Ndithathe lo mfanekiso wentsimi kufutshane nefama yethu xa izixhobo zam zefula ziye zonakala
kwaye bendilinde iinxalenye,
Ukunyathela iLake, SK, Canada
SITHANDWA usapho kunye nabahlobo,
Sele kulithuba ndinethutyana lokuhlala phantsi ndikubhalele. Ukusukela isaqhwithi esahlasela ifama yethu ngoJuni, isaqhwithi seengxaki eziqhubekayo kunye neengxaki zindigcine kude nedesika yam ngalo lonke ixesha. Awuyi kukholwa xa ndikuxelele konke okuqhubekayo kwenzeka. Akukhonto ifutshane nengqondo-ebuyisa iinyanga ezimbini.
Ngaphandle kokunikela ingqwalasela engaphaya koko, ndifuna nje ukubulela ngamnye wenu ngemithandazo yenu, ukucinga kwenu, ububele benu, kunye nenkxalabo yenu eqhubekayo. Oku kuthetha nje ukuba unayo ze zishiye iingcinga zam nam. Ndithandazela abafundi bam suku ngalunye, kwaye ndijonge phambili ekufumaneni isingqisho kwakhona (uThixo ethanda) apho ndinokuthi ndiqhubeleke ndizalisekisa imisebenzi yam kolu lungiselelo, ide iNkosi indibize eKhaya.
Ndiyazazi iingxaki eziqhubeka kufutshane nathi, ngakumbi eCaweni ngamahlazo amva nje aphezulu. Ukuba ndingathetha nantoni na ukuba ayindothusi le nto. Uwexuko lwamashumi eminyaka adlulileyo lufikile ekhaya ukuza kuvuka, njengoko iNenekazi lethu lalitshilo. Ukungasebenzi kunye nesono eCaweni akuphumeleli nje ekuhleni, kodwa kuya kuqhubeka ukwenza njalo de umntu ngamnye kuthi aguqe ngamadolo. Asikabikho… nangona, kufuneka nditsho, ukuba iinyanga ezimbini ezidlulileyo kule fama zifana ne-microcosm yento ekhoyo, kwaye ezayo. Kuba ndiguqelwe ngamadolo. Ndibone ukungasebenzi kakuhle emphefumlweni wam. Ndiyibonile intswelo yam epheleleyo kuThixo nenyaniso yokuba, ngaphandle Kwakhe, ndilahlekile. Kwaye ndiqinisekile ukuba ndiza kubhala ngayo kwimihla ezayo ukuze ndinincede nina enikhoyo, kwaye niya kudlula kuyo.
Okokugqibela, musa ukuphelelwa lithemba. Enoba yintoni na, musa ukuphelelwa lithemba. Iintlungu, usizi, ukuthotywa, iinyembezi, nobunzima sisabelo sethu sonke kobu bomi de kungeniswe amazulu amatsha nomhlaba… kodwa ukuphelelwa lithemba kukaSathana. Unganikezeli ekuphelelweni lithemba ngobu busuku. Kunoko, nikezela ukulahlwa ngokupheleleyo—uhlobo lokuzinikela oluthi, “Yesu, andinakuphinda ndiyenze le nto. Andinakuyenza le nto ngaphandle kwakho. Ndiza kuyeka ukuzama, kwaye ndiqale ukuthembela, kuba andinakuyenza isebenze ngaphandle kwakho. Ndiza kuyeka ukuzama ukuyenza isebenze kwaye ndiyiyeke. ” Kwaye emva koko ... ndiyeke.
Ewe, ndandingafuni ukuqalisa ukushumayela, kodwa kuba nzima xa ushumayela uthando. Ngaba ndingatsho ukuba ndikuthanda ngokulula nangenyani? Kufuneka uyazi loo nto. Kufuneka wazi ukuba umntu olapha emhlabeni ongazange wambona uyakuthanda. Ukanti, ndilihlwempu. Khawucinge ukuba yimalini UYesu owakufelayo makakuthande! Xa konke kubonakala kulahlekile, kulapho Ahlala efunyanwa khona. Ngoko musa ukulahla ithemba. Qalisa kwakhona. Kodwa nje ngomso. Hayi kwiveki ezayo, okanye kwinyanga ezayo. Qala kwakhona ngomso... qala ngoThixo. Qala ugqibe ngoThixo. Unako ukwenza zonke izinto zisebenze kakuhle xa umthanda. Nangona iNkosi ithe cwaka kakhulu kwezi nyanga zimbini zidlulileyo, Indinike ixeshana elincinci lokubambelela… imana eyaneleyo yemini. Kodwa usuku nje olunye.
Xa ndandikhalela umalathisi wam wokomoya kutshanje, wasuka wandijonga waza wathi, “Ubuya kwenza ntoni ukuba omnye wabantwana bakho unokufika akhale aze akhwaze aze akuchase?”
“Ndandiphulaphula,” ndatsho.
Nantso ke into eyenziwa nguBawo kuni ngoku. Uyakumamela kwaye uyakuthanda.”
Ngandlel’ ithile, ngaloo mini, yayikuphela kwento endandifuna ukuyiva.
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PS Kwiveki ezayo, ndiya enkampini noonyana bam. Thandaza uthandazela onke amakhwenkwe kunye nootata endizobakhonza apho.
ILizwi ngoku yinkonzo yexesha elizeleyo leyo
iyaqhubeka ngenkxaso yakho.
Usikelele, kwaye enkosi.
Ukuhamba noMark kwi The Ngoku iLizwi,
cofa kwibhena engezantsi ukuya rhuma.
I-imeyile yakho ayizokwabelwana naye nabani na.
