Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, omnye umoya onamandla ugqithe kwindawo yethu uvuthuza isiqingatha sesityalo sethu sefula. Ke kwiintsuku ezimbini ezidlulileyo, unogumbe wemvula ubatshabalalise kakhulu abanye. Lo mbhalo ulandelayo osuka ekuqaleni kwalo nyaka uthi qatha…
Umthandazo wam namhlanje: “Nkosi, andizithobi. Owu Yesu, ululamile kwaye uthobekile ngentliziyo, yenza intliziyo yam ibe yeyakho… ”
PHA ngamanqanaba amathathu okuthobeka, kwaye bambalwa kuthi abadlulela kwinqanaba lokuqala.
Eyokuqala kulula ukuyibona. Kuxa thina okanye omnye umntu enekratshi, enekratshi, okanye ezithethelela; xa sizimela ngokugqithisileyo, sinenkani okanye singafuni ukwamkela inyaniso ethile. Xa umphefumlo ufika ekuqondeni olu hlobo lwekratshi uze uguquke, linyathelo elilungileyo neliyimfuneko. Ngokwenene, nabani na ozama ukwenza "nigqibelele njengoko uBawo osemazulwini efezekile" ngokukhawuleza baya kuqalisa ukubona iimpazamo neentsilelo zabo. Kwaye ekuguqukeni kwabo, banokuthi ngokunyanisekileyo, “Nkosi, andinto yanto. Ndiligqwirha elibi. Ndisikeleleni.” Oku kuzazi kubalulekile. Njengoko benditshilo ngaphambili, “Inyaniso iya kunikhulula,” kwaye inyaniso yokuqala yinyaniso yokuba ndingubani, kwaye ndingengubani. Kodwa kwakhona, oku kuphela inyathelo lokuqala kukuthobeka okunyanisekileyo; ukuvuma i-hubris yomntu asikuko ukuzithoba okupheleleyo. Kufuneka ingene nzulu. Inqanaba elilandelayo, nangona kunjalo, kunzima kakhulu ukuliqonda.
Umphefumlo othobeke ngokwenene ngulowo ongamkeli nje ubuhlwempu bangaphakathi, kodwa wamkela yonke into ngaphandle wela ngokunjalo. Umphefumlo osabanjwe likratshi usenokubonakala uthobekile; kwakhona, basenokuthi, “Ndingoyena moni mkhulu yaye andinguye umntu ongcwele.” Basenokuya kwidini leMisa yonke imihla, bathandaze yonke imihla, baze baquqe icawa. Kodwa kukho nto ithile ingekhoyo: abakazamkeli zonke iimvavanyo ezifika kubo njengokuthanda kukaThixo okuyekelelayo. Kunoko, bathi, “Nkosi, ndizabalazela ukukukhonza nokuthembeka. Kutheni nivumela ukuba kwenzeke oku kum?”
Kodwa lowo ngulowo ongekathobeki ngokwenyani… njengoPetros ngexesha elinye. Wayengavumanga ukuba uMnqamlezo kuphela kwendlela eya eluVukweni; ukuba ukhozo lwengqolowa lumele lufe ukuze luthwale isiqhamo. Xa uYesu wathi umele enyuke aye eYerusalem ukuze abandezeleke aze afe, uPetros akazange avume:
Makube lee, Nkosi! Ayinakwenzeka into enjalo kuwe. ( Mateyu 6:22 )
UYesu wamkhalimela, kungekuphela nje uPetros, kodwa noyise wekratshi:
Suka emva kwam, Sathana! Ungumqobo kum. Anicingeli ngokobuthixo, nicinga ngokomntu. ( 6:23 )
Kaloku, kwiindinyana ezimbalwa ngaphambilana, uYesu wayencoma ukholo lukaPetros, esithi ‘uliliwa’! Kodwa kweso siganeko silandelayo, uPetros wayefana nomgxobhozo. Wayefana ‘nalaa mhlaba ululwalwa’ eyayingenakukhula kuwo imbewu yelizwi likaThixo.
Abo ke baselulwalweni ngabasakuthi, bakuliva, balamkele ngovuyo ilizwi, kodwa abanangcambu; bakholwa nje okwexeshana baze bawe ngexesha lokuvavanywa. ( Luka 8:13 )
Imiphefumlo enjalo ayikathobekeki ngokwenene. Ukuthobeka kokwenyani kuxa samkela nantoni na uThixo ayivumelayo ebomini bethu kuba, eneneni, akukho nto iza kuthi engayivumeliyo intando yakhe. Kukangaphi na xa izilingo, ukugula okanye iintlekele zisiza (njengoko zisenjenjalo kumntu wonke) siye sathi, “Makube lee oko; 
Nkosi! Akufunekanga yenzeke into enjalo kum! Andingomntwana wakho? Andinguye na umkhonzi wakho, umhlobo, nomfundi? UYesu uphendula athi:
Nizizihlobo zam nina, ukuba nithi nikwenze konke endinimisela khona mna; xa othe wafundiswa, woba njengomfundisi wakhe wonke. ( Yohane 15:14; Luka 6:40 )
Oko kukuthi, umphefumlo othobekileyo ngokwenene uya kuthi ezintweni zonke, “Ngamana makwenzeke kum ngokwelizwi lakho,” [1]Luke 1: 38 kwaye Hayi intando yam kodwa eyakho mayenziwe. [2]Luke 22: 42
… wazihluba, ethabatha ubume bekhoboka… wazithoba, waba ngolulamileyo, wada wesa ekufeni, ukufa ke kwasemnqamlezweni. ( Fil 2:7-8 )
UYesu ungumntu wokuthobeka; UMariya yikopi yakhe.
Umfundi ofana naye akalamkeli iintsikelelo zikaThixo, nakuqeqesho lwakhe; uyayamkela intuthuzelo nophanziso; njengoMariya, akamlandeli uYesu ekumgama okhuselekileyo, kodwa uqubuda phambi koMnqamlezo, enesabelo kuzo zonke iimbandezelo zakhe njengoko ezimanyanisa neentlupheko zakhe nezikaKristu.
Wandinika icard elinomfanekiso ngasemva. Ishwankathela kakuhle kakhulu oko kuthethiweyo ngasentla.
Ukuthobeka yinzolo engunaphakade yentliziyo.
Kukungabi nangxaki.
Akufunekanga ukhathazeke, ukhathazeke, ucaphuke, ube buhlungu, okanye uphoxeke.
Kukulindela nantoni na, ukumangaliswa nantoni na eyenziwa kum,
ukuziva kungekho nto yenziweyo ngokuchasene nam.
Kukuphumla xa kungekho mntu undincomayo;
xa ndisohlwaywa, ndideliwe.
Kukuba nekhaya elisikelelekileyo kum, apho ndingangena khona,
Luvale ucango, uguqe kuThixo wam entsithelweni;
kwaye ndiseluxolweni, njengakulwandle olunzulu lokuzola;
xa macala onke nangaphezulu ekhathazekile.
(uMbhali akaziwa)
Ekugqibeleni, umphefumlo uhlala ekuthobekeni kokwenene xa ubandakanya konke oku kungasentla-kodwa umelana naluphi na uhlobo ukuzanelisa-ngokungathi uthi, “Awu, ekugqibeleni ndiyayifumana; Ndiyifumene; ndifikile… etc. ”… I-St. Pio yalumkisa ngolu tshaba lufihlakeleyo:
Masihlale sithe qwa yaye singaluvumeli olu tshaba loyikekayo [lokwaneliseka] lungene ezingqondweni nasezintliziyweni zethu, kuba, lwakuba lungenile, lonakalisa zonke iimpawu ezintle, lonakalise bonke ubungcwele, yaye lonakalise yonke into elungileyo nentle. -Isusela Isikhokelo soMoya sikaPadre Pio kwiMihla yonke, ihlelwe nguGianluigi Pasquale, Iincwadi zoMsebenzi; Feb. 25th
Izinto ezilungileyo zezakaThixo, zonke ezo zinto zezam. Ukuba ke ubomi bam buvelisa isiqhamo esilungileyo, oko kukuthi, lowo ulungileyo esebenza ngaphakathi kwam. Kuba uYesu wathi, "Ngaphandle kwam, awunakwenza nto." [3]John 15: 5
Guquka ikratshi, kuphumla ngentando kaThixo, kwaye nikezela nakuphi na ukuzanelisa, kwaye uya kufumana ubumnandi boMnqamlezo. Kuba Intando kaThixo yimbewu yovuyo lokwenene kunye noxolo lwenene. Kukutya kwabathobekileyo.
Yapapashwa okokuqala ngoFebruwari 26, 2018.
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