kunye namandla am. Ndiza kuzichola kwakhona, ndiye phambi kwakhe eTabernakele ndithi, "Yesu, yiba nenceba kum. Ndicela undenzele inceba. Ndingowakho. Yenza kum njengoko uya kwenza."
Hayi, olu lukholo! Obu buKrestu apho irabha idibana nendlela. Inkolo kwizinto eziluhlaza: ukubeka ithemba kuye xa ingqondo yam nenyama yam zivukele ngokupheleleyo! Kungenxa yemiphefumlo enjalo apho uYesu eza xa ebiza, kwaye athi ngothando oluvuthayo lomphefumlo:
Uxolo malube nawe. Uxolo lwam ndikushiya. Musa ukoyika. Inceba yam liqula elingenasiphelo abanokuzuza kulo abathobekileyo.
Kwaye kwangoko, umphefumlo wam ubonakala ngathi awumva. Kwaye ke ndibambelele kulawo mazwi ngokholo. Ithemba. Uthando.
MAMELA UMAMA WAKHO
Ke ngoko, masenze oko uMama wethu asicelileyo kuthi (kuba usixelela kuphela ukuba senze loo nto uNyana wakhe sele ecele kuthi ngenye indlela okanye enye.) Ucele ntoni uMama wethu? Thandaza… kodwa ingabi kukuphithizela nje okanye amagama angenanto. Thandaza ngokusuka entliziyweni. Shiya isono. Yiya kwisono ubuncinane kanye ngenyanga. Funa uYesu kwi-Eucharist rhoqo kangangoko unako. Xolela abo bakwenzakalisileyo. Thandaza iRosari.
Qalisa kwakhona. Qalisa kwakhona. Qalisa kwakhona. UThixo uhlala ngonaphakade; xa uqala kwakhona kwaye ujongise intliziyo yakho kuye ngomzamo ohlaziyiweyo, eso senzo sothando singena kwaphakade, kwaye ke sigubungela inkitha yezono nokusilela, okudlulileyo, okwangoku, kwaye mhlawumbi nakwikamva (1 Pet 4: 8).
Singene kwixesha elingaqhelekanga lesilingo sokulala. Umama wethu usinike "iimfihlelo" zaseZulwini zokulwa nokulala ngokomoya ngokuthandaza, ukuguquka, uxolo, ukuzila ukutya, kunye neSigramente. Izinto ezilula eziza kwenziwa kuphela njengomntwana. Kwaye kwezi Ngaba uBukumkani bamazulu bobabo?
Amaxilongo ayakhala:
Ngokukhawuleza! Ngokukhawuleza! Mamela uMama wakho!
