UJESU wathi, "Umoya uphephetha lapho uthanda khona ... kunjalo nangawo wonke umuntu ozelwe nguMoya." Lokho kwakubonakala kunjalo enkonzweni Yakhe uqobo lapho Wayezohlela ukwenza into eyodwa, kepha izixuku zazizonquma enye indlela. Ngokunjalo, uSt.Paul wayevame ukuhamba ngomkhumbi alibangise lapho eya khona kepha aphazanyiswe yisimo sezulu esibi, ukushushiswa noma uMoya.
Ngithole ukuthi le nkonzo ayihlukile eminyakeni edlule. Imvamisa uma ngithi, "Yilokhu engizokwenza…", iNkosi inezinye izinhlelo. Kunjalo futhi. Ngibona ukuthi iNkosi ifuna ngigxile njengamanje emibhalweni ebaluleke kakhulu - amanye “amagama” osekuphele isikhathi esingaphezu kweminyaka emibili. Ngaphandle kwencazelo ende futhi engadingekile, angicabangi ukuthi abantu abaningi bayakuqonda lokho lena akuyona ibhulogi yami. Nginezinto eziningi engingathanda like ukusho, kepha kukhona i-ajenda ecacile okungeyona eyami, ukuvela "kwezwi" okungokwemvelo. Ukuqondiswa okungokomoya maqondana nalokhu kube lusizo ngokungisiza ukuba ngishiye eceleni (ngangokunokwenzeka!) Ukuvumela iNkosi ibe nendlela yayo. Ngiyethemba lokho kwenzeka ngenxa Yakhe kanye neyakho.
ILizwi manje ibilithuluzi eliphumelelayo kusuka kumazwana amaningi engiwatholile, ikakhulukazi avela kubapristi. Eqinisweni, kungamangaza abafundi ukwazi ukuthi abanye babaxhasi abakhulu bezezimali bale nkonzo abapristi! (Kodwa izipho zabo zemali ziyize uma ziqhathaniswa nesikhuthazo nemikhuleko yabo. Ngiyabathandazela nsuku zonke, futhi ngiyanincenga ukuthi nenze njalo nani.) Kodwa-ke, ngalesi sikhathi, ukuhlangabezana nezidingo zalawa magama abalulekile, kanye nginakekele izibopho zomndeni wami, ngizoqhubeka ngithandaze futhi ngicabange ngokufundwa kweMisa kwansuku zonke, kepha nginikeze isifinyezo se- “Now Word” sokufundwa kwesonto ukuphela kwesonto. Umsebenzi wasepulazini ngalesi sikhathi sonyaka unginqwabelanisa (mina nomkami, uLea, sihlala epulazini elincane lapho sizilimela khona ukudla kwethu, sisenga inkomo, sifuye izinkukhu kanye nenqwaba yezingane). Ngakho-ke kufanele ngenze izinqumo ezithile. Lokhu kuzokhulula isikhathi esidingekayo engisidingayo, ngenkathi kusangivumela ukuthi ngiphawule ngokufundwayo, engicabanga ukuthi uzovuma, bakhuluma ngamandla kithi ngalesi sikhathi emhlabeni. Ngakho-ke, okwamanje, manje kuzoba yi- "Izwi Lamaviki onke".
Ngiyazi ukuthi abanye benu bathole ugqozi kuma-webcast ami futhi ngifuna baqhubeke. Alipheli isonto ngingathandazi ngabo nokuthi uNkulunkulu angafunani. Eqinisweni, ngalesi sikhathi, umnyango ungavulelwa ukuba khona kwethelevishini yomhlaba wonke. Ngeke ngisho okuningi, kepha ngicela ukuthi uthandaze ukuthi uNkulunkulu avule kuphela iminyango Angifisela ukudlula kuyo, avale konke okunye. Futhi, ngifuna ukuya lapho kuvunguza khona uMoya. Futhi lokho kusho, futhi kuchaze, ukuthi uhlobo lwale nkonzo luyamanzi.
Manje, ngingakhuluma ngokusuka enhliziyweni? Empeleni, lesi ngesinye sezikhathi lapho ngizwa khona ukuthi nginemvume yeNkosi ukusebenzisa isikhala Sayo…
Angivukanga ngelinye ilanga ngathi, "Hm, namuhla kungaba wusuku olukhulu lokucekela phansi idumela lami." Ngiyazi ukuthi engikubhalile eminyakeni edlule kulethe ukucaca, ithemba namandla emiphefumulweni eminingi. Ngithole izinkulungwane zezincwadi manje maqondana nalokhu. Kepha le mibhalo ibuye yathukuthelisa, yabangela amahloni futhi yaxosha abanye, ikakhulukazi abangani nezihlobo. Le mibhalo ingihlukanisile nezingxenye zomzimba kaKristu, yonakalisa “umsebenzi wami womculo”, futhi yangibeka isigcwagcwa. Le mibhalo ine- izindleko. Sonke sineziphambano zethu. Kepha engikwenzayo lapha akuyona into engingayibiza njengokukhetha kakhulu njengokubiza kwangaphakathi.
Eqinisweni, bengifuna ukugijima izikhathi eziningi. Kukaningi ngithi, “Nkosi, kungani ungenaye umuntu oyedwa, umpristi osho lezi zinto?” Kepha-ke kuyeza… Izwi lakhe… futhi lihlala emphefumulweni wami likhule, lishe, futhi linyakazise, futhi njengoJeremiya, kufanele ngilibhale, ngilikhulume, ngilimemezele ukuze izwi Lakhe lingangidli. Angikwazi ukuthi "cha" kulowo owathi "yebo" kimi esiphambanweni. Ngaphandle kukaNkulunkulu, ngiluthuli. Ngizoya kubani? Unamazwi okuphila okuphakade. Le mpilo imfushane, lomhlaba uyadlula. Ubumnandi bale ndiza yasemhlabeni bushabalala njengokukhanya kwakusihlwa. Amehlo ami abheke eZulwini, futhi ngabe bekungekho ngomkami nezingane futhi wena, lo mhlambi omncane uJesu angicela ukuba ngiwondle "ngokudla okungokomoya", bengizomcela ukuthi angiyise ekhaya.
Ngiyakuqonda ukuthi le mibhalo inzima futhi iyinselele. Ngiyakuthola lokho, ngiyakwenza. Ngingubaba. Nginezingane ezinhle eziyisishiyagalombili noLea wami othandekayo. Ngifuna ukubakhulisela emhlabeni lapho benenkululeko yokukholelwa kuJesu, yokuthandaza, yokukhula ngobumsulwa, ukuphepha nethemba. Nginesiqiniseko sokuthi abazali eFrance noma ePoland bazizwa ngendlela efanayo lapho bethola ukuthi uHitler wayemasha kubo. Baphoqeleka ukuthi baphike iqiniso noma babhekane nakho. Wena, mfundi othandekayo — noma ungakholelwa ebukhoneni bukaNkulunkulu, umProthestani, noma umKatolika — kufanele ubhekane nalokhu okubhalwe lapha. Kungani? Ngoba engikuchithe iminyaka eyisishiyagalombili ngibhala manje ukuqhuma ezihlokweni ngezinga lomchazi. Ngakho-ke wenza ukukhetha kwakho; Ngenze okwami. Njengoba umngane wami ongumphristi wayejwayele ukusho ebandleni lakhe, “Ngibophezelekile kulokhu engikushilo. Ubophezelekile kulokho okuzwile. ”
Ngokuqondene ne-orthodoxy yale mibhalo, ngenze konke engingakwenza ukuqinisa onke amagama esiprofetho, ukubonakala, ukubikezela, njll. Ngezwi le-Magisterium, i-Scripture, ne-Sacred Tradition. Lokho wukuthi, umuntu angaphikisana nalokhu engikubhalayo; kepha lapho izwi eligunyazayo leBandla lisho into efanayo, kufanele ucabangisise kahle ukuthi uphikisa bani nokuthi uphikisana nani. Kuningi engingakusho maqondana nalokhu, ikakhulukazi maqondana noMama Wethu Obusisiwe, uJesu Kristu eza ngaye emhlabeni eminyakeni engama-2000 eyedlule, nangokuthi uzobuya ngobani futhi.
Futhi Yena is ukuza. Hhayi ukuza kokugcina enkazimulweni; hhayi ukuphela komhlaba; kepha Uyeza ukuqeda usizi, isono, nokwehlukana kwaleli khulu leminyaka elidlule. UMama wethu usilungiselela ukubusa kukaJesu ezinhliziyweni zethu ngendlela entsha. Futhi njengoba lezi zinto zenzeka (futhi kungathatha iminyaka, noma amashumi eminyaka), ngizwa ukusondela kwakhe nesifiso sakhe sokuthi ngibambisane ngendlela entsha. Ngingamnqaba kanjani yena ongazange asenqabe nathi?
Ngiyabonga ngokuqonda kwakho, imithandazo yakho, ukwesekwa kwakho ngokwezimali obudinga kakhulu, futhi ngaphezu kwakho konke ukwethembeka kwakho kuJesu… ezweni eliqhubeka ukulimaza, ukwenqaba nokuhlambalaza Lowo owabathanda kwaze kwaba sekufeni. Futhi, ngiyabonga ngemithandazo yakho maqondana nempilo yami, okungukuthi, inkinga ebhalansisiwe. Imiphumela ye-MRI ibuyile yangakhombisi zimpawu zesimila sobuchopho noma i-multiple sclerosis, njll.
Ekuphetheni, ngifuna ukwabelana nawe nge izwi lesiprofetho kusuka kuMama Obusisiwe engangikuthola ngomkhuleko eminyakeni eyisikhombisa eyedlule, kudala ngaphambi kokuba ngizwe “ngeLangabi Lothando” ebengibhala ngalo muva nje. Ngangikhohliwe ngalokhu kuze kube yilapho umfundi engiletha kimi kuleli sonto. Ngiyaphinda futhi, ngiyabelana ngalo ngomoya wokuqonda okumele uhambisane nawo wonke amagama anjalo njengoba sifuna ukuphila kangcono nokuthanda iNkosi yethu okwamanje. Ngokwami, leli yiZwi Manje manje…
Awuboni yini? Awuzwa yini? Awukwazi yini ukubona izimpawu zezikhathi? Kungani-ke uchitha izinsuku zakho usakazeka, uxosha imikhuba, futhi upholisha izithombe zakho? Awuboni yini ukuthi lesi sikhathi samanje siyadlula, futhi konke okungokwesikhashana kuzovivinywa ngomlilo? O, ukuthi ungavutha ngempela ngomlilo weNhliziyo Yami Engaphelele eqothulwe ilangabi eliphilayo lothando, uvutha ngokungapheli nangokungapheli esifubeni seNdodana yami. Sondela ku
leli langabi isikhathi sisekhona. Angisho ukuthi unesikhathi esiningi esisele. Kepha ngithi kufanele uhlakaniphe ngalokhu okuphiwe. Amafu okugcina akhanyayo eqiniso asezonyamalala, futhi umhlaba njengoba wazi ukuthi uzongena ebumnyameni obukhulu, ebumnyameni besono sawo uqobo. Umjaho-ke. Umjaho oya Enhliziyweni Yami Engaphelele. Ngoba isikhathi sisekhona, ngizokwamukela njengesikhukhukazi sibuthela amachwane aso ngaphansi kwamaphiko aso. Ngikhale, ngathandaza, ngancengela lezi zikhathi zokugcina kuwe! O, usizi lwami… ukudabuka kwami ngalabo abangasizakalanga ngalesi sipho esivela eZulwini!Thandazela imiphefumulo. Thandazela imvu elahlekile. Asikhulekele labo abasengozini yokulahlekelwa yimiphefumulo yabo, ngoba baningi. Ungalokothi wehlise isihe esingaqondakali futhi esingachazeki seNdodana yami. Kepha ungachithi isikhathi, ngoba isikhathi manje kumane kuyinkohliso. - eshicilelwe okokuqala ngo “Isikhathi Sifushane Kakhulu”, Septhemba 1, 2007
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