ពាក្យផ្ទាល់ខ្លួននិងការផ្លាស់ប្តូរមួយចំនួនពីម៉ាកធី…

លោកយេស៊ូបាន បាននិយាយថា“ ខ្យល់បក់ទៅកន្លែងណាដែលវានឹងកើតឡើង…ដូច្នេះវាគឺដូចជាមនុស្សគ្រប់គ្នាដែលកើតពីព្រះវិញ្ញាណដែរ” នោះហាក់ដូចជាករណីនៅក្នុងកិច្ចបំរើផ្ទាល់ខ្លួនរបស់ទ្រង់នៅពេលដែលទ្រង់មានគំរោងធ្វើរឿងមួយប៉ុន្តែហ្វូងមនុស្សនឹងកំណត់ផ្លូវផ្សេង។ ដូចគ្នានេះដែរជារឿយៗប៉ូលបានបើកទូកសម្រាប់ទិសដៅមួយប៉ុន្តែត្រូវបានរារាំងដោយអាកាសធាតុអាក្រក់ការបៀតបៀនឬព្រះវិញ្ញាណ។

ខ្ញុំបានរកឃើញថាក្រសួងនេះមិនខុសពីប៉ុន្មានឆ្នាំកន្លងមកទេ។ ជារឿយៗនៅពេលដែលខ្ញុំនិយាយថា "នេះជាអ្វីដែលខ្ញុំត្រូវធ្វើ ... " ព្រះអម្ចាស់មានផែនការផ្សេងទៀត។ ករណីបែបនេះជាថ្មីម្តងទៀត។ ខ្ញុំដឹងថាព្រះអម្ចាស់ចង់អោយខ្ញុំផ្តោតអារម្មណ៍លើសំណេរសំខាន់ៗមួយចំនួន - ពាក្យខ្លះដែលត្រូវបានគេផ្សព្វផ្សាយអស់រយៈពេលជាងពីរឆ្នាំមកហើយ។ បើគ្មានការពន្យល់ពន្លូតនិងមិនចាំបាច់ខ្ញុំមិនគិតថាមានមនុស្សជាច្រើនយល់ពីរឿងនោះទេ នេះមិនមែនជាប្លក់របស់ខ្ញុំទេ។ ខ្ញុំមានរឿងជាច្រើនដែលខ្ញុំចង់បាន ដូច និយាយប៉ុន្តែមានរបៀបវារៈច្បាស់លាស់ដែលមិនមែនជារបស់ខ្ញុំផ្ទាល់ដែលជាពាក្យសរីរាង្គមួយនៃពាក្យ។ ការណែនាំខាងវិញ្ញាណនៅក្នុងរឿងនេះគឺមានតម្លៃណាស់ក្នុងការជួយខ្ញុំឱ្យបោះជំហានទៅមុខ (តាមដែលអាចធ្វើទៅបាន!) ដើម្បីឱ្យព្រះអម្ចាស់មានផ្លូវរបស់គាត់។ ខ្ញុំសង្ឃឹមថារឿងនេះកំពុងកើតឡើងដើម្បីជាប្រយោជន៍ដល់អ្នកនិងរបស់អ្នក។

The Now Word has been an effective instrument from the numerous comments I have received, most especially from priests. In fact, it might surprise readers to know that some of the biggest financial supporters of this ministry are priests! (But their monetary gifts pale in comparison to their encouragement and prayers. I pray for them daily, and beg you to do so also.) However, at this time, in order to meet the demands of these other important words, as well as take care of my family obligations, I am going to continue to pray and meditate upon the daily Mass readings, but only provide the “Now Word” summary of the week’s readings at the ចុងបញ្ចប់នៃសប្តាហ៍នេះ. The farm work this time of year is piling up on me (my wife, Lea, and I live on a small farm where we grow our own food, milk a cow, raise chickens, and a brood of children). So I have to make some choices. This will free up the necessary time that I need, while still enabling me to comment on the readings, which I think you’ll agree, are speaking powerfully to us at this time in the world. So, for the time being, it will now be the “weekly Now Word.”

I know some of you have really drawn inspiration from my webcasts and want them to continue. Not a week goes by that I don’t pray about them and what God may want. In fact, at this time, the door may be opening for an international television presence. I won’t say much more, but ask you to pray that God only opens doors that He wishes me to go through, and shuts the rest. Again, I want to go where the Wind is blowing. And that means, and has meant, that the nature of this ministry is fluid.

Now, may I speak from the heart? In fact, this is one of those moments where I feel I have the Lord’s permission to use His space…

I did not wake up one day and say, “Hm, today would be a great day to wreck my reputation.” I know that my writings over the years have brought clarity, hope, and strength to many, many souls. I have received thousands of letters by now in this regard. But these writings have also angered, embarrassed, and pushed away others, most especially friends and relatives. These writings have isolated me from parts of the body of Christ, ruined my “music career”, and placed a stigma on me. These writings have a ការចំណាយ. We all have our crosses. But what I do here is not what I would call a choice so much as an interior calling.

In fact, I have wanted to run countless times. I have often said, “Lord, why don’t you have a single man, a priest saying these things?” But then it comes… His word… and it sits in my soul and grows, and burns, and stirs, and like Jeremiah, I have to write it, speak it, procaim it so that His word does not consume me. I cannot say “no” to Him who said “yes” to me on the Cross. Without God, I am dust. To whom shall I go? He has the words of eternal life. This life is short, this world passing. The pleasures of this earthly plane are as fading as the evening light. My eyes are set on Heaven, and were it not for my wife and children and អ្នក, this little flock that Jesus asks me to feed with “spiritual food”, I would ask Him to take me Home.

I understand that these writings are difficult and challenging. I get that, I do. I’m a daddy. I have eight beautiful children and my dear Lea. I want to raise them in a world where they have the freedom to believe in Jesus, to pray, to grow in innocence, security, and hope. I am sure the parents in France or Poland felt the same way when they learned that Hitler was marching on them. They were forced to either deny reality or face it. You, dear reader—whether you are an atheist, Protestant, or a Catholic—you have to face what is being written here. Why? Because what I have spent eight years writing is now ផ្ទុះ in the headlines at an exponential rate. So you make your choice; I’ve made mine. As a priest friend of mine used to say to his congregation, “I’m responsible for what I’ve said. You’re responsible for what you’ve heard.”

As for the orthodoxy of these writings, I have done everything I can to reinforce every prophetic word, apparition, prognosis, etc. with the voice of the Magisterium, Scripture, and Sacred Tradition. That is, one may object to what I write; but when the authoritative voice of the Church is saying the same thing, you must reflect hard on who and what you are objecting to. I have more to say in this regard, especially regarding Our Blessed Mother, through whom Jesus Christ came into the world 2000 years ago, and through whom He is coming again.

ហើយ​លោក is មក. Not the final coming in glory; not the end of the world; but He is coming to bring to an end the sorrows, sin, and divisions of this past century. Our Lady is preparing us for the reign of Jesus in our hearts in a new way. And as these things unfold (and it could take years, even decades), I feel her nearness and desire for me to co-operate in a new way. How can I refuse her who did not refuse us either?

Thank you for your understanding, your prayers, your much needed financial support, and above all your faithfulness to Jesus… in a world that continues to wound, reject, and blaspheme the One who loved them unto death. Also, thank you for your prayers regarding my health, namely, an issue with balance. MRI results came back showing no signs of a brain tumor or multiple sclerosis, etc.

In closing, I want to share with you a ពាក្យព្យាករណ៍ from the Blessed Mother that I received in prayer seven years ago, long before I had ever heard of the “Flame of Love” that I have been writing about lately. I had forgotten about this until a reader brought it to my attention this week. Once again, I share it in the spirit of discernment that must accompany all such words as we seek to better live and love Our Lord in the present moment. For my part, this is the Now Word today…

Can you not see? Can you not hear? Can you not tell the signs of the times? Why then do you spend your days in dissipation, chasing phantoms, and polishing your idols? Can you not perceive that this present age is passing, and all that is temporal will be tested by fire? Oh, that you would indeed be set aflame with the fire of my Immaculate Heart consumed by the living flame of love, burning infinitely and endlessly in the breast of my Son. Draw near to
this flame while there is still time. I do not say that you have much time left. But I do say that you should be wise with what you have been given. The last luminous clouds of truth are about to vanish, and the earth as you know it will be plunged into great darkness, the darkness of its own sin. Race, then. Race to my Immaculate Heart. For while there is still time, I will receive you like a mother hen gathering her chicks beneath her wings. I have wept, and prayed, and interceded for these last moments for you! Oh, my grief… my grief for those who have not taken advantage of this gift from Heaven!

អធិស្ឋានសម្រាប់ព្រលឹង។ សូមអធិស្ឋានសម្រាប់ចៀមដែលវង្វេងបាត់។ សូមអធិស្ឋានសម្រាប់អ្នកដែលមានគ្រោះថ្នាក់បាត់បង់ជីវិតព្រោះពួកគេជាច្រើន។ សូមកុំបោះបង់ចោលភាពអាថ៌កំបាំងនៃអាថ៌កំបាំងនៃសេចក្តីមេត្តារបស់ព្រះរាជបុត្រាខ្ញុំ។ ប៉ុន្តែមិនខ្ជះខ្ជាយពេលវេលាទៀតទេ ពេលនេះគ្រាន់តែជាការបំភាន់ប៉ុណ្ណោះ។ - បានបោះពុម្ពផ្សាយជាលើកដំបូង “Time is Very Short”ថ្ងៃទី ១ ខែកញ្ញាឆ្នាំ ២០០៧