Isifundo Ngamandla oMnqamlezo

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Amanxeba kunye neMfazwe

Kunyaka odlulileyo, iNkosi yandibiza kunye nosapho lwam ukuba siphume “entlango” eSaskatchewan, eCanada ukubuyela eAlberta. Olo hambo lwaqala inkqubo yokuphilisa emphefumlweni wam-oye wafikelela incopho ngexesha Ukuphumelela ukuhlehla ekuqaleni kwale nyanga. “Iintsuku ezisi-9 kwiNkululeko” itsho yabo website. Abahleki. Ndibukele imiphefumlo emininzi iguquka phambi kwamehlo am ngexesha lokubuyela umva-eyam ibandakanyiwe. 

Ebudeni bezo mini, ndakhumbula unyaka wam wesikolo sabantwana abancinane. Kwakukho ukutshintshiselana ngezipho phakathi kwethu - kodwa ndilibele. Ndikhumbula ndimi apho ndiziva ndikhethekile, ndineentloni, ndineentloni. Andizange ndibeke isitokhwe kakhulu kuloo nto ... kodwa njengoko ndandiqala ukucinga ngobomi bam, ndaqonda ukuba, ukususela ngaloo mzuzu, ndandinayo. rhoqo ndaziva ndahlukene. Njengoko ndandikhula elukholweni lwam ndisengumntwana, ndaziva ndilikheswa nangakumbi njengoko inkoliso yabantwana kwisikolo samaKatolika sasingazange siye eMthendelekweni. Umntakwethu wayengumhlobo wam osenyongweni; abahlobo bakhe yayingabahlobo bam. Yaye oku kwaqhubeka njengoko ndandilishiya ikhaya, kuwo wonke umsebenzi wam, emva koko kwiminyaka yam yobulungiseleli. Yaqalisa ke ukopha kubomi bentsapho yam. Ndaqalisa ukuthandabuza uthando lomfazi wam kum nabantwana bam. Kwakungekho nyani kuyo, kodwa ukungakhuseleki kwakhula, ubuxoki baba bukhulu kwaye bakholelwa ngakumbi kwaye oku kuzisa ingxabano phakathi kwethu.

Kwiveki enye ngaphambi kokubuyela emva, yonke into yafika entloko. Ndandisazi ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo ukuba ngelo xesha ndandihlaselwa ngokomoya, kodwa ubuxoki babuyinyaniso, buzingisele, yaye bucinezela kangangokuba ndathi kumalathisi wam wokomoya kwiveki ephelileyo: “Ukuba uPadre Pio wayejulwe kwigumbi lakhe ngokwasemzimbeni. iidemon, ndandihamba ngendlela efanayo engqondweni.” Zonke izixhobo endandizisebenzisa ngaphambili zazinjalo nakala ngathi ukuqala ukungaphumeleli: umthandazo, ukuzila ukutya, irosari, njl. Kwaye kwada kwada ndaya kwi-Confession ngosuku olungaphambi kokuhlehla ukuba uhlaselo lwayeka ngokukhawuleza. Kodwa ndandisazi ukuba baza kubuya ... kwaye ngaloo nto, ndaphuma ndaya kurhoxa. 

 
Uhlangulwe ebumnyameni

Andizukungena kakhulu kwindawo yokurhoxa ngaphandle kokuthi idibanisa ukuqonda kwe-Ignatian kunye nokomoya waseThérèsian, odityaniswe neeSakramente, ukuxolelwa kweNkosikazi yethu, nokunye. Le nkqubo yandivumela ukuba ndingene kuwo omabini amanxeba kunye nomzekelo wobuxoki obavela kuwo. Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa zokuqala, ndalila iinyembezi njengoko ubukho beNkosi babusehla kwigumbi lam elincinane yaye isazela sam sasikhanyiselwa enyanisweni. Amazwi athantamisayo Wawagalela kwijenali yam ayenamandla kwaye ekhulula. Ewe, njengoko seva kwiVangeli namhlanje: 

Ukuba nihlala elizwini lam, niyakuba ngabafundi bam ngokwenene, kwaye niya kuyazi inyaniso, kwaye inyaniso iya kunikhulula. (UYohane 8: 31-32)

Ndidibene nabantu abathathu boBathathu Emnye ngokucacileyo nangaphezulu kunanini na ngaphambili ebomini bam. Ndandisonganyelwa luthando lukaThixo. Wayendityhilela indlela endangena ngayo ebubuxokini ‘boyise wobuxoki,’[1]cf. Yohane 8:44 kwaye ngokhanyiso ngalunye, ndandikhululwa kumoya wokungakhathali owawufake buthathaka kubomi bam kunye nobudlelwane. 

Ngosuku lwesibhozo lokurhoxa, ndabelana neqela lonke ngendlela endandisonganyelwa ngayo luthando lukaBawo—njengonyana wolahleko. Kodwa ndathi nje ndakuyithetha, kwaba ngathi kuvuleka umngxuma emphefumlweni wam, lwaza uxolo olungaphaya kwendalo endandinalo lwaqalisa ukuthamba. Ndaqala ndaziva ndingaphumli yaye ndicaphuka. Ngexesha lekhefu, ndangena epasejini. Ngequbuliso, iinyembezi zokuphilisa zathatyathelw’ indawo ziinyembezi zokuxhalaba—kwakhona. Ndandingaqondi ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni. Ndicele iNenekazi Lethu, iingelosi kunye nabangcwele. Ndade “ndazibona” ngeliso lengqondo iArchangels ecaleni kwam, kodwa sekunjalo, ndandibanjwe luloyiko ukusa kwinqanaba lokungcangcazela. 

Kwakungelo xesha, ndabona ...

 

A Counter-Attack

Ndimi ngaphandle kweengcango zeglasi ezijongene nam, “ndabona” ngokuqhwanyaza uSathana emi apho njengengcuka enkulu ebomvu.[2]Ngexesha lokurhoxa kwam, utata wathi ingcuka enkulu yazula ngaphaya kweyadi engaphambili apho ahlala khona. Emva kweentsuku ezimbini yaphinda yafika. Ngamazwi akhe, "Akuqhelekanga kakhulu ukubona ingcuka." Ayindothusi ke le nto njengoko inxenye yokurhoxa izisa impiliso “kwintsapho yethu”. Emva kwakhe kwakukho iingcuka ezincinci ezibomvu. Emva koko ndeva emphefumlweni wam amazwi athi: "Siza kukuqwenga xa uhamba apha." Ndothuka ndabuyela emva.

Ebudeni bentetho elandelayo, andizange ndikwazi ukunikela ingqalelo. Iinkumbulo zokuphoswa ngengqondo njengonodoli we-rag kwiveki engaphambili zabuya ngokukhawuleza. Ndaqala ukoyika ukuba ndiza kubuyela kwiipateni zakudala, ukungazithembi, kunye nexhala. Ndathandaza, ndakhalimela, ndaphinda ndathandaza... kodwa andizange ndincede. Ngesi sihlandlo, iNkosi yayifuna ukuba ndifunde isifundo esibalulekileyo.

Ndithathe umnxeba wam ndathumela umyalezo kwenye yeenkokheli zokuhlehla. "Jerry, ndikhe ndangaboni ngasonye." Emva kwemizuzu elishumi, ndandihleli eofisini yakhe. Njengoko ndandimcacisela oko kwakusandul’ ukwenzeka, wandimisa waza wathi, “Marko, ungenwe kukoyika umtyholi. Ndothuke ndaqala ndamva ethetha lento. Ndithetha ukuthi, iminyaka ndilukhalimela olu tshaba lufayo. Njengotata nentloko yekhaya lam, ndinegunya phezu kwemimoya emdaka xa ihlasela usapho lwam. Ndibabonile abantwana bam beqengqeleka phantsi beqaqanjelwa sisisu ezinzulwini zobusuku ukuya kuthi ga ngoku emva kwemizuzu emibini emva kokusikelelwa ngamanzi aNgcwele kunye nemithandazo embalwa ekhalimela utshaba. 

Kodwa bendilapha… ewe, ndigungqiwe kwaye ndoyika. Sathandaza kunye, kwaye ndaguquka kolu loyiko. Ukucaca, iingelosi (eziwileyo). are anamandla kunathi bantu - ngokwethu. Kodwa…

Nina ningabakaThixo, bantwanana, nibeyisile bona; ngokuba lowo ukuni nguyena mkhulu kunalowo usehlabathini. ( 1 Yohane 4:4 )

Uxolo lwam lwaqala ukubuya, kodwa hayi ngokupheleleyo. Kukho into eyayingekalungi. Ndandiza kuhamba xa uJerry wathi kum: “Ngaba unawo umnqamlezo?” Ewe ndatsho ndikhomba le ilapha entanyeni. “Kufuneka uyinxibe ngalo lonke ixesha,” watsho. “Umnqamlezo kufuneka uhlale uhamba phambi kwakho nangasemva kwakho.” Uthe xa esitsho kwabe kukho into emphefumlweni wam. Bendisazi ukuba uYesu uthetha nam... 

 

Isifundo

Xa ndiphuma eofisini yakhe, ndawubamba umnqamlezo wam. Ngoku, kufuneka ndithethe into ebuhlungu. Elaa ziko lihle lamaKatolika esasikulo, njengabanye abaninzi, liye lasingatha iisemina ezininzi zesiZukulwana Esitsha kunye noqheliselo olufana neReiki, njl. Kwaye njengoko ndibonile, njengokuba izithunzi, imimoya emdaka iqala ukufola epasejini. Njengoko ndandidlula kubo, baqubuda phambi komnqamlezo entanyeni yam. Ndathula ndathula.  

Xa ndibuyela egumbini lam, umphefumlo wam uvutha umlilo. Ndenze into endingasoze ndiyenze, kwaye ndingacebisi ukuba yenziwe nabani na. Kodwa kwenyuka umsindo ongcwele kum. Ndibambe umnqamlezo ojingayo eludongeni, ndaya efestileni. Aphakama amazwi kum ukuba ndandingawayeki xa ndandifuna, ndaweva amandla kaMoya oyiNgcwele enyuka. Ndaphakamisa uMnqamlezo ndathi: “Satana, egameni likaYesu, ndikuyalela ukuba uze kule festile uqubude phambi kwalo Mnqamlezo. Ndayiphinda… kwaye “ndambona” ngokukhawuleza esiza waqubuda ekoneni ngaphandle kwefestile yam. Ngesi sihlandlo, wayemncinci kakhulu. Ndiye ndathi, “Onke amadolo aya kugoba kwaye zonke iilwimi zivume ukuba uYesu uyiNkosi! Ndikuyalela ukuba uvume ukuba yena uyiNkosi. Ndaza ndeva entliziyweni yam isithi, "Nguye iNkosi" - phantse ukuba buhlungu. Ndatsho ke ndamkhuza wabaleka. 

Ndahlala phantsi ke zonke uloyiko lwaluthe shwaka kwaphela. Ndaye ndeva ukuba iNkosi ifuna ukuthetha-njengokuba inamaxesha aliwaka kolu lungiselelo. Ndachola ke usiba lwam, kwatsho kwathi qatha entliziyweni yam. “USathana kufuneka aguqe phambi koMnqamlezo wam kuba into awayecinga ukuba luloyiso yaba kukoyiswa kwakhe. Kufuneka asoloko eguqa phambi koMnqamlezo wam kuba sisixhobo saMandla am kunye nesimboli sothando lwam-kwaye uthando aluze lusilele. NDINGULUTHANDO, ngoko ke, uMnqamlezo ufuzisela uthando lukaBathathu Emnye Ongcwele oluye lwaphumela ehlabathini ukuze luhlanganisele amatakane alahlekileyo akwaSirayeli.” 

Kwaye ngaloo nto, uYesu wagalela “ubukhosi” obuhle eMnqamlezweni:
 
UMnqamlezo, uMnqamlezo! Owu, Mnqamlezo wam oMnandi, indlela endikuthanda ngayo,
ngokuba ndikujingile njengerhengqa ukuba ndikuhlanganise
isivuno semiphefumlo kum. 
 
UMnqamlezo, uMnqamlezo! ukutyhida ngayo, akwabi sisithunzi;
kodwa ukukhanya phezu kwabantu abasebumnyameni. 
 
UMnqamlezo, uMnqamlezo! Wena, uthobekile kwaye ungabalulekanga
- iiplanga ezimbini - 
ubambe ikamva lehlabathi kwimicu yakho,
kwaye njalo, wabethelela ukugwetywa kwabo bonke phezu kwalo Mthi.
 
UMnqamlezo, uMnqamlezo! Wena unguMthombo woBomi,
uMthi woBomi, uMthombo woBomi.
Ngokucacileyo kwaye ungathandeki, ubambe uMsindisi
waba ngowona mthi uneziqhamo kuyo yonke. 
Kumalungu akho afileyo kuhlume lonke ubabalo
nayo yonke intsikelelo yomoya. 
 
Owu Mnqamlezo, Owu Mnqamlezo! Iinkuni zakho zimanziswe kuwo wonke umthambo
ngeGazi leMvana. 
Owu sibingelelo esimnandi sendalo yonke,
phezu kwamacwecwe enu uNyana woMntu
umzalwana wabo bonke, uThixo wendalo.
 
Yiza kum, yiza kulo Mnqamlezo,
isitshixo esivula onke amatyathanga, aqhawula amakhonkco awo,
echithachitha ubumnyama kwaye ibangela ukuba zonke iidemon zibaleke.
Kubo, uMnqamlezo kukugwetywa kwabo; sisigwebo sabo eso;
sisipili sabo ababona kuso
imbonakaliso egqibeleleyo yemvukelo yabo. 
 
 
Wathula uYesu ndamva esithi, “Kwaye ke mntwana wam oyintanda, bendifuna uwazi amandla amatsha Ndibeka ezandleni zakho, amandla oMnqamlezo. Mayihambe phambi kwakho yonke into oyenzayo, mayime kuwe ngamaxesha onke; cngokuyijonga rhoqo. Thanda umnqamlezo wam, lala kunye noMnqamlezo wam, utye, uphile, kwaye uhlala ukho kunye noMnqamlezo wam. Mayibe ngumlindi wakho wangasemva. Mayibe lukhuselo lwenu olungcwele. Ungaze uloyike utshaba oluvele lwaqubuda phambi koMnqamlezo ezandleni zakho.” Emva koko waqhubeka:
 
Ewe, uMnqamlezo, uMnqamlezo! Awona mandla makhulu ngokuchasene nobubi,
ngokuba ndayikhulula ngayo imiphefumlo yabazalwana bam;
waza wakhupha izibilini zeSihogo. [3]Ngenene, xa uYesu wayethetha oku, ndandicinga ukuba oku kusenokuba luqhekeko okanye kuvela kweyam intloko. Ndiye ndajonga kwiCatechism, kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo, uYesu wazikhupha izibilini zesihogo sazo zonke izibilini. lungisa xa Wehlayo kwabafileyo emva kokufa Kwakhe: bona iCCC, 633
 
Emva koko uYesu wathi ngobubele: “Mntanam, Ndixolele ngesi sifundo sibuhlungu. Kodwa ngoku uyayiqonda indlela ekuya kubaluleka ngayo ukuba uwuthwale uMnqamlezo, emzimbeni wakho, entliziyweni yakho, nasengqondweni yakho. Ngalo lonke ixesha. Mthande, uYesu wakho.” (Azange nanini na kuyo yonke iminyaka yam yokubhala ndikhumbula uYesu ephelisa amazwi akhe ngolo hlobo). 
 
Ndibeke ipen phantsi ndaphefumlela phezulu. Olo xolo “lungaphaya kokuqonda”[4]cf. Fil 4: 7 ijikisiwe. Ndiphakame ndaya ngasefestileni apho kuthe kusenjalo kwagoba utshaba.
 
Ndajonga phantsi kwikhephu elitsha. Apho, ngaphantsi kwe-sill, kwakukho iipawprints eyakhokelela ngqo kwifestile - kwaye yayeka. 
 
 
Ukuvala iingcinga
Ininzi into ethethwayo, kodwa yeyelinye ixesha. Ndibuyele ekhaya ndihlaziyekile, uthando phakathi kwenkosikazi nabantwana bam luye lwanda. Ukubambelela nkqi nokungakhuseleki ebendinako kangangeminyaka kuphelile. Uloyiko endandinalo lokuba andithandwa luphelile. Ndikhululekile ukuba ndithande, kwaye ndithandwe, ngendlela awayecebe ngayo. Umthandazo kunye nokuzila ukutya kunye neerosari ukuba Kubonakala ngathi ngamampunge? Ngokwenene babendilungiselela umzuzu ozaliswe lubabalo lothando lukaKristu oluphilisayo. UThixo akachithi nto kwaye akukho nanye kwiinyembezi zethu, xa siziswe kuye, ziwela phantsi. 
 
Thembela kuYehova, ukhaliphe; yibani namandla, lindelani kuYehova; ( INdumiso 27:14 )
 
Kumthandazo wam wakusasa kule veki, Ndifike kwisicatshulwa esingcwele kuBulumko esichaza kakuhle kutheni uMnqamlezo unamandla kangaka. Kwabhalwa ngamaSirayeli awathi, ekuwo ezimbi umoya, bathunyelwa isohlwayo seenyoka ezinobuhlungu. Abaninzi bafa. Ngoko bakhala kuThixo ukuba babephosisile ukukhalaza nokuswela ukholo. Ngoko ke uNdikhoyo wayalela uMosis ukuba axhome inyoka yobhedu kwintonga yakhe. Nabani na owayeyijonga wayephiliswa ekulunyweni yinyoka. Oku, ngokuqinisekileyo, kwakufuzisela uMnqamlezo kaKristu.[5]“Baya kukhangela kulowo bamhlabileyo.” ( Yohane 19:37 )
 
Kuba xa bafikelwe bubuhlungu obukrakra bamarhamncwa, bafa ngenxa yokulunywa ziinyoka ezigwenxa, awubanga nasiphelo umsindo wenu. Noko ke, basuka bankwantya umzuzwana nje, benomqondiso wosindiso, ukuze bakhunjuzwe umthetho wakho; Kuba lowo ujikileyo waya kuyo usindiswe, kungekhona ngokubonwayo, kodwa ngawe, umsindisi wabo bonke. Uzayisele kwaneentshaba zethu ukuba nguwe osihlangulayo kubo bonke ububi. ( Ubulumko 16:5-8 )
 
Phantse akukho nto inokongeza kuloo nto, ngaphandle kwesifundo esinye esincinci. Umzala wam owayekude, ongumLuthere, wandixelela kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo indlela ababethandazela ngayo ibhinqa elithile ecaweni yabo. Lo mfazi ngequbuliso waqalisa ukufutha waza wagquma waza wabonakalisa idemon. Eli qela lalityhwatyhwa luloyiko, lingazi ukuba lenze ntoni. Ngequbuliso, eli bhinqa latsiba esitulweni laya kubo. Umzala wam, ukhumbula indlela amaKatolika enza ngayo uphawu lomnqamlezo, ngokukhawuleza wasiphakamisa isandla sakhe waza walanda umnqamlezo emoyeni. Ibhinqa ngequbuliso ibhabha ngasemva inqumla igumbi. 
 
Uyabona, “nguMsindisi wabo bonke” omi emva kwalo Mnqamlezo. Ngamandla aKhe, hayi umthi okanye isinyithi esikhupha utshaba. Yingqiqo yam eyomeleleyo ukuba uYesu wandinika esi sifundo, hayi ngenxa yam kuphela, kodwa nina ngubani na Ibali leNenekazi lethu elincinci.
Kodwa baya kuba njani na aba bakhonzi, aba bakhonzi, aba bantwana bakaMariya? …Baya kuba nekrele elintlangothi-mbini lelizwi likaThixo emlonyeni wabo nomgangatho odyojwe ligazi woMnqamlezo emagxeni abo. Baya kuwuthwala umnqamlezo ngasekunene kwabo, nerosari ngasekhohlo; namagama angcwele kaYesu noMariya entliziyweni yabo. —St. ULouis de Montfort, Ukuzinikela kwenene kuMariya, n. I-56,59
Gcina uMnqamlezo unawe rhoqo. Yihlonele. Yithande. Yaye ngaphezu kwako konke, phila ngokuthembeka isigidimi sayo. Hayi, akuyomfuneko ukuba soyike utshaba, kuba lowo ukuthi mkhulu kunalowo usehlabathini. 
 
…Wakudlisa ubomi kunye naye,
enixolele zonke izikreqo zethu;
ecima ikhonkco elichasene nathi, kunye namabango ayo asemthethweni,
owachasa wona, wayisusa kwaphakathi kwethu;
wayibethelela emnqamlezweni;
ebhuqa izilawuli namagunya;
wabenza umboniso ekuhleni;
ebakhokela ngoloyiso ngoloyiso.
(KwabaseKolose 2: 13-15)
 
 

 

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↑1 cf. Yohane 8:44
↑2 Ngexesha lokurhoxa kwam, utata wathi ingcuka enkulu yazula ngaphaya kweyadi engaphambili apho ahlala khona. Emva kweentsuku ezimbini yaphinda yafika. Ngamazwi akhe, "Akuqhelekanga kakhulu ukubona ingcuka." Ayindothusi ke le nto njengoko inxenye yokurhoxa izisa impiliso “kwintsapho yethu”.
↑3 Ngenene, xa uYesu wayethetha oku, ndandicinga ukuba oku kusenokuba luqhekeko okanye kuvela kweyam intloko. Ndiye ndajonga kwiCatechism, kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo, uYesu wazikhupha izibilini zesihogo sazo zonke izibilini. lungisa xa Wehlayo kwabafileyo emva kokufa Kwakhe: bona iCCC, 633
↑4 cf. Fil 4: 7
↑5 “Baya kukhangela kulowo bamhlabileyo.” ( Yohane 19:37 )
exhonyiweyo EKHAYA, IZIXHOBO ZOSAPHO noqhotyosho , , , .