Phunziro pa Mphamvu ya Mtanda

IT inali imodzi mwa maphunziro amphamvu kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Ndikufuna kugawana nanu zomwe zidandichitikira paulendo wanga waposachedwa…

Zilonda ndi Nkhondo

Chaka chapitacho, Ambuye anandiitana ine ndi banja langa kuchoka mu “chipululu” mu Saskatchewan, Canada kubwerera ku Alberta. Kusunthaku kunayamba njira yochiritsira m'moyo wanga - yomwe idafika pachimake panthawiyi Kupambana bwererani koyambirira kwa mwezi uno. “Masiku 9 ku Ufulu” akutero awo webusaiti. Sakuseka. Ndidawona miyoyo yambiri ikusintha pamaso panga panthawi yobwerera - kuphatikizapo yanga. 

M’masiku amenewo, ndinakumbukira chaka changa cha sukulu ya ana aang’ono. Panali kusinthanitsa mphatso pakati pathu - koma ndinayiwalika. Ine ndikukumbukira nditaima pamenepo ndikumverera kukhala wolekanitsidwa, wamanyazi, ngakhale wamanyazi. Sindinayikepo zambiri pa izi… koma nditayamba kuganizira za moyo wanga, ndidazindikira kuti kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, ndinali nthawizonse ndinadzimva kukhala wosiyana. Pamene ndinali kukula m’chikhulupiriro changa ndili mwana, ndinadzimva kukhala ndekhandekha kwambiri popeza kuti ana ambiri a kusukulu kwathu Achikatolika samapita ku Misa. Mchimwene wanga anali bwenzi langa lapamtima; anzanga anali anzanga. Ndipo zimenezi zinapitirizabe pamene ndinachoka panyumba, m’ntchito yanga yonse, ndiyeno zaka za utumiki wanga. Kenako kunayamba kutuluka magazi m’moyo wabanja langa. Ndinayamba kukayikira chikondi cha mkazi wanga pa ine komanso ana anga. Panalibe chowonadi pamenepo, koma kusatetezeka kudangokulirakulira, mabodza adakula komanso okhulupilika ndipo izi zidangobweretsa kusamvana pakati pathu.

Patatsala sabata imodzi kuti abwerere, zonse zidafika pachimake. Ndinadziŵa mosakaikira kuti ndinali kuukiridwa mwauzimu panthaŵiyo, koma mabodzawo anali enieni, olimbikira, ndi otsendereza kwambiri, kotero kuti ndinauza wotsogolera wanga wauzimu mlungu watha kuti: “Ngati Padre Pio anakanthidwa ndi kugwedezeka m’chipinda chake mwakuthupi. ziwanda, ndinali kupyola m’maganizo.” Zida zonse zomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito m'mbuyomu zinali zikuoneka kuyamba kulephera: pemphero, kusala kudya, rosary, ndi zina zotero. Sindinapite mpaka nditapita ku Confession dzulo lisanayambe kubwerera pamene kuukira kunasiya. Koma ndidadziwa kuti abweranso… ndipo nditatero, ndidanyamuka ulendo wobwerera. 

Kupulumutsidwa ku Mdima

Sindingalowemo kwambiri pakuthawa kupatula kunena kuti zimalumikizana kuzindikira kwa Ignatian ndi uzimu wa Thérèsian, wophatikizidwa ndi Masakramenti, kupembedzera kwa Dona Wathu, ndi zina zambiri. Njirayi inandipangitsa kuti ndilowe m'mabala onse ndi machitidwe a mabodza omwe adatuluka mwa iwo. M’masiku oŵerengeka oyambirira, ndinalira misozi yambiri pamene kukhalapo kwa Ambuye kunatsikira m’chipinda changa chaching’ono ndipo chikumbumtima changa chinawalitsidwa ku chowonadi. Mawu achifundo amene anatsanulira mu buku langa anali amphamvu ndi omasula. Inde, monga tinamva mu Uthenga Wabwino lero: 

Ngati mukhala inu m'mawu anga, mudzakhaladi ophunzira anga, ndipo mudzazindikira chowonadi, ndipo chowonadi chidzakumasulani. (Yohane 8: 31-32)

Ndinakumana ndi Anthu Atatu a Utatu Woyera momveka bwino komanso kuposa momwe ndimakhalira m'moyo wanga. Ndinadzazidwa ndi chikondi cha Mulungu. Anali kundiululira mmene ndinagulira mochenjera mabodza a “tate wa mabodza,”^[1]onani. Juwau 8:44 ndipo ndikuwunikira kulikonse, ndinali kumasulidwa ku mzimu wosasamala womwe udasokoneza moyo wanga ndi ubale wanga. 

Pa tsiku lachisanu ndi chitatu la kubwererako, ndinagawana ndi ena onse a gululo momwe ndinaliri wodzazidwa ndi chikondi cha Atate - monga mwana wolowerera. Koma nditangolankhula, zinali ngati dzenje latsekula m’moyo wanga, ndipo mtendere wauzimu umene ndinali nawo unayamba kutha. Ndinayamba kusakhazikika komanso kukwiya. Pa nthawi yopuma ndinalowa m’khola. Mwadzidzidzi, misozi yakuchiritsa idasinthidwa ndi misozi ya nkhawa - kachiwiri. Sindinamvetse zomwe zinkachitika. Ndidapempha Mayi Wathu, angelo ndi oyera. Ndinaona ngakhale m’maganizo mwanga Angelo Akuluakulu pambali panga, komabe ndinali nditagwidwa ndi mantha mpaka kunjenjemera. 

Panthawi imeneyo, ndinawawona ...

Counter-Attack

Nditaima panja pa zitseko zagalasi moyang’anizana ndi ine, “ndinawona” m’kuphethira kwa Satana atayima pamenepo ngati nkhandwe yaikulu yofiira.^[2]Panthawi yomwe ndimathawa, bambo anga ananena kuti nkhandwe yaikulu inkayenda pabwalo lakumaso kumene amakhala. Patapita masiku awiri chinabweranso. M'mawu ake, "Zachilendo kwambiri kuwona nkhandwe." Izi sizidandidabwitsa chifukwa gawo lina lachitetezo likubweretsa machiritso ku "banja lathu". Kumbuyo kwake kunali mimbulu yaing’ono yofiira. Kenako ndinamva mawu akuti: “Tikumeza ukachoka kuno.” Ndinadabwa kwambiri ndinabwerera mmbuyo.

Nkhani yotsatirayo, ndinalephera kuika maganizo anga. Zikumbukiro zakugwedezeka m'malingaliro ngati chidole chasanza sabata yapitayo zidabweranso mwachangu. Ndinayamba kuchita mantha kuti ndibwereranso ku machitidwe akale, kusatetezeka, ndi nkhawa. Ndinapemphera, kudzudzula, ndipo ndinapempheranso… koma sizinaphule kanthu. Nthawi imeneyi, Ambuye anafuna kuti ndiphunzire phunziro lofunika kwambiri.

Ndidatenga foni yanga ndikutumiza meseji kwa m'modzi mwa atsogoleri achitetezo. "Jerry, ndachititsidwa khungu." Patadutsa mphindi khumi, ndinali nditakhala muofesi yake. Nditamufotokozera zimene zinali zitangochitika kumene, anandiimitsa n’kunena kuti: “Maliko, wachita mantha ndi Mdyerekezi. Ndinadabwa poyamba kumumva akunena izi. Ndikutanthauza, kwa zaka zambiri ndakhala ndikudzudzula mdani wakufa ameneyu. Monga tate komanso mutu wa nyumba yanga, ndakhala ndi ulamuliro pa mizimu yoipa poukira banja langa. Ndawonapo ana anga akugudubuzika pansi ndi ululu wa m'mimba pakati pausiku mpaka kukhala bwino mphindi ziwiri pambuyo pa mdalitso ndi Madzi Oyera ndi mapemphero ochepa akudzudzula mdani. 

Koma ine ndinali^inde, ndinagwedezeka kwenikweni ndi mantha. Tinapemphera limodzi, ndipo ndinalapa chifukwa cha mantha amenewa. Kunena zomveka, angelo (ogwa). ndi wamphamvu kuposa ife anthu - patokha. Koma…

Ana inu ndinu a Mulungu, ndipo mwawalakika, pakuti Iye amene ali mwa inu ndi wamkulu woposa wakukhala m’dziko lapansi. ( 1 Yohane 4:4 )

Mtendere wanga unayamba kubwerera, koma osati kwathunthu. Chinachake sichinali bwino. Nditatsala pang’ono kuchoka pamene Jerry anandiuza kuti: “Kodi uli ndi mtanda?” Inde, ndinanena, ndikulozera pakhosi langa. "Uyenera kuvala izi nthawi zonse," adatero. "Mtanda uyenera kupita patsogolo panu ndi kumbuyo kwanu nthawi zonse." Pamene ananena zimenezo, chinachake m’moyo wanga chinaŵaŵa. Ndinadziwa kuti Yesu amalankhula kwa ine… 

Phunziro

Nditatuluka mu ofesi yake, ndinagwira mtanda wanga. Tsopano, ine ndiyenera kunena chinachake makamaka chachisoni. Malo okongola a Katolika aja omwe tinalimo, monga ena ambiri, akhala akuchitikira masemina ambiri a Nyengo Yatsopano ndi machitidwe monga Reiki, ndi zina zotero. Pamene ndinkatsika muholo kupita kuchipinda changa, ndinanyamula mtanda wanga patsogolo panga. Ndipo monga ndidawonera, monga mithunzi, mizimu yoipa imayamba kufola panjira. Pamene ndimadutsa iwo, adawerama patsogolo pa mtanda m'khosi mwanga. Ndinasowa chonena.  

Nditabwerera kuchipinda changa, mzimu wanga unali pamoto. Ndinachita chinthu chimene sindikanatha kuchichita, ndiponso sindimalimbikitsa aliyense kuchichita. Koma mkwiyo woyera unandiukira. Ndinagwira mtanda wopachikika Pakhoma ndi kupita pawindo. Mawu anandiwuka mwa ine amene sindikanatha kusiya ngati ndikanafuna, pamene ndinamva mphamvu ya Mzimu Woyera ikusefukira. Ndinakweza Mtanda ndipo ndinati: "Satana, m'dzina la Yesu, ndikukulamula kuti ubwere pawindo ili ndikugwada pamaso pa Mtanda uwu." Ndinabwereza… ndipo “ndinamuwona” akubwera mwachangu ndikugwada pakona kunja kwa zenera langa. Panthawiyi, anali wamng'ono kwambiri. Kenako ndinati, “Bondo lililonse lidzagwada ndi lilime lililonse lidzavomereza kuti Yesu ndiye Ambuye! Ndikukulamula kuti uvomereze kuti Iye ndi Ambuye!” Ndipo ndinamva mumtima mwanga akunena kuti, “Iye ndiye Ambuye” - momvetsa chisoni. Ndikunena izi, ndidamudzudzula ndipo adathawa. 

Ndinakhala pansi lililonse mantha anali atazimiririka. Kenako ndinamva kuti Ambuye akufuna kulankhula—monga momwe amachitira nthawi chikwi mu utumiki uwu. Choncho ndinatenga cholembera changa, ndipo ichi ndi chimene chinalowa mu mtima mwanga: “Satana ayenera kugwada pamaso pa Mtanda Wanga chifukwa chomwe ankaganiza kuti ndi chigonjetso chinakhala kugonja kwake. Ayenera kugwada nthawi zonse pamaso pa Mtanda Wanga chifukwa ndi chida cha Mphamvu Yanga ndi chizindikiro cha chikondi Changa - ndipo Chikondi sichilephera. NDINE WACHIKONDI, chotero, Mtanda umaimira chikondi cha Utatu Woyera chimene chatuluka m’dziko kukasonkhanitsa ana a nkhosa otayika a Israyeli.” 

 

Mtanda, Mtanda! O, Mtanda Wanga Wokoma, momwe ndimakukondera,
pakuti ndikukupizira iwe ngati chikwanje kuti usonkhanitse

zokolola za miyoyo kwa Ine ndekha. 

 

Mtanda, Mtanda! ndi icho mwapanga, osati mthunzi;
koma kuunika pa anthu a mumdima. 

 

Mtanda, Mtanda! Inu, odzichepetsa komanso osafunika
- matabwa awiri - 

unagwira tsogolo la dziko pa ulusi wako,
ndipo chotero, kukhomerera kutsutsidwa kwa onse pa Mtengo uwu.

 

Mtanda, Mtanda! Inu ndinu Chiyambi cha Moyo,
Mtengo wa Moyo, Gwero la Moyo.

Zomveka komanso zosasangalatsa, munagwira Mpulumutsi
nakhala mtengo wobala zipatso koposa yonse. 

Kuchokera m'miyendo yanu yakufa mwatuluka chisomo chilichonse
ndi mdalitso uliwonse wauzimu. 

 

O Mtanda, O Mtanda! Nkhuni zanu zanyowa mumtsempha uliwonse
ndi Magazi a Mwanawankhosa. 

Iwe guwa lansembe lokoma la zakuthambo,
Mwana wa Munthu pazidutswa zanu mugoneke;
mbale wa onse, Mulungu wa chilengedwe.

 

Idzani kwa Ine, bwerani ku Mtanda uwu,
ndilo fungulo lomwe limatsegula maunyolo onse, omwe amadula maulalo awo,

zomwe zimabalalitsa mdima ndikupangitsa chiwanda chilichonse kuthawa.
Kwa iwo, Mtanda ndi chitsutso chawo; Ndiwo chiweruzo chawo;
Ndi kalilole Wawo m'mene akuonera
chiwonetsero changwiro cha kupanduka kwawo. 

 

 

Kenako Yesu anaima kaye ndipo ndinamumva akunena kuti, "Ndipo mwana wanga wokondedwa, ndimafuna kuti udziwe mphamvu zatsopano Ndikuyika mmanja mwanu mphamvu ya Mtanda. Lilole lipite patsogolo pa zonse uzichita, likhale ndi iwe nthawi zonse; cmonga kuchiyang'ana kwanu pafupipafupi. Kondani Mtanda Wanga, gonani ndi Mtanda Wanga, idyani, khalani ndi moyo, ndipo khalani ndi Mtanda Wanga nthawi zonse. Ikhale yolondera kumbuyo kwanu. Chikhale chitetezo chanu chopatulika. Osawopa konse mdani amene wagwada pamaso pa Mtanda m’manja mwanu.” Kenako anapitiriza kuti:

 

Inde, Mtanda, Mtanda! Mphamvu yayikulu yolimbana ndi zoyipa,
pakuti ndi ilo ndinaombola miyoyo ya abale anga;

ndi kukhuthula matumbo a Jahena. ^[3]Kwenikweni, pamene Yesu ananena izi, ine ndimaganiza kuti ichi chikhoza kukhala champatuko kapena kuchokera mmutu mwanga. Chifukwa chake ndidaziyang'ana mu Katekisimu, ndipo ndikutsimikiza, Yesu adakhuthula matumbo a Gahena m'malo onse. wolungama pamene adatsikira kwa akufa pambuyo pa imfa yake: onani CCC, 633

Maganizo otseka

M’pemphero langa la m’mawa sabata ino, ndinafika ku ndime ya malemba mu Wisdom imene ikunena mokongola chifukwa chiyani Mtanda ndi wamphamvu kwambiri. Zinalembedwa za Aisrayeli amene, m’mitima yawo zoipa mzimu, anatumizidwa kulanga njoka zaululu. Ambiri anafa. Chotero iwo analirira kwa Mulungu kuti iwo analakwa kudandaula ndi kukhala opanda chikhulupiriro chotero. Choncho Yehova anauza Mose kuti anyamule njoka yamkuwa pa ndodo yake. Aliyense amene ankayang'ana kumeneko ankachiritsidwa akalumidwa ndi njoka. Izi, ndithudi, zinkafanizira Mtanda wa Khristu.^[5]“Adzayang’ana pa iye amene anampyoza. ( Yohane 19:37 )

Koma adzakhala otani, akapolo awa, akapolo awa, ana a Mariya awa? …Adzakhala nalo lupanga lakuthwa konsekonse la mawu a Mulungu m’kamwa mwawo ndi muyezo wodetsedwa ndi mwazi wa Mtanda pa mapewa awo. Adzasenza mtanda m’dzanja lawo lamanja, ndi korona kumanzere; ndi maina opatulika a Yesu ndi Mariya pa mitima yawo. —St. Louis de Montfort, PA Kudzipereka Kwenikweni kwa Maria, N. 56,59

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