MAWU A TSOPANO OLEMBEDWA NDI MISA
ya Disembala 10, 2013
Zolemba zamatchalitchi Pano
IT inali mvula yamkuntho modabwitsa pakati pa Meyi, 1987. Mitengoyo idaweramira pansi pansi chifukwa cha kulemera kwa chipale chofewa chomwe chimanyowetsa kuti, mpaka lero, ina mwa iyo imakhalabe yowerama ngati kuti yadzichepetseratu pansi pa dzanja la Mulungu. Ndinkasewera gitala mchipinda cha anzanga pomwe foni idabwera.
Bwera kunyumba, mwana.
Chifukwa chiyani? Ndidafunsa.
Ingobwera kunyumba…
Ndikulowera pagalimoto yathu, malingaliro achilendo adandigwera. Ndikatengera chilichonse kukhomo lakumbuyo, ndimamva kuti moyo wanga usintha. Nditalowa mnyumba, ndidalandiridwa ndi makolo akuda ndi akhungu.
Mchemwali wanu Lori wamwalira pangozi yagalimoto lero.
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Kumapeto kwa chilimwe, ndinabwerera ku yunivesite. Ndinakumbukira mayi anga atakhala m’mphepete mwa bedi langa, tsiku lomwelo mwambo wamaliro usanachitike. Anayang’ana ine ndi mchimwene wanga mwachikondi nati, “Anyamata, tili ndi zosankha ziwiri. Tikhoza mwina kuimba mlandu Mulungu chifukwa cha zimenezi. Tikhoza kunena kuti, “Pambuyo pa zonse zimene tachita, n’chifukwa chiyani mwatichitira chonchi?”” Monga mukuonera, makolo anga anali mboni zokongola za chimene ulaliki uli… anathandiza akazi apakati, kwa mwana amene anapulumutsidwa ku kuchotsa mimba nakhala mulungu wawo.
Ndipo tsopano, anali pafupi kuyika mwana wawo wamkazi mmodzi yekha, wazaka 22, mapazi asanu ndi limodzi pansi pa chipale chofewa.
“Kapena,” amayi anapitiriza motero, “tikhoza kukhulupirira zimenezo Yesu ali pano ndi ife tsopano. Kuti Iye akutigwira ife ndi kulira nafe, ndi kuti Iye atithandiza ife kudutsa mu izi.”
Pamene ndinayang’ana pawindo la chipinda changa chogona, ndinakhala ngati mphepo yanditengeranso mawu amenewo, mawu amene anali ngati nyali kwa ine mumdima wachisoni. “Mutonthozedwe, tonthozani anthu anga…,” akutero Yesaya m’kuŵerenga koyamba kwamakono. Mayi anga, ngakhale anali ndi chisoni chachikulu, anali Khristu kwa ife anyamata tsiku limenelo.
Ndipo komabe, munali chinachake mwa ine chimene tsopano chinali chosweka. Nditayamba kukumana ndi mayesero, china chake mkati—kapena mwina chinali mawu a munthu wina, chinati, “Mulungu alole chachikulu chinthu chikuchitika kwa inu. Iye akhoza kupirira tchimo laling'ono ili. Ndipo kotero, ndinayamba kunyengerera. Sizinali moto wamba wa kuwukira….. kungoti kalawi kakang'ono ka mkwiyo.
Koma m’kupita kwa nthawi, ndinayamba kugonja pang’ono, makamaka pa maubwenzi anga ndi zibwenzi. Posakhalitsa, lawi laling'ono la kulolera linali kuwotcha chimwemwe changa. Kudziimba mlandu kunayamba kundilemera, kundiwerama ngati mtengo wophwanyidwa ndi chipale chofewa. Ndikanalira, “Ambuye, ndipulumutseni kwa ine…”, komabe, ndinakhalabe mkaidi wa kufooka kwanga.
Zaka zisanu pambuyo pake, nditakwatira mkazi wanga wokongola, Lea, ndinapeza kuti ndinali kumwerekera ndi kulolerana “kwaung’ono” kwanga. Ndinavutika kuti ndikhale woyera, ndipo ndinadzimva wopanda chochita ndi manyazi. Chochititsa chidwi n’chakuti, inali nthawi imeneyi pamene Ambuye anandiitanira muutumiki. Monga Mateyu ndi Magadala ndi Zakeyu, Ambuye anandiyitana ine pakati za masautso ndi kusweka kwanga!
Komabe, ndinavutika. Ndinkapita ku Confession kaŵirikaŵiri, koma zinali ngati kuti ndamangidwa unyolo ndipo ndinalibe mphamvu zotha kuchokapo. Usiku wina, ndili m’njira kukakumana ndi amuna ena mu utumiki wanga kwa nthaŵi ya kupemphera ndi kukonzekera, moyo wanga unali wosweka ndi kuthedwa nzeru. Sindinamve chilichonse koma mdima ndi manyazi. Pamene ndinalowa m’chipindamo, ndinayang’ana pankhope za anzanga, odzazidwa ndi Mzimu Woyera, wodzala ndi chisangalalo. Ndinamva ngati “nkhosa yakuda.” Anandipatsa mapepala a nyimbo, koma chomaliza chimene ndinamva kuti ndichite chinali kuimba.
Koma monga mtsogoleri wotamanda Mulungu, ndinkaphunzitsa khamu la anthu kuti kuimbira Mulungu ndi chikhulupiriro. Timaimba ndi kumulambira, osati chifukwa chakuti zimatisangalatsa, koma chifukwa chakuti iye ndi wake. Ndipo chikhulupiriro, ngakhale kukula kwa kambewu kampiru, kangathe suntha mapiri. Ndipo kotero, ngakhale ndinali ndekha, ndinatenga pepala la nyimbo, ndikuyamba kuyimba.
Mwadzidzidzi, ndinadzimva chisoni kwambiri kukonda bwerani pa ine. Manja anga anayamba kunjenjemera mosalekeza. Kenako ndinaona m’maganizo mwanga ndikunyamulidwa m’mwamba, ngati kuti m’chikwere chopanda zitseko, n’kulowa m’chipinda chachikulu chokhala ndi magalasi owala. Ndinadziwa kuti ndinali pamaso pa Mulungu; Ndinamva chikondi Chake chodabwitsa me. Ndinadabwa kwambiri. Ndinadzimva ngati mwana wolowerera, wophimbidwa kuchokera kumutu mpaka kumapazi pa nkhumba ya uchimo, komabe apa ndinali, nditakulungidwa m’manja achikondi a Atate…
Ndipo apa pali icing pa keke. Pamene ndinachoka usiku umenewo, mphamvu ya tchimo limenelo pa ine inali wosweka. Ine sindingakhoze kufotokoza momwe Mulungu anachitira izo, ine ndikungodziwa kuti Iye anatero. Ndinali ndi moyo mawu a Yesaya:
Lankhulani mokoma mtima kwa Yerusalemu, ndipo lengezani kwa iye kuti utumiki wake watha, zolakwa zake zathetsedwa.
Ndinali nkhosa yotayika ija imene Yesu anawasiyira “makumi asanu ndi anai mphambu zisanu ndi zinayi”. Iye anandisonkhanitsa ine “m’manja mwake”, anatenga kwa ine “chifuwa” cha Atate, amene anandikakamiza ine kumtima Wake, kuti, “Ndimakukondani. Ndiwe wanga. Sindidzaiwala konse. ”…
Kufikira pamenepo, sindinkatha kulemba nyimbo yauzimu. Patapita miyezi ingapo, Yehova anatsanulira mzimu wake pa ine mozama. Ndinayamba, monga momwe Salmo limanenera, “kuimbira Yehova nyimbo yatsopano.”
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