Intliziyo engagungqiyo

UKUHLAWULWA KWELENTEN
 Usuku 36

 

THE “Ibhaluni yomoya oshushu” imele intliziyo kabani; “ibhaskithi yegondola” yintando kaThixo; i “propane” nguMoya oyiNgcwele; kwaye "izitshisi" ezimbini zothando lukaThixo nommelwane, xa zikhanyiswe "kukukhanya okulingwayo" komnqweno wethu, zigcwalisa iintliziyo zethu ngeLangatye lothando, zisenza sikwazi ukubhabha siye emanyanisweni noThixo. Okanye ke kubonakala ngathi. Yintoni le indibambayo…?

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“Nkosi, ndizibeke kwingobozi yeNtando yakho yobuThixo. Ndizama ukwandisa uthando lwakho oluvuthayo ngokuhlala ndithandaza ngokungaguqukiyo, kunye nokuthanda ummelwane wam njengoko ndizithanda. Kwaye okwangoku, kutheni le nto, unyaka nonyaka, ndibonakala ngathi ndindanda phezu komhlaba. Kutheni ndingaphumli kangaka, kubonakala ngathi ndiphakathi kwehlabathi kunye nawe? Ndilangazelela ukubakho kwistratosphere yobukho bakho nothando! Ndenza ntoni?"

"Jonga phantsi mntwana wam?"

"Yintoni enkosi?"

“Yabona, apho—ezo ntambo zikhokelela entliziyweni yakho. Ezi zibotshelelwe kwinqwelomoya yasemhlabeni, zibotshelelwe kuthando lwezidalwa kunye nezinto zexeshana. Logama nje ezi zihleli zibambelele entliziyweni yakho, awunakubhabha uye ezulwini.”

"Ingaba uthetha ukuba…"

Ewe, Mntwana wam—ukuthanda kwakho ukulawula. Ukuncamathela kwakho kwizinto eziphathekayo, ozikhusela ngenkuthalo ukuba zingakrwelwa okanye zingcoliswe. Ezo zincamathele kwigama lakho kunye nokuvunywa. Ukuncamathela ukutya, imali, kunye nokhuseleko olupheleleyo. Ewe, mntwana, kwanobudlelwane bakho nabo ubathandayo.”

“Ngaba kuphosakele na, Nkosi, ukuba nazo ezi zinto?”

“Zizinto kuphela, mntwana, ukuba zisetyenziswe ngolo hlobo. Ukuba nazo okanye ukungazifumani kuncinane; ke ukubavumela bakuhluthe kubaluleke kakhulu. Aninako ukukhonza nkosi mbini. Uyazi ukuba kutheni?”

“Kutheni Nkosi?”

"Ngenxa yokuba Ndikwenze ukuba undithande mna ndedwa, kuba ndim ndedwa umthombo wolonwabo lwakho. Aniyinyama yodwa, ninguMoya, ndenziwa ngokomfanekiselo wam. Hayi, ukuthetha nje oku, mntwana, kuyenza intliziyo Yam ivuthe luthando ngawe, njengoko ndiqhubeka ndiphila kwixesha apho ingqondo kaBathathu Emnye yakhawula icebo lethu lokudala umntu ngokomfanekiselo Wethu. Owu, ukuba ubunokuphila ngalo mzuzu kunye Nathi, ubuyakubona indlela esilangazelela ngayo ukukubuyisela kumanyano olonwabileyo, ababelwazi uAdam noEva, kodwa balahleka. Ubuya kuyibona indlela ekubi ngayo ukutshintshiselana ngokukhetha uthando lwezidalwa kunoMdali. Hayi indlela ezidaba ngayo iingelosi xa umntu ethobe kangaka ngaphantsi kwesidima sakhe.”

Kodwa ndiyoyika, Yesu, ukuba andisoze ndikhululeke kulwalamano olunjalo. Ndingumphefumlo ohluphekayo nobuthathaka, ngokoyiswa lula zizilingo zobuqhetseba beli hlabathi.”

“Mntwana, inene, ukuba ngabo banoyolo abasemaZulwini kuphela abandithandayo mna ndedwa. Bonke abanye, nokuba yimiphefumlo esemhlabeni okanye imiphefumlo kwiNtlambululo-miphefumlo eyandithandayo-kodwa yandithanda ngokungafezekanga-kufuneka ihlanjululwe kuwo wonke umnqweno ogqithiseleyo wokubalungiselela umanyano olupheleleyo noThixo wabo. Yiyo loo nto nibizelwe edabini lokomoya-kodwa kutheni ndininike iCawe, iiSakramente, uMoya oyiNgcwele, uMama oSikelelekileyo, kunye noMthendeleko wabaNgcwele ukunihlambulula ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokusebenzisana noMy. ububele.”

“Kwaye Nkosi, zeziphi ezi ntambo zibhityileyo ndizibonayo ngoku ezigudileyo njengentambo yokuloba? Nazo ezi zibotshelelwe entliziyweni yam… kodwa zikwanwenwela emhlabeni. Zibonakala zintle ngendlela ezibamba ngayo ukukhanya kweLanga… kodwa ngaba nazo ezi zimbi?”

“Ezi, Mntwana wam, zincamathele kwiintuthuzelo zomoya kunye nezipho. Nazo ezo zinto zimele zahlulwe ukuze uthando lwenu lube kuMphi kuphela, kungekhona izipho zakhe. Nokuba umgca omnye uhlala uncanyathiselwe entliziyweni yakho, uya kukugcina ekumanyeni ngokupheleleyo nam, nto leyo enokwenzeka kuphela ngenkululeko epheleleyo-inkululeko ekuthandeni zonke izinto hayi mna. Mntwana, iindawo eziphakamileyo zobungcwele endifuna ukukuzisela kuzo, iimbono zobabalo endifuna ukuba uzibone, ummandla weNceba nothando endilangazelela ukukuzisa kulo, kunye nabo bonke abantakwenu noodadewenu…. zonke izinto zasemhlabeni obambelele kuzo ngoku zidityanisiwe, zinjengothuli xa zithelekiswa nolu hlaselo lwaM.”

“Nkosi, njani... ndizakwamka njani kwizinto zeli hlabathi?”

“Uyayazi impendulo, Mntwana wam. Thembeka kwinto yonke, ukusuka kwencinane kuse kwenkulu, ngomzuzu ngamnye wemini. Funani kuqala uBukumkani bam, kungekhona obakho. Funani ubuso bam (emthandazweni), hayi enye. funani ukukhonza, ningakhonzwa, nokuthobeka, ningaphakami; 

Inene, inene, ndithi kuni, Ukuba ukhozo lwengqolowa oluwe emhlabeni aluthanga lufe, lona luhlala lunjengokhozo nje lwengqolowa; kodwa ukuba luthe lwafa, luvelisa isiqhamo esininzi. Lowo uwuthandayo umphefumlo wakhe, wolahlekelwa nguwo; lowo uwuthiyileyo umphefumlo wakhe kweli hlabathi, wowulondolozela ubomi obungunaphakade. Lowo undikhonzayo makandilandele; apho ndikhona mna, woba lapho nomkhonzi wam. ondikhonzayo uya kumzukisa uBawo. ( Yohane 12:24-26 )

“Ewe, Mntwana wam, uBawo uya kukuzukisa ngokuwuphakamisa umphefumlo wakho ngokubengezela kobungcwele bam, ngevumba elimnandi lothando lwam, nokuhomba kwezidima zam.”

“Owu, Bawo oseZulwini, kudala ndilibazisa inani lam elipheleleyo nelipheleleyo elithi “ewe”. Kudala ndilubambile uthando lwam olupheleleyo nolungenamkhethe. Undinikile yonke into xa wawundinika UYesu. Kwaye Wanikela ngayo yonke into, ukuya kutsho kwithontsi lokugqibela leGazi laKhe eliLigugu ngenxa yam. Yehova, ndazibamba; Kudala ndithembele kum nakwimithombo yam. Zichithe iiyure neentsuku endizishiye ngokungakhathali uthando lwam kwenye indawo. Namhlanje, Nkosi, ndinqwenela ukuqhawula zonke iintambo kunye neentambo ezinqanda ukuba ndingaphumi ezingalweni zakho. Nceda Nkosi, yivuthise intliziyo yam ngamadangatye othando lwakho, undigcwalise ngoMoya wakho osulungekileyo, kwaye undiphakamise kulo mhlaba wosizi undise kumanyano lwasezulwini nawe.”

“Mntanam, ndiyayiva imithandazo yakho, ndiyakuva ukukhala kwakho, ndihlala ndizibala iinyembezi zakho. Kodwa yazi ukuba obu bomi yimfazwe kunye nomnqamlezo, njengokuba kwakunjalo kum, kwaye ke, umzabalazo. Into endiyicelayo kuwe ngaphezu kwayo nantoni na ngoku, kukuba uzinikele kuM njengomntwana omncinane. Ukuthemba ukuba mna ndingoyena yihlo, abahlobo abasenyongweni, kwaye yonke into endiyenzayo iya kuhlala ilungile kuwe. Kaloku akakho utata onokuthi anike umntwana ilitye xa ecela isonka. Wobeka phi na ke yena uBawo osemazulwini ukuninika uMoya, oza kuni ngoku njengombethe.

“Enkosi, Nkosi. Ngoko ke ndimele ukuthembeka, kwizinto ezincinci, umsebenzi welo xesha; Ndimele ndiluthande kwaye ndilukhonze usapho lwam, nabo bonke abo ndidibana nabo suku ngalunye; kwaye ndihlala ndibufuna ubuso bakho obuNgcwele umthandazo wentliziyo. Yile nto ucela yona kum, Nkosi yam?

“Ewe, Mntwana wam. Kodwa kukho enye into: kufuneka uthembele ngokupheleleyo kwiNceba yam, kuba usebuthathaka. Kodwa okukhona usizi lwakho lukhulu, kokukhona likhulu ilungelo lakho kwiNceba yam. Akukho bani ukuxhalabeleyo, ukulangazelela, nonenzondelelo ngakumbi ngobungcwele bakho kunam owakudalayo, mna othe ndazolula iingalo zaKhe phezu koMnqamlezo ndaza ndaphelelwa kukukuthanda.”

“Ngoko, Nkosi, ndenza umthandazo kwiNdumiso 27:

Live, Yehova, izwi lam ekudandulukeni kwam;
ndibabale, undiphendule.
Yizani, itsho intliziyo yam, nifune ubuso bakhe;
ubuso bakho, Yehova, ndiya kubufuna.
Musa ukubusithelisa ubuso bakho kum;
musa ukumqumba umkhonzi wakho.
Ulusindiso lwam; musa ukundilahla;
Thixo ondisindisayo, musa ukundishiya.
Nokuba ubawo noma bandishiyile;
iNkosi iya kundingenisa. ( 27:7-10 ).

 

ISISHWANKATHELO NESIBHALO

Ukuze sinyukele ekumanyaneni noThixo, iintliziyo zethu kufuneka zingabotshwa kukuthanda izinto ezidaliweyo, kwaye zinamathele kuMdali kuphela, yena yedwa esidalelweyo.

Ke bona abathembele kuYehova baya kuhlaziyeka emandleni, banyuke ngamaphiko okhozi. ( Isaya 40:31 )