GAWO IV
Dutsani pamwamba pa Phiri la Tabori
KULIMA Kupembedza, komwe kumatsata Misa tsiku lililonse (ndikukhalabe mosalekeza m'matchalitchi osiyanasiyana mnyumba ya amonke), mawuwa adadzuka mumtima mwanga:
Chikondi mpaka dontho lotsiriza la magazi.
Chikondi, ndichachidziwikire, pokwaniritsa malamulo onse. Monga Uthenga Wabwino tsiku loyamba unalengeza:
Uzikonda Ambuye Mulungu wako ndi mtima wako wonse, ndi moyo wako wonse, ndi nzeru zako zonse. Ili ndilo lamulo lalikulu ndi loyamba. Lachiwiri lofanana nalo ndi ili, uzikonda mnzako monga udzikonda iwe mwini. Lamulo lonse ndi aneneri amadalira malamulo awiriwa. (Mat 22: 34-40)
Koma mawu awa ku chikondi mpaka dontho lotsiriza silinali lamulo chabe lachikondi, koma malangizo pa momwe kukonda: mpaka kutsikira kotsiriza. Posakhalitsa, Mayi Wathu andiphunzitsa.
Pamene ndimasenda zovala zanga zakuntchito kuyambira tsiku loyamba logwira ntchito, ndinathokozanso Mulungu chifukwa chondipatsa shawa lotentha. Mgonero ndi madzi zinali zosangalatsa kuwona kuti kutentha kumawotcha thupi lonse ndikutulutsa madzi ngati dontho m'chipululu. Nditaimirira kuti ndichoke kukhitchini, ndinayang'ana mbale zomwe zinali pakona pafupi ndi sinki, ndipo ndinamvanso mumtima mwanga mawu akuti, "Chikondi mpaka kutsika kotsiriza.”Nthawi yomweyo, ndidazindikira mkati mwanga kuti Ambuye sakundifunsa kuti ndizikangotumikira, koma kuti ndikhale“ wantchito ”. Kusadikirira zosowa kudza kwa ine, koma kuti ndipeze zosowa za abale ndi alongo anga, ndikuwasamalira. Kutenga, monga adalamulira, "Wotsiriza" malo ndikuchita chilichonse mwachikondi, osasiya chilichonse, chosamaliza, kapena chosowa. Kuphatikiza apo, ndimayenera kukonda motere osachita chidwi ndi iwo, kudandaula, kapena kudzitama. Ndinali chabe kukonda m'njira yobisika, koma yowonekera, mpaka kutsikira kotsiriza.
Pomwe masiku anali kupita ndipo ndidayamba kufunafuna njira zachikondi motere, chinthu chimodzi mwa zina chidawonekera. Choyamba ndikuti sitingakonde motere ndi 
ulesi kapena mtima waulesi. Tiyenera kukhala dala! Kutsata Yesu, ngakhale kukumana naye mu pemphero kapena kukomana naye mwa m'bale wanga, kumafuna kukumbukira ndi kukhazikika kwa mtima. Si nkhani yokhudzidwa ndi zokolola, koma makamaka, kukula kwa malingaliro. Kukhala wachangu ndi zomwe ndimachita, ndi zomwe ndikunena, ndi zomwe sindichita. Kuti maso anga nthawi zonse amakhala otseguka, olunjika ku chifuniro cha Mulungu chokha. Chilichonse chimayendetsedwa dala ngati kuti ndimachipangira Yesu:
Chifukwa chake ngati mungadye kapena kumwa, kapena china chilichonse, chitani zonse ku ulemerero wa Mulungu… Chilichonse chimene mungachite, chitani mochokera pansi pa mtima, monga kwa Ambuye osati kwa ena, (1 Akorinto 10:31; Akolose 3:23)
Inde, ndichikondi, kutumikira, kugwira ntchito, ndi kupemphera kuchokera pansi pamtima. Ndipo tikayamba kukonda motere, mpaka dontho lotsiriza la magazi titero, ndiye kuti chinthu chozama chimayamba kuchitika. Mnofu, ndi ntchito zake zonse, ndiko kuti, kudzikonda, kupsa mtima, chilakolako, umbombo, kuwawa, ndi zina zotero zimayamba kufa. Pali fayilo ya kenosis zomwe zimayamba kuchitika, kudzikhuthula tokha, ndipo mmalo mwake — kudzera munjira zopemphera, Masakramenti, ndi Kupembedza —Yesu akuyamba kutidzadza ndi Iyemwini.
Tsiku lina pa Misa, pamene ndinayang'ana pa Crucifix ndi mbali yotseguka ya Khristu, tanthauzo la “Chikondi kufikira dontho lotsiriza la mwazi” anakhala “wamoyo.” Pakuti ndi pokhapo Yesu atapuma mpweya wake womaliza ndipo Mbali yake idapyozedwa kuti Iye kwathunthu komanso kwathunthu anatikonda mpaka dontho lotsiriza la magazi. Ndiye…
Chinsalu chotchinga cha m themalo opatulika chinang'ambika pakati kuyambira pamwamba mpaka pansi. Pamene Kenturiyo amene anaimirira moyang'anizana naye anaona m'mene adapumira nanena, Zowonadi munthu uyu adali Mwana wa Mulungu. (Maliko 15: 8-9)
Mu zimenezo dontho lotsiriza la magazi, Masakramenti adachokera kumbali Yake ndipo omwe adayimirira pansi pa Mtanda adalandira Chifundo Chaumulungu chomwe chidawasintha ndikuwatembenuza. [1]onani. Mateyu 24: 57 Mphindi yomweyo, chophimba pakati pa Kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi chidang'ambika, ndipo 
Ladder [2]onani. Mpingo ndiye makwerero awa, akukhala monga "sakramenti la chipulumutso", njira yokomana ndi Yesu pakati pawo adamanga: Kumwamba tsopano kukhudza dziko lapansi. Yohane Woyera adangogona pamutu pake pachifuwa cha Khristu. Koma ndichifukwa choti mbali Yake idapyozedwa kuti kukayikira Tomasi tsopano kunali kotheka mu Mbali ya Khristu, yokhudza Mtima Woyera wa Yesu wokonda, wowotcha. Kupyola kukumana kumeneku kwa Chikondi yemwe adakonda mpaka kutsikira kotsiriza, Tomasi anakhulupirira ndi kupembedza.
Kuti kukonda mpaka dontho lotsiriza la magazi, ndiye, kumatanthauza kukonda as Khristu anaterodi. Osangoti ndikuseka ndi kukwapulidwa, osangoti kuvekedwa korona ndikukhomeredwa, koma kuti ndilasidwe mbali zonse zomwe ndili nazo, zonse zomwe ndili nazo, zowonadi, moyo wanga komanso mpweya wanga umatsanulidwa munthawi iliyonse kwa mnzanga. Ndipo pamene ndimakonda mwa njira iyi, chophimba pakati pa kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi chang'ambika pakati, ndipo moyo wanga umakhala makwerero opita Kumwamba—Kumwamba kungakhudze dziko lapansi kudzera mwa ine. Khristu akhoza kulowa mumtima mwanga, ndipo kudzera chilonda cha chikondi chotere, ena akhoza kukumana ndi kupezeka kwa Yesu mwa ine.
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