Omvera ndi Papa Benedict XVI - Kuwonetsa Papa nyimbo zanga
Zaka zisanu ndi zitatu zapitazo mu 2005, mkazi wanga adalowa mchipindacho ali ndi nkhani zowopsa: "Kadinala Ratzinger wangosankhidwa kukhala Papa!" Masiku ano, nkhaniyi ndi yodabwitsa kuti, patadutsa zaka mazana angapo, nthawi zathu zidzawona papa woyamba kusiya ntchito. Bokosi langa lamakalata mmawa uno lili ndi mafunso ochokera 'kodi izi zikutanthauza chiyani mkati mwa "nthawi zomaliza"?', Kuti 'kodi padzakhala "papa wakuda“? ', Ndi zina zotero. M'malo mofotokozera kapena kuyerekezera panthawiyi, lingaliro loyamba lomwe limabwera m'malingaliro ndi msonkhano wosayembekezereka womwe ndidakhala nawo ndi Papa Benedict mu Okutobala 2006, ndi momwe zonse zidafikira…. Kuchokera m'kalata yopita kwa owerenga anga pa Okutobala 24, 2006:
OKONDEDWA abwenzi,
Ndikukulemberani madzulo ano kuchokera ku hotelo yanga ndikuponya mwala kuchokera pa St Peter's Square. Awa akhala masiku odzazidwa ndi chisomo. Zachidziwikire, ambiri a inu mukudabwa ngati ndidakumana ndi Papa…
Chifukwa chaulendo wanga pano kudali kuyimba konsati ya Okutobala 22nd yolemekeza chikondwerero cha 25th cha John Paul II Foundation, komanso chikondwerero chokumbukira zaka 28th cha kukhazikitsidwa kwa papa monga papa pa Okutobala 22, 1978.
KONSITSA YA PAPA JOHN PAUL II
Pamene timakambirana kangapo kwa masiku awiri za mwambowu womwe udzawonetsedwa pa TV mdziko lonse ku Poland sabata yamawa, ndidayamba kudzimva kuti sindili bwino. Ndinazunguliridwa ndi maluso ena apamwamba ku Poland, oyimba ndi oyimba osangalatsa. Nthawi ina, ndinatuluka panja kuti ndikapeze mpweya wabwino ndikuyenda pamakoma akale achiroma. Ndinayamba kudina, "Chifukwa chiyani ndiri pano, Ambuye? Sindimakhala pakati pa ziphona izi! ” Sindingakuuzeni momwe ndikudziwira, koma ndinamva John Paul Wachiwiri yankhani mumtima mwanga, “Ndiye chifukwa chake ndi apa, chifukwa inu ndi zochepa kwambiri. ”
Nthawi yomweyo, ndidayamba kuwona zakuya abambo chimenechi ndi chizindikiro cha kukhala Mtumiki wa Mulungu John Paul Wachiwiri. Ndayesetsa kukhala mwana wake wokhulupirika pazaka zonse zautumiki wanga. Nditha kusanthula mitu yankhani zaku Vatican tsiku lililonse, ndikufunafuna mwala apa, nzeru ya pamenepo, kamphepo kabwino ka Mzimu kakuwomba kuchokera pamilomo ya JPII. Ndipo ikagwira matanga a mtima wanga ndi malingaliro, imatha kuyendetsa mayendedwe amawu anga ngakhale nyimbo m'njira zatsopano.
Ndipo chifukwa chake ndinadza ku Roma. Kuyimba koposa zonse, Nyimbo ya Karol zomwe ndidalemba tsiku lomwe JPII amwalira. Pomwe ndidayima pabwalopo mausiku awiri apitawo ndikuyang'ana kunyanja komwe kumapezeka anthu aku Poland, ndidazindikira kuti ndidayima pakati pa okondedwa apamtima a Papa. Masisitere omwe ankaphika chakudya chake, ansembe ndi mabishopu omwe adabereka, nkhope zosadziwika za okalamba ndi achinyamata omwe adagawana nawo nthawi yapadera komanso yamtengo wapatali.
Ndipo ndinamva mumtima mwanga mawu akuti,Ndikufuna kuti mukomane ndi anzanga apamtima."
Ndipo m'modzi m'modzi, ndinayamba kukumana nawo. Pamapeto pa konsatiyo, ojambula onse ndi oyimba ndi owerenga ndakatulo za JPII adadzaza gawo kuti ayimbe nyimbo yomaliza. Ndinali nditaima kumbuyo, ndikubisala kumbuyo kwa wosewera wa saxophone yemwe adandisangalatsa usiku wonse ndi zida zake za jazz. Ndinayang'ana kumbuyo kwanga, ndipo oyang'anira pansi anali akundiyendetsa mwamantha kuti ndipite patsogolo. Pomwe ndimayamba kupita kutsogolo, gululo mwadzidzidzi lidagawika pakati popanda chifukwa, ndipo sindinachitire mwina koma kupita kutsogolo - siteji yapakati. Oy. Ndipamene Papal Nuncio waku Poland adabwera kudzalankhula pang'ono. Kenako tinayamba kuimba. Pamene timatero, anaima pambali panga, kundigwira dzanja langa, ndi kulikweza m'mwamba pamene tonse tinkayimba "Abba, Atate" m'zinenero zitatu. Mphindi bwanji! Simunakhalepo ndi mwayi woyimba mpaka mutakumana ndi chikhulupiriro cholimba, kukonda dziko lanu, komanso kukhulupirika kwa a John Paul II aku Poland! Ndipo ndinali pano, ndimayimba limodzi ndi Papal Nuncio waku Poland!
MANDA A YOHANE PAULO II
Chifukwa ndimakhala pafupi ndi Vatican, ndatha kupemphera kumanda a John Paul II kanayi mpaka pano. Pali chisomo chogwirika komanso kupezeka kumeneko komwe kwasuntha kuposa ine ndikulira.
Ndinagwada pansi kuseli kwa malo ozunguliridwa ndi zingwe, ndikuyamba kupemphera Rosary pafupi ndi gulu la masisitere okhala ndi Sacred Heart atakhazikika pamachitidwe awo. Pambuyo pake, bambo wina anabwera kwa ine nati, “Kodi munawaona masisitere aja?” Inde, ndinayankha. Anali masisitere amene ankatumikira John Paul Wachiwiri! ”
KUKONZEKERA KUKUMANA NDI “PETULO”
Ndinadzuka m'mawa tsiku lotsatira konsati, ndipo ndinamva kufunika kodzipemphera m'mapemphero. Nditadya chakudya cham'mawa, ndinalowa Tchalitchi cha St. Peter ndikupita ku Misa mwina mita makumi asanu ndi awiri kuchokera kumanda a Peter, komanso paguwa lansembe lomwe John Paul II anali wotsimikiza kuti anganene Misa kangapo muulamuliro wake wazaka 28.
Nditapitanso kumanda a JPII komanso manda a St. Peter, ndinapita ku St. Peter's Square kukakumana ndi anzanga aku Poland. Tidali pafupi kulowa ku Vatican kwa omvera apapa ndi Papa Benedict XVI, m'modzi mwa abwenzi apamtima a JPII. Kumbukirani, omvera apapa akhoza kukhala chilichonse kuchokera kwa anthu ochepa mpaka mazana ochepa. Panali mazana angapo a ife tikupita kubwalo m'mawa.
Ndikudikirira amwendamnjira onse kuti asonkhane, ndinawona nkhope yomwe ndimadziwa kuti ndazindikira. Kenako zidandigunda - anali wosewera wachichepere yemwe adasewera John Paul II mufilimu yaposachedwa m'moyo wake, Karol: Munthu Yemwe Anakhala Papa. Ndidangowonera kanema wake sabata yatha! Ndinapita kwa Piotr Adamczyk ndikumukumbatira. Anali nawo konsati usiku watha. Chifukwa chake ndidampatsa kope la Nyimbo ya Karol zomwe adandifunsa kuti ndisaine. Umu ndi momwe John Paul Wachiwiri adawonera kanema wanga akufuna! Ndipo ndi izi, tidalowa ku Vatican.
OONETSA PAPA
Titadutsa olondera angapo aku Switzerland olowera kumbuyo, tinalowa m'holo yayitali, yopapatiza yokhala ndi mipando yakale yamatabwa mbali zonse ziwiri za kanjira kakang'ono. Kutsogolo kwake kunali masitepe oyera opita ku mpando woyera. Apa ndipomwe Papa Benedict amayenera kukhala.
Sitimayembekezera kukumana ndi Papa Benedict patokha pofika pano. Monga wansembe wina anandiuzira, "Wotsatira wa Amayi Teresa ndi Makadinala ambiri akuyembekezerabe kumuwona!" Zowona, si kalembedwe ka Papa Benedict wokumana ndikulonjera monga momwe adamtsogolera. Chifukwa chake ine ndi seminare waku America tidakhala pafupi kumbuyo kwa holo. “Mwina timangoyang'ana pang'ono pomwe olowa m'malo a Peter akamalowa,” tidalingalira motero.
Chiyembekezo chidakula pomwe tidayandikira 12 koloko pomwe Atate Woyera adzafika. Mpweya unali magetsi. Oyimba atavala zovala zachikhalidwe zaku Poland adayamba kumenyera nkhondo mitundu yawo. Chisangalalo mchipindacho chinali chosavuta - ndipo mitima inali kugundana.
Nthawi yomweyo, ndidakumana ndi a Monsignor Stefan a JPII Foundation, bambo omwe adandiitanira ku Roma. Anali akuyenda mwachangu komanso kutsika pakati pamsewu ngati kuti akufuna winawake. Atandigwira m'maso, adandiuza nati, "Iwe! Inde, bwera nane! ” Anandiuza kuti ndiyendeyende pamsewu ndikumutsata. Mwadzidzidzi, ndinali kuyenda ndikulowera kumpando woyera uja! Monsignor adanditsogolera m'mizere ingapo yoyambirira, pomwe ndidapezeka nditakhala pafupi ndi ojambula ena angapo, kuphatikiza woyaka moto waku America waku France, Fr. Stan Fortuna.
BENEDICTO!
Mwadzidzidzi, chipinda chonsecho chidadzuka. Pakati pa nyimbo ndikuimba "Benedicto!", Chimango chaching'ono cha mzimu waukulu kwambiri chidayamba kuyenda potchinga matabwa mbali yathu ya chipinda.
Malingaliro anga adabwerera kumbuyo mpaka tsiku lomwe adasankhidwa. Ndinagona m'mawa womwewo nditagwira ntchito usiku wonse mu studio Lolani Ambuye Adziwe, CD yanga yaposachedwa yokumbukira "Chaka cha Ukalistia", chomwe JPII idalengeza. Mkazi wanga mwadzidzidzi adalowa chitseko chogona, ndikumangirira pabedi ndikufuula, "Tili ndi apapa !!" Ndinakhala tsonga, pomwepo ndinadzuka. "Kodi ndi ndani!?"
“Kadinala Ratzinger!”
Ndinayamba kulira ndi chisangalalo. M'malo mwake, kwa masiku atatu, ndinali ndi chisangalalo chodabwitsa. Inde, papa watsopanoyu sanangotitsogolera ife, komanso kutitsogolera bwino. M'malo mwake, ndidayesetsanso kupeza lake amagwiritsanso ntchito. Sindinadziwe kuti adzakhala wotsatira wotsatira wa Peter.
"Uyo ali," anatero Bozena, mnzake ndi waku Canada waku Canada yemwe ndinali nditaimirira pambali pake. Adakumana ndi Papa John Paul II kanayi, ndipo makamaka anali ndi udindo wopititsa nyimbo zanga m'manja mwa akuluakulu aku Roma. Tsopano anali atangoyima pafupi ndi Papa Benedict. Ndidawona pomwe pontiff wazaka 79 adakumana ndi aliyense yemwe amamudziwa. Tsitsi lake ndi lakuda komanso loyera bwino. Sanasiye kumwetulira, koma ananena zochepa. Amadalitsa zithunzi kapena ma Rosari pomwe amapita, akugwirana chanza, kuvomereza mwakachetechete ndi maso mwanawankhosa aliyense amene ali patsogolo pake.
Anthu ambiri anali atayimirira pamipando ndikukankhira kuchipindacho (zomwe zidakhumudwitsa akuluakulu aku Vatican). Ngati ndikanaika dzanja langa pakati pa anthu omwe anali pambali panga, atha kutenga. Koma china chake mkati sichinandiuzenso. Apanso, ndinamva kupezeka kwa JPII ndi ine.
“Pitirizani, simachedwa ayi!” anatero mayi wina, akundikankha kupita kwa papa. “Ayi,” ndinatero. “Ndikokwanira kuti onani 'Peter'. ”
ZOSAYEMBEKEZEKA
Pambuyo pa uthenga wachidule ku Foundation, Papa Benedict adadzuka pampando wake ndikutipatsa mdalitso womaliza. Chipindacho chidangokhala chete, ndipo tidamvetsera pomwe madalitsidwe achilatini akumveka mkati mwa holo. “Ndi chisomo chotani”, Ndimaganiza. "Wodalitsika ndi wolowa m'malo mwa msodzi waku Kapernao. "
Pamene Atate Woyera adatsika masitepe, tidadziwa kuti yakwana nthawi yoti tikasanzike. Koma mwadzidzidzi anaima, ndipo mizere itatu yakutsogolo mbali inayo ya holoyo inayamba kutuluka ndipo ikufola pamasitepe. Mmodzi ndi m'modzi, mamembala achikulire ku Poland ku Foundation adapita kwa pontiff, nampsompsona mphete yake ya papa, adalankhula mawu ochepa, ndipo adalandira Rosary kuchokera kwa Benedict. A pontiff sananene zambiri, koma mwaulemu komanso mwansangala amalandila moni uliwonse. Kenako, ma usher amabwera ku mbali yathu ya holo. Ndinakhala pampando wachitatu… ndi mzere womaliza yemwe anali woti akomane ndi papa.
Ndinatenga ma CD anga omwe ndinali nawo mchikwama changa, ndikupita kutsogolo. Zinali surreal. Ndinakumbukira ndikupemphera kwa Pio Woyera zaka zingapo zapitazo, kuti ndipemphe Yesu chisomo kuti ndikhoze kuyika utumiki wanga pamapazi a "Peter." Ndipo apa ine ndinali, mmishonale wamng'ono woimba wochokera ku Canada, nditazunguliridwa ndi mabishopu ndi makadinala, ndili ndi Atate Woyera mapazi pang'ono.
Njonda yomwe inali patsogolo panga idachoka, ndipo padali Papa Benedict, akumwetulirabe, akundiyang'ana m'maso. Ndinapsompsona mphete yake, ndikumupatsa ma CD anga Nyimbo ya Karol pamwamba. Bishopu Wamkulu pambali pa Atate Woyera ananena china m'Chijeremani chokhala ndi mawu oti "konsati", pomwe Benedict adati, "Ah!" Nditamuyang'ana, ndidati, "Ndine mlaliki waku Canada, ndipo ndine wokondwa kukutumikirani." Ndipo ndi izi, ndidatembenuka kubwerera kumpando wanga. Ndipo ataima pamenepo anali Kadinala Stanislaw Dziwisz. Uyu ndiamene anali mlembi wa Papa Yohane Paulo Wachiwiri, munthu amene adagwira dzanja la malemu papa kwinaku akumaliza kupuma… ndipo ndidatenganso manja omwewo, nditawagwira, ndidamwetulira ndikugwada. Anandilandira ndi manja awiri. Ndipo nditabwerera pampando wanga, ndimamvanso, "Ndikufuna ukakumana ndi anzanga apamtima. ”
MABWENZI OKONDEDWA
Titafika ku St. Peter's Square kachiwiri, sindinathe kuugwira mtima. Pomaliza, ndidamva mtendere ndi chitsimikizo ndi chikondi cha Yesu. Kwa nthawi yayitali, ndakhala ndiri mumdima, ndikunyamula kukayikira kwakukulu pautumiki wanga, mayitanidwe anga, mphatso zanga… Koma tsopano, ndinamva chikondi cha John Paul Wachiwiri. Ndinkamuwona akumwetulira, ndipo ndimamva ngati mwana wake wauzimu (monga anthu ambiri amachitira). Ndikudziwa njira yanga siyosiyana… Mtanda, kukhala ochepa, odzichepetsa, omvera. Kodi iyi si njira yathu tonsefe? Komabe, ndili ndi mtendere watsopano womwe ndidadzuka lero.
Ndipo inde, abwenzi atsopano.
EPILOGUE
Pambuyo pake masana pambuyo pa omvera apapa, ndidadya nkhomaliro ndi mamembala a Foundation. Tinamva kuti Kadinala Stanislaw anali woyandikana nafe! Ndidafunsa ngati ndingakumane naye, zomwe zidatumiza sisitere woipa yemwe adathawira kutali. Patangopita mphindi zochepa, ndinapezeka ndili mchipinda limodzi ndi Bozena komanso wojambula zithunzi wa Cardinal Stanislaw. Kenako Cardinal analowa.
Tinakhala mphindi zochepa tikulankhulana, titagwirana dzanja, Kadinala akundiyang'ana kwambiri. Anati amakonda mawu anga oyimba ndipo sanakhulupirire kuti ndili ndi ana asanu ndi awiri - kuti nkhope yanga imawoneka ngati yaying'ono kwambiri. Ndinamuyankha kuti, “Iweyo sukuwoneka ngati woipa kwambiri!”
Kenako ndinamuuza mawu omwe anali ovuta mumtima mwanga, "Wolemekezeka Wanu, Canada ili mtulo. Zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti tili m'nyengo yozizira "nthawi yamasika yatsopano"… .. chonde mutipempherere. Ndipo ndikupemphererani. ” Atandiyang'ana moona mtima, adayankha, "Ndipo inenso, chifukwa cha inunso."
Ndipo ndi izi, adadalitsa ma Rosaries anga ochepa, pamphumi panga, ndikutembenuka, mnzake wapamtima wa Papa John Paul II adatuluka mchipindacho.
Idasindikizidwa koyamba pa Okutobala 24, 2006
Zikomo chifukwa cha thandizo lanu.
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