KUKHONA Kunzima ukukubeka ngamagama, kepha kungumqondo wokuthi le nkonzo ingena esigabeni esisha. Anginasiqiniseko sokuthi ngiyakuqonda ukuthi kuyini ngisho, kepha kukhona umqondo ojulile wokuthi uNkulunkulu uyathengela futhi alungiselele okuthile okusha, noma ngabe kungaphakathi kuphela.
Ngakho-ke, ngizizwa ngiphoqelekile kuleli sonto ukwenza ushintsho oluncane lapha. Nginike le bhulogi, eyake yabizwa ngokuthi "Ukudla Komoya Okucatshangwayo", igama elisha, kalula: IZwi Manje. Lesi akusona neze isihloko esisha kubafundi lapha, njengoba ngisisebenzisile ukubhekisa kuzizindlo ekufundweni kweMisa. Kodwa-ke, ngibona sengathi kuyincazelo efaneleke kakhudlwana yalokho engibona sengathi iNkosi ikwenza… ukuthi “izwi manje” lidinga ukukhulunywa — noma ngabe kubiza malini — nesikhathi esisele.
Ngibe nezinhlu ezimbili zokubhaliselwe kuze kube manje, eyodwa yemibhalo ejwayelekile kanti enye yezokuzindla ekufundweni kweMisa. Kodwa-ke, ngiyavuma ukuthi ngizizwe ngidabukile phakathi kwalokho engizokubhala phakathi kwalezi zinhlu ezimbili njengoba kunokugeleza okungokwemvelo phakathi kwayo yonke imibhalo. Kanjalo, ngizobuyela emuva kuhlu olulodwa ukuze ngikugcine kulula. Ngakho-ke kusukela manje kuqhubeke, noma nini lapho ngithumela i-The New Word, noma ngabe kufundwa iMisa noma okunye, kuzoba sohlwini olulodwa lokubhaliselwe. Labo kini ababhaliswe njengamanje kuphela ohlwini oludala lwe-Now Word kudingeka babhalisele uhlu olujwayelekile ukuze baqhubeke nokuthola ama-imeyili. Vele uchofoze lapha bese ufaka i-imeyili yakho uma ungakayenzi: Bhalisa.
Ngisanda kuqeda ububi obudingekayo bezintela kuleli sonto. Bengilokhu ngicabanga futhi ngithandaza okuningi. Impela, enye ingxenye yalesi “sigaba esisha” yizinga elisha lempi engokomoya engingazange ngikhulume ngagunci ngalo phambilini. Kepha bengizungeze ibhulokhi ngokwanele ukwazi ukuthi uphawu oluhle.
Okokugcina… angazi ukuthi ngithini lapho kukhulunywa ngezinhlamvu eziningi ezivela wena. Ngihlale ngikhala izinyembezi ebufakazini obushukumisayo bokuthi uNkulunkulu usebenzise kanjani le mibhalo ukuqondisa nokusiza iningi lenu. Ngicabanga ukuthi ngishaqekile ngoba, niyazi, ngilapha phakathi nendawo maphakathi neCanada epulazini elincane, ngibhala lokhu kuzindla… futhi laphaya emazweni amaningi, ezinkulungwaneni zamakhaya, uJesu uhamba ezinhliziyweni zenu ezinye izindlela ezijule kakhulu. Kepha bengilokhu ngicabanga kaningi muva nje ngalokho umphathi wami wezenkolo ake wangibiza khona eminyakeni embalwa eyedlule: "Isithunywa esincane sikaNkulunkulu". Yebo, ngicabanga ukuthi lelo yithoni efanele — umfana wokulethwa kuphela. Futhi-ke, nawe, ngikhazimulisa futhi ngidumise uJesu ngokuthi, naphezu kwami, ukwazile ukuthatha ubumpofu bamazwi ami futhi aqhubeke awenzele abanye ukudla. Noma kunjalo, ngizizwa ngingazethembi kakhulu kunakuqala…
Ngakho-ke ngiyabonga ngemithandazo yakho. Ngiyabonga ngothando lwakho. Ngiyabonga nangokuphana kwakho, ngokwazi ukuthi nginikele impilo yami kulo mphostoli kodwa nginezingane eziyisishiyagalombili okufanele ngizondle, ngifunde futhi ngishade. Yebo, kunomshado ozayo kulo Septhemba! Indodakazi yami endala, uTianna — lowo ubuciko bakhe nokwakhiwa kwewebhusayithi kube nomthelela lapha kanye namakhono omkami — ushada nomfana omkhulu impela. Zigcine emithandazweni yakho. Babe yisibonelo esihle impela ngobumsulwa, isithunzi, kanye nobufakazi obuyiqiniso bokholo lwabo kuKristu.
Ngenkathi ngikuwo, ngicela sikhulekele nendodakazi yethu encane uNicole, oyisithunywa sevangeli nePure Witness Ministries. Futhi ngoDenise, iningi lenu elimaziyo njengombhali walo Isihlahla futhi ngubani oqale ibhulogi elincane elijule kakhulu elabelana ngengokomoya lakhe kokuhlangenwe nakho kwempilo yansuku zonke: ungayifunda lapha.
Ngithe ngiyabonga ngemithandazo yakho? Yebo, ngiyazidinga… ngiyazizwa. Ungowami usuku nosuku. Khumbula…
...uyathandwa.
Siyabonga ngothando nemithandazo yakho!
Ukuze ubhalise, chofoza lapha.
