U-Anthony Mullen (1956 - 2018)
Ongasekhoyo uMququzeleli weSizwe
yeNtshukumo yaMazwe ngaMazwe yeLangatye loLuthando
Yentliziyo Engafezekanga kaMariya
"NJANI ungandinceda ndisasaze umyalezo weNkosikazi Yethu? ”
Lawo ngamanye amagama okuqala awathetha nam uAnthony (“Tony”) uMullen kum kwiminyaka esibhozo eyadlulayo. Ndacinga ukuba umbuzo wakhe unesibindi kuba andizange ndive ngomboni waseHungary uElizabeth Kindelmann. Ngaphaya koko, bendihlala ndifumana izicelo zokukhuthaza ukuzinikela okuthile, okanye umbono othile. Ngaphandle kokuba uMoya oyiNgcwele uyibeke entliziyweni yam, andizukubhala ngayo.
Ndaphendula ndathi: “Kunzima ukuba ndichaze, uyabona, ayisiyiyo le my blog. NguMama wethu. Ndingumthunywa nje. Kunqabile ukuba ndikwazi ukuveza eyam siqu iingcinga ndingaziyeki zifunwa ngabanye. Ngaba iyavakala loo nto? ”
Amagama am abonakala ebhabha ngaphantsi kweradar kaTony. "Ungayifunda nje le miyalezo undazise ukuba ucinga ntoni?"
“Kulungile,” ndatsho, ndicaphukile kancinci. “Ungandithumelela ikopi yale ncwadi?”
Wenza njalo uTony. Ndathi ndakufunda imiyalezo evunyiweyo yiCawe uMama wethu awayeyinike u-Kindelmann kwisithuba seminyaka engama-20, ndaqonda ngomzuzwana ukuba bazakuba yinxalenye ILizwi ngoku ukuba uMoya oyiNgcwele uyathetha eBandleni ngeli lixa. Kukho imibhalo eliqela apha, enkosi ubugorha bukaTony, kwisipho esingaqhelekanga se "Flame of Love" eliza kuthi gqi izulu lithulule uluntu, njengokuqala kwe "Pentekoste entsha" (jonga umzekelo: Iziphumo ezizayo zoBabalo kwaye Ukudibana kunye neNtsikelelo).
NgeLangatye Lothando LweNtombi Enyulu, ukholo luya kumila emiphefumlweni, kwaye ubuso bomhlaba buya kuhlaziywa, kuba “akukho nto injengaleyo yenzekileyo oko iLizwi laba yinyama. ” Uhlaziyo lomhlaba, nangona luzaliswe ziimbandezelo, luya kuza ngamandla okuthethelela iNtombi Enyulu. -Idangatye loThando lweNhliziyo engacacanga kaMariya: Idayari yokomoya (Uhlobo loHlelo, indawo. 2898-2899); yamkelwa ngo-2009 nguKhadinali Péter Erdö Cardinal, Primate no-Archbishop. Qaphela: UPapa uFrancis wanikela ngeNtsikelelo yakhe yobuPostile kwiLangatye loLuthando lweNtliziyo engafezekanga kaMary Movement nge-19 kaJuni, 2013.
Ndazi nokuba uTony uza kuba Inxalenye yobomi bam. Ngaphezulu kweenyanga kunye neminyaka ezayo, singatshintshana ngeefowuni kunye nee-imeyile, sithethe kunye kwiinkomfa, kwaye senze iqhinga lokuba singanceda njani iNkosi neNkosazana yethu.
Yonke iminxeba okanye umyalezo ophuma kwilizwi uvela kuTony uqale ngendlela efanayo: “Makadunyiswe uYesu Krestu, kwaye lisikelelwe iLangatye loLuthando lweNtliziyo engafezekanga kaMariya. Amen? ”
“Amen.”
“Emva koko masiqale ngomthandazo…” uTony wayefuna ukuba onke amagama kunye nezenzo zenziwe ngobukho bukaYesu, kunye noMama wethu wasezulwini.
Mna ndingumdiliya, nina ningamasebe. Lowo uhleli kum, ndibe mna ndihleli kuye, yena uthwala isiqhamo esininzi, ngokuba ngaphandle kwam aninakwenza nto. (UYohane 15: 5)
Nanini na xa ndithetha noTony emnxebeni okanye ubuso ngobuso, nokuba sihamba okanye siqhuba, wayesoloko ecinga ngoBukumkani bukaThixo. Kwakungafane kwenzeke ukuba i-chitchat ingasebenzi, kwaye wayengenakufane athethe ngaye-ngaphandle kosapho kunye nenkosikazi yakhe, awayemthanda kakhulu kwaye ebakhumbula emva kokufa kwakhe ngesiquphe kwiminyaka emihlanu eyadlulayo.
Ngenye imini xa sasilungiselela ukuthetha kwinkomfa, ndangena kwigumbi lakhe lokuhlala ngeCawa emva kwemini, kwaye i-TV yayishiywe ngomnye wabantwana bakhe. Yayingumdlalo webhola ekhatywayo.
“Uyayibukela ibhola, Tony?”
“Andinangxaki nayo. Kodwa andiyibukeli ngeCawa, hayi ngemini yeNkosi. ” Yiloo nto kanye awayeyindoda uTony, wayexakeke kakhulu kukukhonza uYesu ngayo nayiphi na indlela ayenako nangokunyaniseka kangangoko- nokunceda abanye ukuba benze njalo. Nangona emsebenzini wakhe waba yenye yeengcali eziphambili kuphuhliso lweeprojekthi eziphezulu, kwakucacile ukuba uTony wayengekho malunga nokwakha ubukumkani bakhe, kodwa obukaKristu.
Kwiintsuku ezininzi ezidlulileyo, ndigqibile ukuthumela ukubhala kwam kuFacebook kwaye kwenzeka ukuba ndibone usasazo ngqo lukaTony enika intetho. Ndijonge umzuzwana-ndigqibele ukuva ilizwi lakhe. Wayethetha ngesono sendawo, kwaye sihlala silalanisa "nabantwana." Wayethantamisa kodwa ngesibindi ebiza abaphulaphuli bakhe kwinguquko eqinisekileyo. Ndazihlekela ngaphakathi ndicinga indlela awayevakala ngayo njengoJohn uMbhaptizi, kunye nendlela uTony awayehlala eguqukile ngayo ngokuphila iVangeli okoko waguqukayo- wayenamandla okwenza kanye le nto ibuzwa liZulu. Kodwa "u-radical" yinto sonke esifanele sibe yiyo.
Uze uyithande ke iNkosi uThixo wakho zonke intliziyo yakho, nge zonke umphefumlo wakho, nge zonke ingqondo yakho, kunye zonke amandla akho. (UMarko 12:30)
Ngenye imini, uTony waphinda wathi kum, “Ungandinceda njani usasaze umyalezo weNkosikazi yethu?” Ndamchazela ukuba ndenza ngendlela yam, kwaye kwakhona, ukuba iwebhusayithi yam ayiyiyo eyam; kwaye ukuba uMama wethu ebefuna ukuba ndenze njalo 
khuthaza ngaphezulu koko, ewe, kuya kufuneka athethe naye. Sahleka. Kodwa ke kwathi qatha ingcinga kum: “Tony, kutheni ungaqali eyakho siqu ibhlog? Akunzima kangako. ” Ndamkhomba kwicala elilungileyo, wemka. Intsholongwane kaThixo lilifa likaTony kwi-Intanethi leengcinga ezingxamisekileyo ezazitshisa entliziyweni yakhe: indlela yokunceda abanye bakhule bemanyene noThixo ukuphendula kumazwi eZulu.
Kwaye bambalwa abaziyo ukuba uTony wanceda ukuhlela Uloyiso loBukumkani bukaThixo kwi-Millennium nakwi-End Times ngu-Fr. UJoseph Iannuzzi-incwadi ebaluleke kakhulu ekufumaneni ukuqonda okufanelekileyo kweSahluko samashumi amabini sencwadi yeSityhilelo, kunye "nexesha loxolo" elizayo.
Kwiintetho zam zasesidlangalaleni, bendisoloko ndisithi ebantwini uMama kaThixo akabonakali emhlabeni ezokuphunga iti nabantwana bakhe. Ndicinga ukuba bambalwa abayithathileyo imiyalezo yamabali kaMarian kwezi nkulungwane zimbini zidlulileyo ngaphezulu kukaTony. “Kufuneka siyeke ukuthetha ngayo kwaye silungile do le isixelela yona, ”wayehlala esitsho. Yaba ngumxholo weencoko zethu ezininzi. Wayeqonda ngokuchanekileyo ukuba amazwi kaNkosikazi wethu “yayilichiza lobuthixo” kula maxesha amnyama ngakumbi. Ebesinika indlela ebuyela kuYesu, indlela eya eluxolweni… kwaye besikade siyityeshele.
Kodwa hayi uTony. Wayekuphila oko wayekushumayela. Wayezila ukutya kathathu ngeveki kwaye wayedla ngokuvuka ebusuku athandaze. Nanini na xa sikunye, sasithandaza okanye sisebenza "kwimicimbi yeNkosi." Inzondelelo kaAnthony yaba yeyam kunye nabanye abaninzi njengesibane esicacisayo apho kutyhilwa khona ukusilela kwethu nokungoneliseki. Ngaphaya koko, umntu wayenokubona amazwi eVangeli esenza kuye:
Ukuba kukho umntu onqwenela ukundilandela, makazincame, athabathe umnqamlezo wakhe yonke imihla, andilandele. Kuba othe wathanda ukuwusindisa umphefumlo wakhe, wolahlekelwa nguwo; ke othe wawulahla umphefumlo wakhe ngenxa yam, wowusindisa lowo. (ULuka 9: 23-24)
UTony wayenjalo ukulahlekelwa ubomi bakhe ngenxa kaYesu; uhambo lwakhe, ungathi, kwaba ukubethelwa. Kodwa ngo-Matshi 10th, 2018, yena wasindisa yiyo. Ngale ntsasa, uTony wafowunela unyana wakhe wathi, “Tsalela umnxeba ku-911… ndicinga ukuba ndinesifo sentliziyo.” Bamfumana elele phantsi, iingalo zakhe zisasazeke ngokungathi wolulelwe emnqamlezweni — umfuziselo, ngoku, wendlela lo mzalwana kuKristu abuphila ngayo ubomi bakhe phakathi kwethu: eshiywe kwintando kaThixo.
Ndandihleli kwigumbi lehotele ndifunda i-imeyile evela kuDaniel O'Connor owayebuza ukuba ndivile ngokudlula kukaTony. Khange ndiyikholelwe le ndiyifundayo. UDaniel, noTony besesandula ukuthetha kwinkomfa malunga nokuthanda kukaThixo kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo. Emva koko ndafumana umyalezo welizwi ovela kumolokazana kaTony owanditsalela umnxeba esabelana ngezi ndaba zibuhlungu.
Kuphela iiyure ngaphambi kokuba asweleke, uTony wayendithumelele i-imeyile ecaphula kwidayari yaseSt. Faustina:
Ukunqwenela ukuthululwa koMoya oyiNgcwele ukuze bonke abantu bamazi uKristu…
"Ngolangazelelo olukhulu ndilinde ukuza kweNkosi. Mikhulu iminqweno yam. Ndinqwenela ukuba lonke uluntu luyazi iNkosi. Ndingathanda ukulungiselela Zonke iZizwe ngokuza kweLizwi eliMzimba. Owu Yesu, yenza ukuba umthombo wenceba yakho uphuphume kakhulu, kuba abantu bagula kakhulu kwaye banesidingo esikhulu kunanini na ngaphambili senceba yakho engapheliyo. [Idayarin. 793]
KukuMoya oyiNgcwele kuphela apho abantu banokuguquka bathi… “uYesu uyiNkosi”… kwaye sanikwa umthandazo wokufezekisa umnqweno kaSt Faustina yiNkosikazi yethu eAmsterdam ukuya eIda Peerdeman, nowamkelweyo yiCawe: “Nkosi Yesu Kristu, Nyana kaBawo, thumela ngoku uMoya wakho phezu komhlaba. Vumela uMoya oyiNgcwele aphile ezintliziyweni zawo onke amazwe, ukuze agcinwe ekonakaleni, kwintlekele nakwimfazwe. Wanga uNenekazi leZizwe zonke, iNtombikazi enguMariya, angaba nguMthetheleli wethu, Amen! ”
Ngaloo mini, iNkosi yeza kumzalwana wethu. Ilizwi likaTony ngoku lijoyina izihlwele ezulwini ezikhala zisithi: UYesu uyiNkosi!
Izolo ebusuku emva kosuku olunzima lokuba buhlungu ngokuswelekelwa ngumhlobo wam endimthandayo, ndahlala ecaleni kwebhedi yam ndajonga incwadi enye kwitafile yam yasebusuku. Incoko yencoko ebuyile kwiminyaka eliqela eyadlulayo…
“Wakhe weva ngale ncwadi Ukusondelelana Ngokobuthixo?Wabuza uTony.
“Hayi, andikenzi njalo.”
“Kufuneka uyifumene, Maka,” watsho. Ndaya kwi-Intanethi, kwaye ekuphela kwekopi endandinokuyifumana ngelo xesha yayingaphaya kwekhulu leedola.
“Andinayo imali yokuyifumana, Tony.”
"Akhongxaki. Ndiza kukuthumelela enye. ”
Leyo yayiluhlobo nje lwentliziyo uTony awayenayo. Ngapha koko, mhla wasweleka, wayeza kungeniswa "kwiHolo yoDumo" yesikolo samabanga aphakamileyo sasekuhlaleni ngenxa yemisebenzi yakhe yesisa. Ayizange indothuse lonto. Ububele bukaTony kum nakwabanye baziwa kakhulu kuMzimba kaKristu. Wanika, waphana, wanika ezinye ngaphezulu….
Ndiphefumlele phezulu, ndathatha Ukusondelelana kukaThixo ukusuka kwindawo yam yokuma ebusuku, kwaye uvule ngokungakhethiyo ukuba ifundwe ukusuka ngeCawa yePentekoste.
OwuMoya oyiNgcwele, Uthando olukhulu lukaYise noNyana, Uthando olungadalwanga oluhlala kwimiphefumlo yamalungisa, yihla uze kum njengePentekoste entsha kwaye undiphathele intabalala yezipho zaKho, zeziqhamo zaKho, nobabalo lwaKho; hlanganisa ngokwakho njengelona liqabane lithandekayo lomphefumlo wam.
Ndizingcwalisela kuwe ngokupheleleyo; Ndihlasele, ndithathe, ndihluthe ngokupheleleyo. Yiba kukukhanya okungena ngaphakathi okukhanyisa ubukrelekrele bam, intshukumo ethambileyo etsala kwaye iqondise intando yam, amandla angaphezu kwendalo anika amandla emzimbeni wam. Gqibezela kum umsebenzi wakho wobungcwalisa nothando. Ndenze msulwa, ndibonakale, ndilula, ndiyinyani, ndikhululeke, ndinoxolo, ndithobekile, ndizolile, ndonwabile nakwimbandezelo, kwaye ndivutha ngothando kuThixo nakummelwane.
Ukuhlawulela kwi-nobis ignem sui amoris et flammam aeternae caritatis, ndiphembe umlilo wothando lwakho kunye nedangatye lothando olungunaphakade.
UTony wayefunde le ncwadi izihlandlo ezininzi kwaye wayewathandazela la mazwi. Bambalwa abanokuthi baphila nayo.
Mzalwana, ngoku ulilangatye elingunaphakade leNtliziyo engabonakaliyo kaMariya, njengoko uvutha ngokuqaqambileyo entliziyweni kaKristu. Sithandazele.
Njengosapho oluhlanganisene endlwini kaTony emva kokudlula kwakhe, bafumana ikreyiti ende yomthi. Ngaphakathi, yayingumfanekiso oqingqiweyo weNkosazana Yethu awayegunyaziswe nguTony. Ndikhumbula endixelela indlela awayenemincili ngayo.
Ngokwazi kwam, akazange ayibone.
Akusekho mfuneko yokuba.
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Ulwazi ngobomi bomngcwabo kaTony kunye nomngcwabo zingezantsi. Cofa nje ifoto:
Kukhunjulwa umntakwethu, umhlobo notata wethu…
