Izethameli noPapa Benedict XVI — Ngethula uPapa umculo wami
Eminyakeni eyisishiyagalombili edlule ngo-2005, umkami wafika endlini egcwele izindaba ezishaqisayo: “UKhadinali Ratzinger usanda kukhethwa njengoPapa!” Namuhla, izindaba azishaqisi neze ukuthi, ngemva kwamakhulu eminyaka ambalwa, izikhathi zethu zizobona upapa wokuqala esula esikhundleni sakhe. Ibhokisi lami lemeyili namhlanje ekuseni linemibuzo esuka kokuthi 'kusho ukuthini lokhu kububanzi “bezikhathi zokuphela”?', ukuthi 'ingabe manje kuzoba khona “upapa omnyama“?’, njll. Esikhundleni sokuchaza kabanzi noma ukuqagela ngalesi sikhathi, umcabango wokuqala ofikayo engqondweni yami umhlangano engangingawulindele engaba nawo noPapa uBenedict ngo-Okthoba ka-2006, kanye nendlela okwenzeka ngayo konke…. Kusuka encwadini eya kubafundi bami ngo-Okthoba 24, 2006:
OTHANDWAYO abangane,
Ngikubhalela kulobu busuku ngisehhotela lami ngendawo nje yokuphonsa itshe ukusuka eSt. Peter's Square. Lezi kube yizinsuku ezigcwele umusa. Impela, abaningi benu bayazibuza ukuthi ngahlangana yini noPapa...
Isizathu sohambo lwami lapha bekuwukucula ekhonsathini yangomhla zingama-22 kuMfumfu yokuhlonipha iminyaka engu-25 ye-John Paul II Foundation, kanye nokugubha iminyaka engu-28 upapa ongasekho abekwa njengopapa ngo-Okthoba 22, 1978.
INKONZO YOPAPA JOHN PAUL II
Njengoba sasiprakthiza izikhathi eziningana phakathi nezinsuku ezimbili zomcimbi ozovezwa kumabonakude ezweni lonke ePoland ngesonto elizayo, ngaqala ukuzizwa ngingafaneleki. Ngangizungezwe abanye bamakhono amakhulu ePoland, abaculi nabaculi abamangalisayo. Ngesinye isikhathi, ngaphumela ngaphandle ukuze ngiyoshaywa umoya futhi ngihambe odongeni lwasendulo lwamaRoma. Ngaqala ukuphina, “Kungani ngilapha, Nkosi? Angingeni phakathi kwalezi zidlakela!” Angikwazi ukukutshela ukuthi ngazi kanjani, kodwa ngiyezwa John Paul II phendula enhliziyweni yami, “Yingakho kukhona lapha, ngoba wena kukhona incane kakhulu. ”
Ngaso leso sikhathi, ngaqala ukuzwa okukhulu ubaba okwakuphawula ubupapa bale Nceku kaNkulunkulu uJohn Paul II. Ngiye ngazama ukuba yindodana yakhe ethembekile kuyo yonke iminyaka yenkonzo yami. Bengizohlola izihloko zezindaba ze-Vatican zansuku zonke, ngifuna itshe eliyigugu lapha, igugu lokuhlakanipha lapho, umoya omncane ovunguza ezindebeni ze-JPII. Futhi lapho ibamba oseyili wenhliziyo nengqondo yami, yayiqondisa indlela yamazwi ami ngisho nomculo ezindaweni ezintsha.
Ngalokho ngafika eRoma. Ukucula, ngaphezu kwakho konke, Ingoma KaKarol engalubhala ngosuku uJPII ashona ngalo. Ngenkathi ngimi esiteji ngobusuku obubili obudlule futhi ngibuka olwandle olunobuso abaningi basePoland, ngabona ukuthi ngangimi phakathi kwabangane abathandekayo bakaPapa ongasekho. Izindela ezazipheka ukudla kwakhe, abapristi nababhishobhi abazala, ubuso obungaziwa basebekhulile nabancane abahlanganyela naye izikhathi eziyimfihlo neziyigugu.
Ngezwa enhliziyweni yami amazwi athi, “Ngifuna uhlangane nabangane bami abakhulu."
Futhi ngamunye ngamunye, ngaqala ukuhlangana nabo. Ekupheleni kwekhonsathi bonke abaculi nabaculi nabafundi bezinkondlo zikaJPII bagcwale inkundla becula iculo lokugcina. Bengimi ngemuva, ngicashe ngemuva komdlali we-saxophone owangijabulisa ubusuku bonke ngama-jazz akhe. Ngabheka ngemuva kwami, futhi abaqondisi baphansi babenginyakazisa ukuba ngiqhubekele phambili. Njengoba ngiqala ukuqhubekela phambili, iqembu lavele lahlukana phakathi ngaphandle kwesizathu, futhi ngangingenayo enye indlela ngaphandle kokudlulela phambili - isigaba esiphakathi. Oy. Yilapho uPapa Papun Nuncio aqhamuka khona wethula izinkulumo ezimbalwa. Bese siqala ukucula. Ngenkathi senza lokho, wema eceleni kwami, wangibamba isandla, wasiphakamisa emoyeni lapho sonke sicula “Abba, Baba” ngezilimi ezintathu. Isikhathi esinjani! Awukaze ube nakho ukucula kuze kube yilapho usuthole ukholo olukhulu, ubuzwe, nokuthembeka kuJohn Paul II wabantu basePoland! Futhi bengikhona, ngicula eceleni kwePolish Nuncio yasePoland!
ITUNA LIKAJOHANE PAUL II
Ngenxa yokuthi ngiseduze kakhulu neVatican, ngiye ngakwazi ukuthandaza ethuneni likaJohn Paul II izikhathi ezine kuze kube manje. Kunomusa obambekayo nobukhona lapho obunyakaze ngaphezu kwami izinyembezi.
Ngaguqa ngemva kwendawo ebiyelwe, futhi ngaqala ukuthandaza iRosary eceleni kweqembu lezindela ezineNhliziyo Engcwele ehlotshiswe imikhuba yazo. Kamuva, indoda ethile yeza kimi yathi, “Uzibonile lezozindela?” Yebo, ngaphendula. “Lezo kwakuyizindela ezazikhonza uJohn Paul II!”
UKULungiselela UKUHLANGABEZANA “NOPETRU”
Ngavuka ekuseni ngakusasa ngakusasa ngemuva kwekhonsathi, futhi ngazizwa nginesidingo sokucwilisa emthandazweni. Ngemuva kokudla kwasekuseni, ngangena eSt. Peter's Basilica futhi ngaya eMiseni mhlawumbe amamitha angamashumi ayisikhombisa ukusuka ethuneni likaPeter, nase-altare uJohn Paul II ayeqiniseka ukuthi uzolisho iMisa kaningi ekubuseni kwakhe kweminyaka engama-28.
Ngemva kokuvakashela ithuna lika-JPII kanye nethuna lika-St. Peter futhi, ngabhekisa amabombo eSt. Peter's Square ukuze ngiyohlangana nabantu engangixhumana nabo basePoland. Sasizongena eVatican ukuze sithole izethameli zikapapa kanye noPapa Benedict XVI, omunye wabangane abathandekayo bakaJPII namadlelandawonye. Khumbula, izethameli zikapapa zingaba yinoma yini ukusuka kubantu abambalwa kuye kwamakhulu ambalwa. Kwakukhona amakhulu ambalwa ethu aye esigcawini ngalolo suku ekuseni.
Ngenkathi ngilinde bonke abahambeli ukuba bahlangane, ngabona ubuso engangazi ukuthi ngiyabazi. Ngemuva kwalokho kwangishaya-kwaba ngumlingisi osemusha owayedlala uJohn Paul II kumamuvi wakamuva wempilo yakhe, UKarol: Indoda Eyaba Upapa. Ngangisanda kubuka ifilimu yakhe ngesonto eledlule! Ngakhuphukela kuPiotr Adamczyk futhi ngamanga. Ubekade ekhona ekhonsathini ngayizolo. Ngakho ngamnika ikhophi Isihlabelelo seKarol engicele ukuthi ngiyisayine. Nangu umlingisi wesinema ka-John Paul II efuna i-autograph yami encane! Futhi ngalokho, sangena eVatican.
ISILALELO SEPAPA
Ngemuva kokudlula onogada baseSwitzerland abanobuso obunzima, sangena ehholo elide, elincane elalinezihlalo ezindala zamapulangwe ezinhlangothini zombili zendlela. Phambili bekunezitebhisi ezimhlophe eziya esihlalweni esimhlophe. Yilapho uPapa Benedict ayezohlala khona maduzane.
Besingalindele ukuhlangana noPope Benedict mathupha manje. Njengoba omunye umfundisi wangitshela, “Umlandeli kamama uTeresa kanye noKhadinali abaningi basalindele ukumbona!” Yiqiniso, akusona isitayela sikaPapa Benedict ukuhlangana futhi abingelele kakhulu njengomanduleli wakhe. Ngakho mina nomfundi waseMelika ongumfundi wobufundisi sahlala eduze nengemuva lehholo. “Okungenani besizobona kafushane umlandeli kaPetru njengoba engena,” sazitshela.
Ukulangazela kwakhula njengoba sasondela ehoreni le-12 lapho kuzofika uBaba oNgcwele. Umoya wawukhona electric. Abaculi abagqoke izingubo zendabuko zasePoland baqala ukubopha izingoma zobuzwe. Injabulo egumbini yayicacile - nezinhliziyo zazishaya ngamandla.
Ngaso leso sikhathi, ngabuka uMonsignor Stefan we-JPII Foundation, indoda eyayingimemele ukuba ngize eRoma. Ubelokhu ehla enyuka egijima phakathi nendawo engathi kukhona omfunayo. Engibambe iso lami, wangikhomba wathi, “Wena! Yebo, hamba nami!” Wangiqhweba ukuthi ngihambe ngizungeze imigoqo ngimlandele. Ngokuphazima kweso, ngangikhuphuka ngibheke kuleso sihlalo esimhlophe! UMonsignor wangiholela emigqeni embalwa yokuqala, lapho ngazithola ngihlezi eduze nabanye abadwebi abambalwa, kuhlanganise noFrancisca waseMelika ovuthayo, uFr. UStan Fortuna.
BENEDICTO!
Ngokungazelelwe, igumbi lonke lasukuma. Phakathi kwengoma nokuhaywa kuka "Benedicto!", Uhlaka oluncane lomphefumulo omkhulu kakhulu lwaqala ukuhamba ngothango lwenkuni ohlangothini lwethu lwegumbi.
Imicabango yami yahlehlela emuva ngosuku akhethwa ngalo. Ngangilele ngalolo suku ekuseni ngemuva kokusebenza ubusuku bonke estudiyo ku Yazisa iNkosi, i-CD yami yakamuva yokukhumbula “Unyaka We-Ekaristi”, owamenyezelwa nguJPII. Umkami wavele wabhodloza ngomnyango wekamelo lokulala, wazibophela embhedeni wababaza, “Sinopapa!!” Ngahlala, khonapho ngiphaphama. "Ubani!?"
“UKhadinali Ratzinger!”
Ngaqala ukukhala ngenjabulo. Eqinisweni, kwaphela izinsuku ezintathu ngigcwele injabulo engaphezu kwemvelo. Yebo, lo papa omusha wayengeke asihole nje kuphela, kodwa wayezohola nathi kahle. Eqinisweni, ngase ngenze iphuzu lokuthola wakhe ucaphuna futhi. Bengingazi ukuthi uzoba ngumlandeli olandelayo ka Peter.
“Nanguya,” kusho uBozena, umngane wami waseCanada ongumPolish engangimi eduze kwakhe manje. Wayehlangane noPapa John Paul II izikhathi ezine, futhi wayenesibopho esikhulu sokwenza umculo wami ezandleni zezikhulu zaseRome. Manje wayesemi buqamama noPapa Benedict. Ngabuka njengoba upapa oneminyaka engu-79 ubudala ehlangana nomuntu ngamunye lapho angakwazi ukufinyelela khona. Izinwele zakhe ziwugqinsi futhi zimhlophe qwa. Akazange ayeke ukumamatheka, kodwa washo okuncane. Wayebusisa izithombe noma amaRosari njengoba ehamba, exhawula, evuma buthule ngamehlo akhe iwundlu ngalinye phambi kwakhe.
Abantu abaningi bebemi ezitulweni bedudula bebheke ngasemvinjweni (okucasule izikhulu zaseVatican). Uma ngafaka isandla sami phakathi kwabantu abaseduze kwami, kungenzeka ukuthi wasithatha. Kepha okuthile ngaphakathi akungitshelanga nami. Futhi, ngezwa ukuba khona kukaJPII nami.
Qhubeka, akukephuzi kakhulu! ” kusho omunye wesifazane, engisunduzela ngaku-papa. Ngathi: “Cha. “Kwanele ukuthi bheka 'UPetru'. ”
OKULINDELEKILE
Ngemuva komyalezo omfishane oya kwiSisekelo, uPapa Benedict wasukuma esihlalweni sakhe wasinika isibusiso sokugcina. Igumbi lathula, futhi sasilalele lapho isibusiso sesiLatin sinanela ehholo. “Umusa ongaka”, Bengicabanga. "Ubusiswe ngumlandeli womdobi waseKapernawume. "
Ngenkathi uBaba oNgcwele ehla ngezitebhisi, sazi ukuthi sekuyisikhathi sokuvalelisa. Kodwa ngokungazelelwe wama, futhi imigqa emithathu engaphambili kolunye uhlangothi lwehholo yaqala ukungabi nalutho futhi yagcwala ezitebhisini. Ngamunye ngamunye, amalungu asePoland asekhulile kakhulu akhuphukela kumpapa, aqabula indandatho yakhe yobupapa, akhuluma amagama ambalwa, futhi athola iRosari evela kuBenedict. Upapa akazange asho okuncane, kepha ngesizotha nangenhlonipho wamukela ukubingelela ngakunye. Ngemuva kwalokho, ama-usher eza ku uhlangothi lwethu lwehholo. Bengihleli kwesithathu… nomugqa wokugcina okwakumele kuhlangatshezwane nopapa.
Ngathatha ama-CD ami ebenginawo esikhwameni sami, ngaya phambili. Bekuyi surreal. Ngakhumbula ngithandaza eSt Pio eminyakeni embalwa eyedlule, ukucela uJesu umusa wokukwazi ukubeka inkonzo yami ezinyaweni zika "Peter". Futhi ngangikhona, isithunywa sevangeli esincane esasicula esivela eCanada, ngiphelezelwe ngababhishobhi kanye nokhadinali, noBaba Ongcwele ezinyaweni ezimbalwa nje.
Umnumzane owayephambi kwami wasuka, nanguya uPapa Benedict, esamamatheka, engibuka emehlweni. Ngiqabule indandatho yakhe, bese ngimbonisa amaCD wami Ingoma KaKarol ngaphezulu. UMbhishobhi Omkhulu eceleni kukaBaba Ongcwele washo okuthile ngesiJalimane okunegama elithi “ikhonsathi”, uBenedict athi kuyo, “Ohh!” Ngimbuka, ngathi, “Ngingumvangeli ovela eCanada, futhi ngiyajabula ukukukhonza.” Futhi ngalokho, ngaphenduka ukuze ngibuyele esihlalweni sami. Futhi emi lapho UKhadinali Stanislaw Dziwisz. Lona ngumuntu owayengunobhala kaPapa John Paul II, indoda eyabamba isandla sikapapa ongasekho ngenkathi ephefumula okokugcina… ngakho-ke nami ngathatha lezo zandla, ngazibamba, ngamomotheka ngakhothama. Wangamukela ngemfudumalo. Futhi ngenkathi ngibuyela esihlalweni sami, ngezwa futhi, “Ngifuna uhlangane nabangane bami abakhulu. ”
ABANGANI ABAKHULU
Lapho sifika eSt. Peter's Square futhi, angibange ngisakwazi ukulawula imizwa yami. Ekugcineni, ngezwa ukuthula nesiqiniseko nothando lukaJesu. Isikhathi eside, ngisebumnyameni, ngithwele ukungabaza okukhulu ngenkonzo yami, ubizo lwami, izipho zami… Kepha manje, ngaluzwa ngokujulile uthando lukaJohn Paul II. Ngangimbona emamatheka, futhi ngangizizwa ngiyindodana yakhe engokomoya (njengoba kwenza abantu abaningi). Ngiyazi ukuthi indlela yami yehlukile… iSiphambano, ukuhlala ngincane, ngithobekile, ngilalela. Akuyona yini indlela yethu le? Futhi nokho, kungukuthula okusha ukuthi ngivuke namhlanje.
Futhi, abangane abasha.
EPILOGUE
Kamuva ntambama ngemva kwezilaleli zikapapa, ngadla isidlo sasemini namalungu eSisekelo. Sezwa ukuthi uKhadinali uStanislaw ungumakhelwane! Ngabuza ukuthi ngingakwazi yini ukuhlangana naye, okwabangela ukuba indela enesixhwanguxhwangu ibaleke. Phakathi nemizuzu embalwa, ngazithola ngisegunjini noBozena kanye nomthwebuli wezithombe zikaCardinal Stanislaw. Wabe esengena uKhadinali.
Sichithe imizuzu embalwa sikhuluma sodwa, sibambene ngesandla, uKhadinali ebheke kakhulu emehlweni ami. Uthe uyalithanda izwi lami lokucula futhi akakholwanga ukuthi nginezingane eziyisikhombisa - ukuthi ubuso bami bubukeka busha kakhulu. Ngaphendula ngathi, “Awubukeki umubi kangaka wena!”
Ngabe sengithi kuye amazwi ayesinda enhliziyweni yami, “Ovelele, ICanada ilele. Kubonakala kimi ukuthi sisebusika ngaphambi "kwesikhathi esisha sentwasahlobo"… .. sicela usithandazele. Futhi ngizokuthandazela. ” Engibuka ngobuqotho bangempela, waphendula, “Nami, ngibheke wena.”
Futhi ngalokho, wabusisa amaRosari ami agcwele isandla, ebunzini lami, futhi ephenduka, umngane omkhulu kaPapa John Paul II waphuma ekamelweni.
Ishicilelwe okokuqala ngo-Okthoba 24, 2006
Siyabonga ngokusekela kwakho.
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