Ag0ny Engadini
AS isakhamuzi esiphakeme singibeke namhlanje, "Izihloko zezindaba azikholakali."
Ngempela, njengoba izindaba zokwanda kwezingane, ubudlova nokuhlaselwa komndeni kanye nenkululeko yokukhuluma yehla njengemvula enkulu, isilingo ukufuna ukucasha bese ubona konke kudangele. Namuhla, bengingakwazi ukugxila eMiseni… usizi belulukhulu kakhulu.
Masingaqinisekisi iqiniso: is kudabukile, yize imisebe yethemba ngezikhathi ezithile ihlaba emafwini ampunga alesi siphepho sokuziphatha. Engikuzwa iNkosi ikusho kithi yilokhu:
I yazi uthwele isiphambano esinzima. Ngiyazi ukuthi uthwele kanzima. Kepha khumbula, wabelana kuphela ku- isiphambano sami. Ngakho-ke, Ngihlala ngiyiphethe njalo. Ngingakushiya, sithandwa sami?
Hlala njengengane encane. Unganikeli ekukhathazekeni. Thembela kimi. Ngizokunikeza zonke izidingo zakho, noma nini lapho uzidinga khona, ngesikhathi esifanele. Kepha kufanele udlule kule Passion-lonke iSonto kumele lilandele iNhloko. Sekuyisikhathi sokuphuza indebe yokuhlupheka Kwami. Kepha njengoba ngiqiniswe yingelosi, kanjalo futhi, ngizokuqinisa.
Yiba nesibindi — sengivele ngilinqobile izwe!
Do not be afraid of anything you are going to suffer... remain faithful until death, I will give you the crown of life.(IsAm. 2: 9-10)
