Moto wa woyenga

 

Otsatirawa ndikupitilira umboni wa Maliko. Kuti muwerenge Gawo I ndi II, pitani ku "Umboni Wanga ”.

 

LITI zikafika pagulu lachikhristu, cholakwika chachikulu ndikuganiza kuti mwina ndi kumwamba padziko lapansi nthawi zonse. Chowonadi ndichakuti, kufikira titafika pokhalamo kwamuyaya, chibadwidwe chaumunthu mu kufooka kwake konse ndikufooka kumafuna chikondi chopanda malire, kumangodzifera wekha kwa wina ndi mnzake. Popanda izi, mdaniyo amapeza mpata wofesa mbewu zamagawano. Kaya ndi gulu laukwati, banja, kapena otsatira a Khristu, Mtanda ziyenera kukhala mtima wamoyo wake nthawi zonse. Kupanda kutero, anthu ammudzi amatha posachedwa chifukwa cholemetsa komanso kudzikonda. 

 

KUPATUKANA

Idafika nthawi yomwe, monga Paulo ndi Barnaba, kusiyana pamalingaliro amachitidwe athu kunadzetsa kusamvana pakati pa utsogoleri mkati Liwu Limodzi. 

Kusamvana kwawo kudali kwakukulu kotero kuti adalekana. (Machitidwe 15:39)

Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, ndikutha kuona zomwe Mulungu anali kuchita. Mutu wa tirigu ulibe ntchito kwa mbewu kapena chakudya ngati njerezo zikhalabe pamutu. Koma ikangotulutsidwa, imatha kufalikira kumunda kapena pansi nkukhala ufa.

Mulungu amafuna kufalitsa mphatsozo Liwu Limodzi kupitirira mzinda wathu, kupitirira maloto athu, kudziko lonse lapansi. Koma kuti tichite izi, payenera kukhala chiwawa cha kupuntha - kulekanitsa zokhumba zathu ndi zokhumba zathu ku chifuniro chenicheni cha Mulungu. Lero, zaka makumi awiri pambuyo pake, mamembala ambiri a Liwu Limodzi tili ndi mautumiki omwe akutalika (ndipo tikadali abwenzi apamtima). Gerald ndi Denise Montpetit amathamanga Mphaka, zomwe zikukhudza achinyamata masauzande ambiri kudzera pamawayilesi pa EWTN. Janelle Reinhart adakhala wojambula, akuimbira John Paul II ndi Tsiku la Achinyamata Padziko Lonse, komanso kutumikira azimayi achichepere. Ndipo ena akutengapo gawo pakatikati pa zisudzo zachikhristu, zopita kumbuyo, Kupembedza Ukaristia, ndi mautumiki ena okongola. Ndipo monga ndipitiliza kugawana, Mulungu anafuna kundisuntha kupitirira zofooka za mtima wanga… malire omwe sindinazindikire kuti analipo. 

 

MOTO WOYERETSETSA

Limodzi mwamalemba omwe Ambuye adandipatsa kumayambiriro kwenikweni kwautumiki anali ochokera ku Sirach 2:

Mwana wanga, mukadzabwera kudzatumikira Ambuye, dzikonzekeretse mayesero… Landirani zilizonse zomwe zikukuchitikirani; munthawi zamanyazi khalani oleza mtima. Pakuti mumoto agolide amayesedwa, ndi osankhidwa, mu mbiya yamanyazi. (Siraki 2: 1-5)

Mukuona, kwa zaka zambiri ndimafuna kugwira ntchito yolalikira. Ndinapempha Ambuye kuti andilole ndilowe m'munda wake wampesa. “Zokolola n'zochuluka, koma antchito ndi ochepa!”, Ndikanamukumbutsa. Liti Liwu Limodzi Idatayika, Ambuye adawoneka kuti adatsanulira masomphenya mumtima mwanga pautumiki womwe ungafikire Chikatolika chonse - Masakramenti, mphatso ndi zokometsera za Mzimu Woyera, kudzipereka kwa Marian, kupepesa, komanso moyo wamkati mwa uzimu wa Oyera Mtima.  

Tsopano, unali Chaka cha Jubilee 2000. Chimbale changa choyamba chinali chitatuluka. Ndinali nditangopatulira utumiki uliwonse wamtsogolo kwa Our Lady of Guadalupe. Ndipo nditapereka masomphenya anga kwa Bishopu wa ku Canada a Eugene Cooney, adandipempha kuti ndikabweretse ku dayosizi yawo ku Okanagan Valley yaulemerero. “Izi ndiye!” Ndinadziuza ndekha. "Izi ndi zomwe Mulungu wandikonzera!"

Koma patatha miyezi 8, utumiki wathu sunapite kulikonse. Kupembedza ndi chuma m'derali zidadzetsa mphwayi zambiri, ngakhale Bishop Cooney adavomereza kuti akuvutika kufikira mizimu. Ndikutero, ndipo osandithandizanso ndi atsogoleri am'deralo, ndidavomera. Ndinalongedza katundu wathu ndi mkazi wanga woyembekezera ndi ana athu anayi mgalimoto, ndipo tinapita "kunyumba." 

 

CHOPANDA

Popanda ntchito komanso kopita, tinasamukira kuchipinda chogona m'nyumba ya apongozi anga, pomwe mbewa zimathamangira katundu wathu wosungidwa mu garaja. Sikuti ndimangomva kuti ndine wolephera komanso wokhumudwitsidwa, koma kwanthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, kuti Mulungu adanditaya. Ndidakhala mogwirizana ndi mawu a St. Teresa waku Calcutta:

Malo a Mulungu mmoyo wanga alibe. Palibe Mulungu mwa ine. Pamene kupweteka kwakulakalaka kuli kwakukulu — ndimangolakalaka ndikulakalaka Mulungu… ndipo ndipamene ndimamverera kuti sakundifuna — Alibe - Mulungu sakundifuna. - Amayi Teresa, Bwerani Kuwala Kwanga, Brian Kolodiejchuk, MC; pg. 2

Ndinayesetsa kupeza ntchito, ngakhale kugulitsa malonda pamapepala odyera. Koma ngakhale izi zidalephera momvetsa chisoni. Apa ndidaphunzitsidwa pa TV ngati mtolankhani komanso mkonzi. Ndinali kugwira ntchito bwino pamsika waukulu waku Canada nthawi ya Liwu Limodzi Zaka. Koma tsopano, nditatha "kupereka zonse kwa Mulungu," ndidadzimva wotayika komanso wopanda pake. 

Usiku wambiri, ndimapita kokayenda m'mapiri osabereka ndikuyesa kupemphera, koma zinali ngati mawu anga akutengedwa ndi mphepo ndi masamba akufa a Dzinja chaka chatha. Misozi imatsika m'maso mwanga ndikufuula kuti: “Mulungu, muli kuti?” Mwadzidzidzi, kuyesedwa kunayamba kundigwira kuti moyo umasinthasintha, ndikuti tangokhala mwayi wazinthu chabe. Zaka zingapo pambuyo pake, ndinali kuŵerenga mawu a St. Thérèse de Lisieux amene mu “usiku wake wamdima” nthawi ina anati, “Ndili wodabwitsidwa kuti palibenso kudzipha kwina pakati pa osakhulupirira Mulungu.” ^[1]Yosimbidwa ndi Mlongo Marie wa Utatu; KatolikotikOnline.com

Mukadangodziwa malingaliro owopsa omwe amandizunguza. Ndipempherereni kwambiri kuti ndisamvere Mdyerekezi yemwe akufuna kuti andinyengerere zabodza zambiri. Ndikulingalira kwa okonda chuma kwambiri komwe kumayikidwa m'malingaliro mwanga. Pambuyo pake, popitabe patsogolo, sayansi ifotokoza zonse mwachilengedwe. Tikhala ndi chifukwa chomveka pazonse zomwe zilipo zomwe zikadali vuto, chifukwa pali zinthu zambiri zoti zidziwike, ndi zina zambiri. -St. Therese wa Lisieux: Kukambirana Kwake Komaliza, Fr. John Clarke, wotchulidwa pa chiintandamax.com

Tsiku lina madzulo, ndinayenda usiku kuti ndikaone kulowa kwa dzuwa. Ndinakwera pamwamba pa udzu wozungulira waulendowu ndikupemphera pa Rosary. Ndaswedwa ndikulira misozi, ndidafuwula…

Ambuye, chonde ndithandizeni. Tikugula matewera pa kirediti kadi yathu. Ndine wochimwa kwambiri. Ndine wachisoni. Ndakhala wonyada kwambiri. Ndimaganiza kuti mumandifuna, kuti mumandifuna. O Mulungu, ndikhululukireni. Ndikulonjeza kuti sindidzatenganso gitala yanga muutumiki ...

Ndidapumira kwakanthawi. Ndimaganiza kuti kungakhale kudzichepetsa kwambiri kuwonjezera:

… Pokhapokha mutandifunsa. 

Ndizomwezo, ndidayamba ulendo wobwerera ku nyumba ya pafamu, ndidatsimikiza kuti tsogolo langa lidzawoneka tsopano pamsika.

Patsogolo panga panali msewu womwe unkayenda mtunda wautali, womwe umawoneka ngati ukupita kutali momwe diso limawonekera. Momwe ndimabwera pakhomo lolowera, kwa nthawi yoyamba miyezi ingapo, ndidamva Atate akulankhula:

Kodi mupitiliza?

Ndinayima pamenepo, nditadabwa pang'ono. Kodi amatanthauza kwenikweni, ndinadabwa? Chifukwa chake ndidangoyankha, "Inde, Ambuye. Ndichita chilichonse ukandifunsa. ”

Panalibe yankho. Phokoso lokhalokha la mphepo lomwe limadutsa munthambi za spruce. Ndinayenda kubwerera kunyumba ya pafamuyo. 

 

MALO A MSIKA

Tsiku lotsatira, ndinali kuthandiza apongozi anga ndi thirakitala yawo pamene mkazi wanga anandiitana kuchokera pakhonde. Foni ndi yanu! ” 

"Kodi ndi ndani?"

"Ndi Alan Brooks." 

"Ha?" Ndinayankha. Ndikutanthauza, ndinali wamanyazi kwambiri kulephera kwanga kotero kuti ndinali ndisanawauze abale anga komwe ndimabisala mdzikolo. Alan anali Wopanga wamkulu wa ziwonetsero zamabizinesi zomwe ndimagwirapo. Zikuwoneka kuti m'modzi mwa ogwira ntchito popanga tawuniyo akuwona chimbale changa chokhala pamalo olembetsera ndalama m'sitolo yapakona. Anandifunsa kuti ndili kuti, natenga nambala yathu ya foni, ndikupereka kwa Alan. 

Atamva momwe amandifunira, Alan adafunsa kuti: "Mark, ungalolere kupanga ndi kuchititsa chiwonetsero chazamalonda chatsopano?" 

Pasanathe mwezi umodzi, banja langa linasamukira mumzinda. Ndinayamba kusweka kwambiri ndikukhala muofesi yayikulu ndili ndi talente yabwino kwambiri mumzinda yomwe imagwira ntchito pansi panga. Nditaimirira suti ndi taye pawindo laofesi yanga moyang'ana mzindawo, ndidapemphera, "Zikomo, Mulungu. Zikomo kwambiri posamalira banja langa. Ndikuwona tsopano kuti mukufuna ine kumsika, kuti ndikhale mchere ndikuwala mkati ndi pakati pa dziko lapansi. Ndikumvetsa. Ndikhululukireni chifukwa choganiza kuti ndidayitanidwa kuutumiki. Ndipo Ambuye, ndikulonjezanso kuti sindidzatenganso gitala yanga kukalalikira. ”

Koma kenako anawonjezera,

Pokhapokha mutandifunsa. ”

Chaka chotsatira, chiwonetsero chathu chidakwera ndipo kwa nthawi yoyamba kwakanthawi, ine ndi mkazi wanga tidakhazikika. Kenako foni idalira tsiku lina. 

“Wawa Mark. Kodi mungabwere ku parishi yathu kuti mukachite konsati? ”

Zipitilizidwa…

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Lea ndi ine takhudzidwa kwambiri ndi makalata ndi kuwolowa manja kwa owerenga athu sabata ino pamene tikupitilizabe kwezani ndalama pautumiki wanthawi zonsewu. Ngati mukufuna kutithandiza mu mpatuko uwu, dinani Ndalama batani pansipa. 

Ndidalemba nyimbo yotsatirayi nthawi yakusweka pomwe sindimamva kena kake koma umphawi wanga, komanso, pomwe ndidayamba kukhulupirira kuti Mulungu amakondabe wina ngati ine….

 

 

Zikomo, Marko, chifukwa chantchito yanu yobweretsa ena kwa Yesu kudzera mu Mpingo Wake. Utumiki wanu wandithandiza nthawi yovuta kwambiri pamoyo wanga. —LP

… Nyimbo yanu yakhala khomo lolowera ku moyo wopambana, wozama wa pemphero…. Mphatso yanu yokhala ndi mawu omwe amafika mumtima mwanu ndiabwino. —DA

Ndemanga zanu zimayamikiridwa kwambiri - Mawu a Mulungu enieni. —YR 

Mawu anu andipatsa nthawi yovuta, ndikukuthokozani chifukwa cha iwo. —SL

 

Thandizo lanu limandithandiza kufikira miyoyo. Akudalitseni.

 

Kuyenda ndi Mark mu The Tsopano Mawu,
dinani pachikwangwani pansipa kuti Tumizani.
Imelo yanu sidzagawidwa ndi aliyense.