NGAPHAMBILI izinyanga eziningi ze-wrestling, umthandazo, ukuhlela, ukunwaya ikhanda, ukubonisana nomqondisi wami wezomoya, ukuguqa phambi kweSakramente elibusisiwe, amalitha ekhofi, nobusuku obude kuze kube sezikhathi zobusuku… namanje ayenziwanga incwadi yami.
Izindaba ezimnandi ukuthi uhlaka lokugcina luphume ukuhlelwa namhlanje ekuseni.
UHAMBO OLUMANGALISAYO
Lapho ngiqala ukubhala imibhalo engiku-inthanethi njalo eminyakeni emithathu eyedlule, uhlelo lwami kwakuwukuyigcina mifushane futhi ifinyelele ephuzwini. Bengingasebenzisi ngisho nezithombe ngaleso sikhathi (bheka lapha, ngokwesibonelo, noma lapha.) Kepha njengoba uMama Teresa ake asho, "Uma ufuna ukuhlekisa uNkulunkulu, mtshele izinhlelo zakho." Bengingazi ukuthi ngemuva kweminyaka embalwa, bengizobe ngibhale izizindlo eziyikhulu "ngebhulogi" lami, eselithole ukuvakashelwa okucishe kube yizigidi ezimbili kusuka kubafundi emhlabeni wonke futhi lisatshalaliswa ngezinye iziteshi kwinani elingaziwa labafundi. Kwakungalesi sikhathi ngonyaka odlule lapho umqondisi wezomoya wale mibhalo (oqokwe ngumqondisi womoya womphefumulo wami) engikhuthaza ukuba ngiyifingqe encwadini. Ngabe uwafingqa kanjani amakhasi ayi-1500 encwadini, ikakhulukazi lapho incwadi isabhalwa? Impendulo, ngokusobala, ukungena ezinyangeni zokulwa, ukuthandaza, ukuhlela, ukunwaya ikhanda, ukubonisana… uthola iphuzu.
Ngokuzimisela, inqubo ibaluleke kakhulu njengomphumela wokugcina. Empeleni, incwadi kuleli phuzu iqukethe imininingwane engingabhalanga ngayo okwamanje — amaqiniso angaphezu kwawemvelo angishiye ngimangele. Siyaphila, ngaphandle kokungabaza, ezikhathini ezingavamile kakhulu emlandweni. Incwadi izoba yilokho umqondisi wami acele ukuthi kube yikho: a isifinyeto yemibhalo. Lokho wukuthi, sengivele ngiyiqalile inqubo yokuhlanganisa incwadi / izincwadi ezilandelayo.
Ngakho-ke, ngeke ngenze zethembiso, kepha ngiyathandaza ukuthi ngesikhathi seNtwasahlobo isiqhakaze ngokugcwele eCanada, izitshalo zitshaliwe, neqhwa libe inkumbulo ekude (amaphupho amabi), ngizoba nencwadi elungele labo ufuna "isithombe esikhulu". Nginesiqiniseko sokuthi kuzoba yisikhuthazo esinamandla sokuvuka nokukhanya kulabo abaziyo ukuthi, kukhona okwenzekayo emhlabeni wethu, kepha abakwazi ukukubeka ngamagama. Ngikusho lokhu ngoba ngincike ngokuphelele emandleni okufundisa eSonto ukwenza leli cala. (Umhleli wami ubhale namhlanje ekuseni wathi, "Ngibona ukugcotshwa nokubaluleka kwalo msebenzi…" Mhlawumbe ubusuku bokuhlwa bebulungele…)
ISIKHATHI
Njengoba ngishilo muva nje, silungiselela i-webcast yethu yokuqala — inguqulo yethelevishini yebhulogi yami ebizwa I-EmbracingHope.tv. Sizoqala ukukhiqiza maduzane futhi sethemba ukuthi lo mbukiso uzotholakala nge-Divine Mercy Sunday… uNkulunkulu uma ethanda (ikhofi eliningi, ukukhothamela…), yize kungenzeka kube ngoMeyi.
IZIMPENDULO
Lokhu, empeleni, bekungeze okungenamqondo kulayini wami wesihloko, iqhinga lomlobi lokuhlala njalo ebala izinto "kokuthathu" ngoba "uzizwa kahle nje." Ngiyakhumbula lapho umhleli wethelevishini engitshela lokhu eminyakeni eminingana edlule. Wayengazi ukuthi i- uZiqu-zintathu amandla ayewasebenzisa engqondweni yami ebuthakathaka.
Kuleli sonto, iZulu belithule kakhulu, ngakho-ke angikangezi lutho olusha. Mhlawumbe leli yithuba elihle lokuthi abanye babafundi bami bachofoze "Okufakiwe Kwangaphambilini"ezansi kwe- Ijenali Yansuku zonke bese uhlangana.
Ngifuna ukubonga wonke umuntu othumele iminikelo ngakho konke ukwakhiwa kwencwadi kanye nokusakazwa kwewebhu. Udinga ukwazi ukuthi bekuyiyo ngokuqondile ukuphana kwakho okwakwanele ukusifikisa kuleli qophelo. Angikaze, kuyo yonke iminyaka yami yenkonzo, ngithole ukuthululwa kothando nokusekelwa njengami. Angithandi ukuphawula kakhulu ngezincwadi zami engizitholayo ("Kumele ngehle…!Kodwa-ke, kukhona ukuguqulwa okunamandla okwenzeka ngalobu buphostoli obuyimfihlakalo kanye nabafowethu nodadewethu abangabavangeli abajoyina i-Faith yethu yamaKatolika ngale mibhalo. Akuvamile ukuthi umvangeli akwazi ukubona isivuno; kungumusa kimi ukubona uJesu Labo abadela okuningi ukuze bathumele kwesinye isikhathi ama-dollar nje ambalwa — bayazi ukuthi uJesu uzokukhokhela ngokuphindwe kayikhulu ngezindlela ongazicabangi empilweni ezayo.
Ngiyanithandazela nonke, nsuku zonke. Isicelo sami esikhethekile kuwe ukuthandaza ikakhulukazi okwami abaqondisi abangokomoya. Le nkonzo ngokusobala ithatha izinyathelo ezinkulu manje — ezinye engingakaze ngisho ngikhulume ngazo. Ngakho-ke ngicela nikhulekele ukuthi ukuhlakanipha okukhulu, ukuvikelwa kanye nokuhlinzekelwa kunikezwe la madoda angcwele.
Uthando nokuthula nomusa makube nemimoya yakho njengoba singena evikini leNtshiseko leNkosi yethu. Kwangathi ungathola ukuguquka okujule kwenhliziyo ngeSiphambano seNkosi noMsindisi wethu, uJesu Kristu. Ngicela ningikhulekele nami nomndeni wami…
