Mtsutsano waposachedwa womwe ndidakhala nawo ndi ochepa omwe sakhulupirira kuti kuli Mulungu adalimbikitsa nkhaniyi ... Gulugufe Wakuda amaimira kupezeka kwa Mulungu.
HE adakhala m'mphepete mwa dziwe lozungulira la simenti mkatikati mwa paki, kasupe woyenda pakati pake. Manja ake omata adakwezedwa pamaso pake. Peter adayang'anitsitsa pang'onopang'ono ngati kuti akuyang'ana nkhope ya chikondi chake choyamba. Mkati, adasunga chuma: a gulugufe wabuluu.
"Uli ndi chiyani pamenepo?" anapempha mnyamata wina. Ngakhale kuti anali ndi zaka zofanana, Jared ankaoneka ngati wamkulu kwambiri. Maso ake anali ndi mawonekedwe ankhawa, osakhazikika omwe nthawi zambiri amawawona mwa akulu okha. Koma mawu ake ankaoneka aulemu, mwina poyamba.
“gulugufe wabuluu,” anayankha Peter.
“Ayi simukutero!” Jared anawombera kumbuyo, nkhope yake ikunjenjemera. "Ndiye ndikuwone."
“Sindingathe,” anayankha motero Petro.
“Inde, chabwino. Mulibe china koma mpweya wochepa m’manja mwako,” Jared ananyoza. "Kuno kulibe agulugufe abuluu." Kwa nthawi yoyamba, Petulo anayang'ana mwachidwi komanso mwachifundo. “Chabwino,” iye anayankha—monga ngati akunena “chilichonse.”
“Kulibe zimenezo!” Jared anabwereza motsimikiza. Koma Petro anayang’ana m’mwamba, akumwetulira, ndi kuyankha modekha. "Chabwino, ndikuganiza kuti mukulakwitsa."
Yaredi anafika pafupi, nakumbatira manja a Petro, naika diso lake pa kabowo kakang’ono ka manja kamene Petro anali kam’tsekera. Anasintha nkhope yake kangapo, akuphethira mofulumira, anaimirira mwakachetechete, nkhope yake ikufufuza mawu. “Ameneyo si gulugufe.”
"Ndiye ndi chiyani?" Peter anafunsa modekha.
"Maganizo okhumbira." Jared anayang'ana pakiyo, kuyesera kunamizira kuti alibe chidwi. “Zirizonse zomwe ziri, si gulugufe. Wachita bwino."
Peter anapukusa mutu. Atayang'ana padziwepo, adawona Marian atakhala m'mphepete. “Nayenso wagwira imodzi,” iye anatero, akugwedeza mutu kumbali yake. Jared anaseka mopanda malire, kutengera chidwi cha anthu angapo. “Ndakhala m’paki ino nyengo yonse yachilimwe, ndipo osati kokha kuti sindinaone gulugufe limodzi labuluu, koma…sindikuwona maukonde aliwonse. Kodi inu ndi iye munawagwira bwanji, Petro? Osandiwuza… unawapempha kuti abwere kwa iwe?”
Jared sanamupatse nthawi yoti ayankhe. Analumphira pa dziwe la dziwelo ndikulizungulira mozungulira Marian ndi nsonga yomwe ikuwonetsa kusatetezeka kuposa kudzidalira. “Tiye tiwone gulugufe wako,” anafunsa motero.
Marian anayang'ana m'mwamba, akuyang'anitsitsa kuwala kwa dzuwa kumapanga mawonekedwe amdima a Jared. “Apa,” iye anatero, akunyamula pepala lomwe ankapaka utoto.
“Ha!” ananyoza Jaredi. “Petro anati inu anagwira imodzi. Ndikuganiza kuti sakudziwa kusiyana pakati pa zinthu zenizeni ndi kujambula.” Marian adawoneka modabwa. "Ayi ... ndinali ndi imodzi, koma ... osati pakali pano. Izi ndi momwe zimawonekera, ”adatero, uku akupitiriza kugwira chojambula chake kwa iye.
“Zimenezo ndi zopusa. Mukuyembekezera kuti ndikhulupirire zimenezo?” Jared anayang'ana kuwala konyozeka komwe kumafuna kuputa. Kwa kanthawi, Marian anakwiya kwambiri. Jared sanatero ndi kuti ndimukhulupirire iye, koma iyenso sanachite kukhala…wopusa. Atapuma mochititsa chidwi, anatsitsa chithunzi chake pachidutswa cha makatoni pamphepete, ndipo anapitiriza kukongoletsa, pang'onopang'ono komanso mosamala, kuonetsetsa kuti chilichonse chinali choyenera. Mwamanyazi kwakanthawi kuti watenga malo okwera m'malo mwake, Jared adazungulira, ndikuwonetsetsa kuti waponda pakona ya chojambula chake pamene akuchoka.
Marian analuma milomo yake atawerama, napukuta dothi la papepalalo, ndikuyang'ana pansi pa gulugufe wake. Chisoni chaching'ono chinadutsa nkhope yake. Zinalibe kanthu kuti Yaredi ankaganiza chiyani. Ngakhale kuti gulugufe anali atapita—pakali pano—iye anali anachiwona icho, anachikhudza icho, ndipo anachigwira icho mmanja mwake. Zinali zenizeni kwa iye tsopano monga zinalili kale. Kunena kuti sikunali kusonyeza zenizeni kuposa dziko la Jared lomangidwa mosamala ndi makoma ake aatali, opyapyala mapepala ndi zitseko zachitsulo.
“Palibe gulugufe wabuluu m’zigawozi, ngakhale munganene zotani,” Jared anatero akudzigwetsa pa simenti yomwe inali pafupi ndi Peter, n’kumumenya dala. Pa nthawiyi n’kuti Petulo aja akusisima. Kuyang’ana pa Yaredi ndi kufatsa kodabwitsa, iye anati mwakachetechete, “Sadzabwera kwa iwe pokhapokha ngati iwe utatsegula manja ako—” koma Yaredi anamudula iye.
“Ndikufuna umboni—umboni wakuti agulugufewa alipo, chitsiru iwe.”
Petro sanamumvere. “Njira yokhayo yopezera m’modzi, Jared, sikuti kuyitsatira ndi maukonde kapena zida, koma kungotsegula manja anu ndikudikirira. Idzabwera…osati momwe mukuyembekezera, kapena ngakhale pomwe mukufuna. Koma idzafika. Umu ndi mmene ine ndi Marian tinagwirira wathu.”
Nkhope ya Jared ikuwonetsa kunyansidwa kwakukulu, ngati kuti malingaliro ake onse adagwidwa nthawi imodzi. Popanda kunena chilichonse, anagwada m’mbali mwa dziwelo, n’kutsegula manja ake n’kukhala duu. Kamphindi kochepa chabe kosasangalatsako kudadutsa. Kenako Jared anang'ung'udza mwakachetechete m'mawu ake achipongwe, "Ndikuyembekezera ...." Anasintha nkhope yake, ngati kuti anagonjetsedwa ndi malingaliro onama pa “lingaliro lokha” logwira agulugufe wokondedwa wa buluu.
“O, o…Ndikumva…zikubwera,” Jared ananyoza.
Panthawiyi, adagwira ndi ngodya ya diso chithunzi cha mnyamata wina yemwe adakhala m'mphepete mwa dziwe kumbali ina, manja ake ali otambasula. Jared anabwerera mmbuyo, ndipo anatsamira mutu wake pa dzanja lake, kuyang'ana monyansidwa.
Kamnyamata kakang'ono kakuwoneka kuti kakugwedezeka, maso ake ali otsekedwa, milomo ikusuntha pang'ono. Akugwedeza mutu, Jared anaimirira, n’kuwerama kuti amange nsapato yake, kenako mwachisawawa anayenda kupita kwa mnyamatayo, yemwe anakhalabe wosagwedezeka.
“Ukhalako tsiku lonse,” Jared anatero, akumuyang’ana momvetsa chisoni. "Ndi?" Mnyamatayo anatero akutsegula diso limodzi ndi tsinzini. Pofotokoza mawu ake, Jared anabwereza kuti: “Udzakhala-kumeneko.tsiku lililonse.”
"Uh... chifukwa?"
"Chifukwa-kulibe-agulugufe-abuluu."
Mnyamatayo anayang'ana kumbuyo.
"Chifukwa-kulibe-agulugufe-abuluu,” Jared anabwerezanso motero, mokweza nthawiyi.
“Ndandisiya,” mnyamatayo anatero mwakachetechete.
"Oo zoona?" Adatero Jared, mawu achipongwe akutuluka.
"Sindikufunika kuigwira nthawi zonse. Ine ndaziwona izo. Anagwira izo. Anakhudza. Koma ndiyeneranso kuwona, kugwira, ndi kukhudza zinthu zinanso. Makamaka amayi anga. Wakhumudwa kwambiri posachedwapa…” adatero, mawu ake akutuluka.
"Nazi." Marian anayimirira pambali pawo, atatambasula dzanja lake atanyamula chithunzi chake molunjika kwa kamnyamatako. “Ndikukhulupirira kuti amayi ako akonda. Muuzeni kuti gulugufeyo ndi wokongola ndipo adikire.”
Zitatero, Jared anafuula mofuula pamene ankadumphira m'thamanda kaye, akuyembekeza kuti amwaza chithunzi cha Marian, koma adachiletsa pakapita nthawi. “Mwapenga nonse! Anakuwa, akuwoloka dziwelo, kudumpha m’mbali mwake, n’kuthamangira panjinga yake.
Marian ndi anyamata awiri aja anayang'anizana mwachidule ndikumwetulira kodziwa, ndipo adasiyana osanena kalikonse.
Chimene tinachimva, chimene tidachiwona ndi maso athu, chimene tidachipenya ndi kuchigwira ndi manja athu; Tikulalikiraninso kwa inu, kuti inunso muyanjane ndi ife… tikulankhula kwa inu, kuti chimwemwe chathu chikhale chokwanira.
1 John 1: 1-4
…amapezeka ndi iwo amene samuyesa,
ndipo akudziwonetsera yekha kwa amene sadamkhulupirire.
Nzeru ya Solomo 1:2
Ndinu okondedwa.
Kuyenda ndi Mark mu The Tsopano Mawu,
dinani pachikwangwani pansipa kuti Tumizani.
Imelo yanu sidzagawidwa ndi aliyense.
