AS Ngibheka ibhokisi lami le-imeyili eligcwele izikhalazo zeminikelo evela ezinkonzweni eziningi zamaKhatholika… njengoba ngifunda izihloko zezindaba kanye nezinga elikhulayo labantu abangasebenzi… njengoba sisondela kuKhisimusi lapho wonke umuntu elungiselela isikhathi somndeni, ngiyamangala, ngingabuza kanjani ukuze uthole usizo kule nkonzo?
Kodwa izolo ebusuku, umkami wangiqukula wathi, kumele. Iqiniso. Bambalwa abaqaphelayo ukuthi angisalwenzi ukuvakasha kwekhonsathi, futhi ngithatha kuphela ukubhuka okuncane okukhethiwe. Isizathu ukuthi lokhu kubhala nevidiyo yobuphostoli manje kudinga sonke isikhathi sami. Kulapho umqondisi wami wokomoya engicele khona ukuthi ngigxilise amandla ami. Ngilungile futhi ngiyakulalela lokho. Kodwa ingxenye enkulu yenkonzo yethu neyemiholo yethu yomkhaya yomile. Kungezikhathi ezinjengalezi lapho ubheka phezulu ophahleni phakathi nobusuku futhi uzibuze ukuthi ingabe uyenza ngempela yini intando kaNkulunkulu, lapho izindleko zenkonzo nezomndeni zedlula kakhulu imali engenayo. Ukuthengiswa kwezincwadi nokubhaliselwe kokusakaza ngewebhu kukhokha ezinye izikweletu. , kodwa akwanele.
Ngiyamethemba uNkulunkulu ukuthi ngenza intando yakhe. Ngiyamethemba esebenza ngomqondisi wami womoya futhi ekhuluma ngomngane wami omkhulu, umkami othandekayo; Ngiyethemba ukusekelwa nesikhuthazo sabapristi abaningi abangcwele nabathembekile nasezithelweni engizifunde emakhulwini ezincwadi engizitholile, ukuthi uJesu ngempela wenza okuthile ngalenkonzo, naphezu kwami.
Futhi ngakho ngifuna ukuqhubeka; kumele-Inhliziyo yami iyaqhubeka ivutha ngamazwi afika kimi ngomthandazo kanye nokuzindla. Ngiqhutshwa uthando olujulile ngemiphefumulo, komunye nomunye wenu… uthando engilwaziyo luphuma enhliziyweni kaJesu ludabula enhliziyweni yami encane. Ngenza konke engingakwenza ukuze le nkonzo itholakale mahhala ngangokunokwenzeka ngoba ngiyazi ukuthi lezi yizikhathi ezinzima. Ukube bengikwazi, bengizonikela ngakho konke! Kodwa nginemilomo emincane okufanele ngiyondle, eyisishiyagalombili yayo eqinisweni, ngakho-ke... lokho ngingabuza kanjani.
Kangiceli kini elingelalutho, kodwa ngincenga labo abalakho ukugodla. Eqinisweni, ngicela (angazi, mhlawumbe ngicela) ukuthi kube nomuntu osizayo noma ababili ukuthi baqhubekele phambili, umuntu okholelwa ngokujulile kulokho esikwenzayo, futhi ongasiza le nkonzo ukufeza umsebenzi wayo ngezinga elikhulu kakhulu: ukusabalalisa isigijimi soMusa Waphezulu, isigijimi sothando, isixwayiso, nethemba ezweni lapho uNkulunkulu eshabalala khona. Nginezingoma ezihlezi lapha engingathanda ukuziqopha, kodwa ama-nary two pennies engizowakhiqiza. nginenye incwadi engizoyibhala, kodwa...
Kulungile… sekwanele. Ngenqaba ngempela ukuba ngibhale le ncwadi—ngicabanga ukuthi ukuzigqaja kwami. Noma kunjalo, ikesi lami lesiginci livuliwe. Uma ubusiswa "ingoma kaMoya" ozwayo ephuma kulesi siprofetho, uma kungukudla kokomoya ngempela, uma ikusiza ukuba uthandane kakhulu noJesu, sicela usikhulekele ngokusisiza ukuze sikwazi qhubeka nalo msebenzi. Futhi singasetha umnikelo wanyanga zonke ozenzakalelayo kulabo eningakwazi ukwenza kanjalo. Futhi-ke, ukuthenga kwakho ama-CD ami kanye/noma incwadi kuyasisiza kakhulu.
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