BACK ngoJuni ka-2013, ngikubhalele ngezinguquko ebengizibona mayelana nenkonzo yami, ukuthi yethulwa kanjani, yini ethulwa njll ekubhalweni okubiziwe Ingoma Yomlindi. Ngemuva kwezinyanga ezimbalwa ngicabanga, ngithanda ukuhlanganyela nawe engikubonile kulokho okwenzeka emhlabeni wethu, izinto engizixoxe nomqondisi wami wezomoya, nalapho ngizizwa ngisiwa khona manje. Ngifuna futhi ukumema okokufaka kwakho okuqondile ngenhlolovo esheshayo ngezansi.
AS Nginibhalele ekuqaleni kwalenyanga, ngithinteke kakhulu ngezincwadi eziningi engizitholile zamaKrestu emhlabeni wonke ezisekela futhi ezifuna ukuthi le nkonzo iqhubeke. Siphinde saxoxisana noLea kanye nomqondisi wami wezomoya, futhi sithathe izinqumo zokuthi singaqhubeka kanjani.
Sekuyiminyaka ngihambela izindawo eziningi, ikakhulukazi e-United States. Kepha sesibonile ukuthi ubukhulu besixuku banciphile kanjani nokunganaki izehlakalo zeSonto kukhule. Akukhona lokho kuphela, kepha nomsebenzi owodwa wesifunda e-US ubuncane bohambo lwezinsuku eziyi-3-4. Noma kunjalo, ngemibhalo yami lapha nama-webcasts, bengilokhu ngifinyelela izinkulungwane zabantu ngasikhathi. Ngakho-ke, kunengqondo ukuthi ngisebenzise isikhathi sami kahle nangokuhlakanipha, ngisisebenzise lapho kunenzuzo khona kakhulu emiphefumulweni.
Umqondisi wami wezomoya uphinde wathi, esinye sezithelo okufanele sizibheke “njengophawu” lokuthi ngihamba entandweni kaNkulunkulu ukuthi inkonzo yami — ebesisebenza ngokugcwele iminyaka eyi-13 manje - yondla umndeni wami. Ngokwandayo, siyabona ukuthi ngezixuku ezincane nokunganaki, kube nzima kakhulu ukuthola izizathu zokuba semgwaqeni. Ngakolunye uhlangothi, konke engikwenzayo ku-inthanethi kumahhala, njengoba kufanele kube njalo. Ngithole ngaphandle kwezindleko, ngakho-ke ngifuna ukunikela ngaphandle kwezindleko. Noma yini ethengiswayo yilezo zinto esitshale imali yazo ekukhiqizeni, njengebhuku lami namaCD. Nabo bayasiza ekuhlinzekeni ngokwengxenye le nkonzo kanye nomndeni wami.